Chapter 555: Despair
"Yuanfan, two steamed buns, for you. ”
Su Xiaofu handed the two steamed buns to Lin Yuanfan at once, after so many days, Lin Yuanfan has long adapted to the life of a homeless man, whether the things are dirty or not, can eat, and is not hungry.
Lin Yuanfan was very hungry, took the steamed bun and gnawed it down, choked on it after eating it too quickly, and quickly drank a saliva to go on.
These two steamed buns were very cold when Su Xiaofu got them, almost like ice cubes, but in order to make Lin Yuanfan more delicious, Su Xiaofu deliberately heated them with her own body temperature.
"Eat slowly, and no one will rob you. ”
Su Xiaofu sat next to Lin Yuanfan and patted Lin Yuanfan's back, her eyes were full of love, and the only thing she could care about in this world was her son.
Lin Yuanfan thought of something, and handed the steamed bun in his hand that he hadn't eaten to Su Xiaofu again.
"Mom, you can eat some too. ”
Su Xiaofu shook her head and affirmed: "I found something to eat when I went out, and now I'm not hungry at all, you can eat alone." ”
Lin Yuanfan didn't believe it at all, knowing what his mother would do for him, so he insisted on letting his mother eat this steamed bun.
Su Xiaofu couldn't resist Lin Yuanfan, took the steamed bun with his weak hand and ate it in small bites, for some reason, tears flowed from his eyes.
As soon as she took two bites, Su Xiaofu coughed violently, her face became very pale, she covered her mouth with her right hand, and a small ball of blood appeared in her palm.
"Mom, what's wrong with you, are you sick?"
Lin Yuanfan was a little panicked, remembering that his mother had been coughing a lot recently, maybe she was sick, but they didn't have a penny, where could they ask a doctor to see a doctor.
Su Xiaofu wiped the blood on her hands on her black pants, pretended to be fine, and comforted Lin Yuanfan: "It's a small thing, I just have an uncomfortable throat, it's not a big deal, it'll be fine after a while." ”
Lin Yuanfan was silent, he was not a child, many things could still be seen, he knew that his mother was lying to him, and his mother's illness should have been for a while, but he couldn't do anything.
Su Xiaofu blamed herself in a low voice: "Yuanfan, it's all because my mother is not good, she couldn't give you a better life and make you what you are now." ”
Lin Yuanfan shook his head vigorously and said firmly: "It's not your fault, Mom, I have never blamed you and my father, no matter what happens, I will be with you." ”
"This is my good son. ”
Su Xiaofu stroked Lin Yuanfan's forehead, helped him tidy up his somewhat messy hair, and nodded with a smile, looking very happy.
This is the first time Su Xiaofu has laughed in so many days, and Lin Yuanfan saw a warm current in his heart, and gave birth to a glimmer of hope.
Lin Yuanfan ate all the steamed buns in his hand, and the whole person also had some energy, stood up, and said seriously to Su Xiaofu: "Mom, I'll go find dinner, you can rest at home, I will definitely bring good food back." ”
Su Xiaofu was very happy, and said with a smile: "Be careful, don't freeze." ”
Lin Yuanfan nodded, just after walking two steps, a gust of wind blew, making him shiver, and he sighed at his hands, he felt a little warmer, and walked towards the surrounding streets against the cold wind and drizzle, hoping to give himself and his mother something delicious.
On the cold streets, there are not many pedestrians, on such a cold day, few people come to shop, as for those things that can still be eaten in the trash, many times they will be picked up by his homeless people before Lin Yuanfan arrives, and there are very few that can reach him, it all depends on timing and luck.
After walking a long way, Lin Yuanfan got nothing, in his memory, he tried to beg before, but every time he got the money, he would always disappear, even if someone else gave him something, that thing would disappear, he understood that these were all those people who made trouble, but he didn't understand how the other party got it.
Later, he found that life is only about picking up things, and he can live like a dog.
The clouds in the sky slowly thickened, the wind blew, and the rain became heavier and heavier, Lin Yuanfan had to carry a plastic bag through it, and for two hours, he didn't find anything to eat, as if someone was deliberately manipulating him.
When he was sheltering from the rain under an eaves, a man walked in front of him with a bunch of things, and unexpectedly, the soles of the man's feet slipped and fell, and all the things fell to the ground.
There was no one around, Lin Yuanfan's heart beat faster, and when the figure disappeared around the corner, he rushed over and picked up those things, and when he opened it, it was full of delicious food, and there was a whole roast chicken among them, which was full of oil and fragrance, which made people's appetite move.
Lin Yuanfan opened his mouth and was about to bite, but Ta Ma Shan remembered his mother under the bridge, so he quickly wrapped the things and put them under his clothes and hugged them tightly, and then ran towards the bridge in the wind and rain, like an arrow, wanting to share this rare dinner with his mother.
"Mom will be very happy to see it, maybe Mom will get better after eating these things. Lin Yuanfan thought so in his heart.
Running all the way, it didn't work to carry a plastic bag on his head, Lin Yuanfan's clothes were completely wet, but he didn't care about it.
The sky was gloomy, and Lin Yuanfan finally came to the outside of the house under the bridge before it was completely dark.
"Mom, I'm back, guess what I found today, I guess you can't guess. ”
Lin Yuanfan was excited as if he had the whole world, and his words were full of happiness.
But there was no sound in the wooden room, and Su Xiaofu did not respond to him.
"Mom, are you asleep?"
Lin Yuanfan's voice raised a little, but Su Xiaofu still didn't make a sound.
At this time, Lin Yuanfan suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, a very bad premonition.
"Mom?!"
Lin Yuanfan rushed over and opened the humble door.
His world also collapsed at this moment, destroyed, and ceased to exist.
Su Xiaofu sat quietly in the simple room, no breathing, there was a pool of blood on her chest, and there was blood hanging on the corner of her mouth, which had already coagulated, and what made Lin Yuanfan's heart hurt the most was that there was still a trace of concern on her mother's face.
Lin Yuanfan trembled, something fell from his arms, he rushed to his mother, held his mother's already cold hand tightly, and couldn't believe that his mother left him like this anyway.
"Ahh
Lin Yuanfan let out a hysterical roar, life is not easy, their family is miserable enough, but fate is still so unfair, even his last support has to be deprived, and endless despair occupies his mind.
There seemed to be a stirring voice ringing in his head.
"Let's go together, death is the only relief......"