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"Okay, I know you're not happy, in fact, when I made this decision, I felt very uncomfortable, but the long pain is better than the short pain, fortunately, Jing'er doesn't remember anymore, this doesn't hurt her at all. Xiao Jingchen said, his tone much more relaxed.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jingchen, this man is really infatuated with Xiao Jing'er, everything is enough to ensure that Xiao Jing'er is not harmed, as for how he is, he doesn't seem to care too much.

In fact, it was Xiao Jingchen who suffered the most, but they really loved each other, but the two people who loved each other just couldn't be together, which was the most tragic.

"Okay, I see, big brother, I'm still not worth it for you. Saying that, Xiao Ziyu hugged Xiao Jingchen again, as if this was the only way to comfort Xiao Jingchen.

"Good words, I'm fine. Xiao Jingchen smiled and comforted.

The two of them talked in the room for a long time, and they didn't know what Xiao Jing'er was doing at the moment.

And Xiao Jing'er was hiding in the room alone, crying secretly.

Her crying voice was very suppressed, almost silent, but if you can see the expression on Xiao Jing'er's face at this moment, you can feel her grief at this moment, it must be unforgettable and heartbreaking.

Xiao Jing'er's face was full of tears, and her throat was even more uncomfortable, she really didn't know that all her efforts were in vain, and the moment she saw Xiao Jingchen, the collective collapsed.

She endured it, and she endured it all the time, almost exhausting all her strength, before she finally endured it.

But as soon as she went out, when she arrived at a place where Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Ziyu couldn't see, her emotions immediately collapsed.

Tears simply fell uncontrollably.

Her heart really hurts, she is about to die, Xiao Jing'er really hopes that she can die and not have to bear such pain.

That night, when Xiao Jing'er learned the truth, she actually didn't fall asleep at all, although she slept in the same room with Xiao Ziyu, after Xiao Ziyu fell asleep, Xiao Jing'er had the opportunity to shed tears until dawn, and sat all night.

That night, her heart was torn apart, as if she had put her heart on fire.

Xiao Jing'er really wanted to die, if she died, wouldn't she have to endure so much pain? Xiao Jingchen didn't have to worry about it.

But Xiao Jing'er didn't want to die, although she was in pain in her heart, she couldn't let go of Xiao Ziyu, Xiao Jingchen, and the two people she cared about the most.

In the end, Xiao Jing'er made a decision, she decided to pretend to be amnesiac and pretend to forget.

Forget all this pain and forget the relationship with Xiao Jingchen, as long as she forgets, it is also a good reason for Xiao Jingchen to be relieved.

That's why Xiao Jing'er appeared in front of Xiao Ziyu so calmly.

Xiao Jing'er thought very simply, she didn't think too much about herself, as long as Xiao Jingchen could do well, it would be enough.

She can also stay by Xiao Ziyu's side, and she can know Xiao Jingchen's news all the time, which is really good.

She was satisfied.

But she also knew that this was a very painful process, she had not forgotten this unforgettable relationship, but she had to pretend that she had forgotten it, she obviously cared very much, but she had to pretend not to care, in such a dire situation, Xiao Jing'er felt that she was about to be unable to hold on.

Xiao Jing'er hid in the room, covering the quilt, sobbing in a low voice, she didn't dare to make too much noise, for fear of being heard.

And Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Ziyu were there, after Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Ziyu finished explaining, they went back.

Xiao Ziyu didn't see Xiao Jing'er, probably guessing that Xiao Jing'er must have gone back to her room, so she wanted to go over to see Xiao Jing'er, and they all said that they wanted to go out to play together, and Xiao Ziyu would definitely not break her word.

Xiao Ziyu hadn't walked to Xiao Jing'er's door yet, when she saw a little girl, and after the little girl saluted, she whispered with a flattering face, "Girl, just now the slave saw Miss Jing crying and went back to the room." ”

When Xiao Ziyu heard this, her face changed greatly, she stared at the little girl, and asked, "Can you see clearly, did you really see Miss Jing crying and going back to the room?"

The little girl didn't know what was going on, and thought she was pleasing Xiao Ziyu, so she naturally nodded heavily and said, "Yes, the slave maid saw it, Miss Jing cried very attentively, and I don't know who was so short-sighted and made Miss Jing angry like this." ”

Xiao Ziyu's heart didn't know where it sank for a while, Xiao Ziyu was originally an extremely smart person, and when she heard the little girl say this, she immediately understood.

Xiao Ziyu said to the girl, "You go down first." ”

The girl saw that Xiao Ziyu's face was not good, and she didn't dare to say anything, so she retreated.

Xiao Ziyu walked to Xiao Jing'er's door, didn't say a word, didn't knock on the door, and directly pushed the door in.

Xiao Jing'er didn't lock it from the inside, because Xiao Jing'er knew that Xiao Ziyu always knocked on the door first when she entered the door, and others would not push the door in directly, and Xiao Jing'er was so sad just now that she had long forgotten about locking the door.

Xiao Jing'er only cared about her crying sadly, and she didn't hear Xiao Ziyu walk in at all, and Xiao Ziyu deliberately slowed down, and then slowly walked to the bedside, she actually saw the figure shaking on the bed, and she already knew it in her heart.

Xiao Ziyu suddenly lifted the brocade quilt and happened to see Xiao Jing'er's cheeks full of tears.

Xiao Jing'er was also startled, and sat up from the bed all of a sudden, her face full of tears and painful expressions, and it was too late to hide.

"Little, miss. Xiao Jing'er stammered.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er like this, and tears immediately flowed out.

Then he stepped forward and hugged Xiao Jing'er all of a sudden, slapped Xiao Jing'er's back a few times, and said angrily, "You are going to be angry with me, why are you so bitter, you are so embarrassed by yourself, you are really the knife that stabbed me in the heart!" Xiao Ziyu cried and said.

Xiao Jing'er also hugged Xiao Ziyu and sobbed in a low voice, "Miss, I don't want Miss to worry about me, and I don't want Jing Chen to be sad, this is also my problem, just let me bear it alone." ”

"You bear it, why do you suffer from embarrassing yourself like this?" Xiao Ziyu's heart was like a knife.

She initially thought about whether Xiao Jing'er deliberately pretended to have amnesia, but Xiao Ziyu observed Xiao Jing'er and saw that Xiao Jing'er had not changed much, so she thought that Xiao Jing'er should not be pretending.

But in this situation now, it is obvious that Xiao Jing'er is pretending.

The reason why Xiao Jing'er pretended not to remember anything was to let Xiao Jingchen let go happily, and then the heartache and sadness left and right were borne by her alone.

In fact, Xiao Jing'er is like this, what is the difference between Xiao Jingchen and Xiao Jingchen, don't they all want to bear all the pain by themselves, just want to make the other party happy, do they want to make the other party happy?

This is the greatest emotion, just thinking about the other person, not about yourself.

"Jing'er, you can't be like this, I can't watch you obviously love each other so much, love each other so much, but you have to separate, Jing'er, you go with me to see the eldest brother. Xiao Ziyu pulled Xiao Jing'er and said.

Xiao Jing'er refused to leave, "No, Miss, I won't go to see him, and I can't go either." ”

"Jing'er, why are you so troubled, do you know, eldest brother, he thinks you have forgotten him, and he is already planning to withdraw from you, and then let me help him find a candidate to marry, I know that eldest brother wants to cut off all your back roads, he thinks you don't remember him, so he wants to bear all this alone, but he doesn't know, you also forgot the dowry, and you want to bear it yourself, you can't go on like this, you obviously love each other so much, if you miss it, you will regret it for life. Xiao Ziyu said with an anxious face.

After Xiao Jing'er heard this, she slowly calmed down.

She wiped away her tears, her eyes were a little red and swollen, and her face was red, and this kind of pear blossom with rain was particularly cute.

"Miss, in fact, this is also very good, Jing Chen, he can marry a wife and have children, maybe he will not find a woman who loves him very much, but he can find a suitable grandmother of the Xiao family, who can help him take care of everything, his life can be very happy, very plain, and he can take on the responsibilities he should have shouldered, which is also very good, isn't it?" Xiao Jing'er asked with tears in her eyes.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!