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"Are you willing?" Xiao Jing'er, I only ask you, are you willing?" Xiao Ziyu's eyes were red, and she asked with a bit of anger.

"If you are reluctant, what can you do? Obviously there is no future, what is the point of going on like this?" Xiao Jing'er's eyes were red, and tears fell drop by drop.

How can she be reluctant, how can she let go, let her give up Xiao Jingchen, it is really more uncomfortable than death.

But she won't, she knows that sooner or later it will pass.

"Miss, I love him very much, I really love him, I love him so much that I can't think of anything, I just want him to be good, I don't want him to be unhappy, I don't want him to live so desperately like me, I know that his embarrassment is just because he can't let go of me, for fear of hurting me, so, as long as he forgets, he can let go. Xiao Jing'er choked up and said.

"I know, now we are all going to be sad, but he is a man who does great things, I believe that he will not only be a child and a hero, he will forget me, he still has a lot of things to do, Miss, I just want to be good for him, I don't care about anything else. Xiao Jing'er's tears could no longer be restrained.

"Miss, but my heart really hurts, I feel like I'm finished, my world can no longer see a little sunshine, I know, I'm finished, it's really finished. Xiao Jing'er cried very sadly.

Xiao Ziyu never thought that loving someone could be like this.

It turns out that the highest level of loving someone is really not to get, but to pay for each other wholeheartedly.

Although Xiao Jing'er is not very old, she loves her much more than her.

"Jing'er, I didn't expect that you love him so much, love my eldest brother so much, in fact, my eldest brother also loves you very much, I don't know why you two are like this, is your background really so important?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

"Miss, you should know more about this than I do, do you still need to ask me? I don't want to be completely broken one day when we are living a very happy life, it will be cruel, even more cruel than the current pain. ”

"But, Jing'er, your background may not be revealed. ”

"Yes, you're right, it's possible that it won't be revealed for the rest of my life, but my life story will always be a nightmare, it will always haunt us, maybe at any time, this nightmare will come, and we can't find a way to face it at all, I don't know what I should do then, I don't know what to do if my biological mother stands in front of me, I don't know how to face things myself, why should I ask others to face it with me?" Xiao Jing'er's face was at a loss, this feeling really made Xiao Jing'er's heart miserable, and she couldn't relieve it at all.

"I may not know what happened back then, but you told me that my mother has never given up looking for me, you know, she also loves me, I can't pretend not to care, in fact, I have been hoping to find my relatives since I was a child, I want to ask them why they abandoned me in the first place, so I am really conflicted, and then I have you by my side, there are many, many people, I live a very happy life, but this incident has always been the shadow of my life, I also want to know who I am, why I sold it, miss, can you understand my feelingsXiao Jing'er asked.

Xiao Ziyu looked at Xiao Jing'er, at this moment, she suddenly understood what Xiao Jingchen said, it turned out that what Xiao Jingchen said was true.

Xiao Jinger also has expectations for her family and relatives.

She doesn't care as much as she appears, in fact, she is also thinking about her family and wants to know her own background.

In the past, Xiao Ziyu always thought that Xiao Jing'er only needed her by her side was enough, but it was far from enough.

Xiao Ziyu really can't understand the deepest inner world of Xiao Jing'er, who has no relatives since she was a child.

It turned out that it was really her who was wrong, and it was really just her who was wrong.

"I understand, that is, if Madame Zhenli really finds you, you still want to go back to her, right?" Xiao Ziyu asked.

Xiao Jing'er heard this, her emotions were a little broken, she held her head in her hands, and said, "Miss, I don't know, I really don't know, I feel so contradictory, and so sad, I am reluctant to leave you, but I really want to know, who am I, what happened, if I am really the princess of Nanzhao, why am I here, I actually don't like the identity of the princess, but I just want to know, what happened?"

Xiao Ziyu can understand Xiao Jing'er's mood at the moment, Xiao Jing'er is actually really conflicted, and she herself can't accept all this for a while.

"Jing'er, listen to me, if you really want to see your mother, my eldest brother and I can help you, but until this moment, I still don't agree, you pretend to have amnesia, you are like this, it is really the two of you who are embarrassed, I can see that the eldest brother cares about you very much, when he made this decision, it was really painful, and you can't forget him, why do you torture each other like this? This is really cruel, it is cruel to everyone. ”

"I know, I understand, but I beg you, don't tell him, I'm pretending to have amnesia, okay, miss, can you promise me?" Xiao Jing'er begged.

"I don't understand what you're doing here?" Xiao Ziyu was really angry, she didn't know what Xiao Jing'er was going to do.

"I'll kneel down and beg you, is it okay?" Xiao Jing'er said, really planning to kneel.

Xiao Ziyu was completely out of idea by Xiao Jing'er's appearance.

She hugged Xiao Jing'er, "Jing'er, you're forcing me, you're forcing me." ”

"Miss, I really don't want him to suffer with me, this kind of pain, I just bear it alone, he has already made a decision, if you tell him now, my amnesia is all faked, he finally made up his mind, he will definitely change for me, I can't be so selfish, I can't drag him down, absolutely not. Xiao Jing'er said very firmly.

"Do you think this is a drag? Will you drag him down? Why do you think so? Jing'er, you don't look like you anymore, is it because you are the princess of Nanzhao Kingdom, so you are no longer Xiao Jing'er? We grew up together, has our relationship changed?Jing'er, why are you like this?" Xiao Ziyu's emotions were a little excited.

She never knew that Xiao Jing'er would have such a twist, as if no matter how hard she tried, it would not make sense.

"Miss, I won't listen to you in this matter, from childhood to adulthood, I will listen to you in whatever you do, because I feel that you are my master, and everything you say is right, but this time, I have to make my own decisions. Xiao Jing'er still insisted on saying.

"Okay, this is also your love, your feelings, you should make your own decisions, but Xiao Jing'er, let me ask you, do you really not regret it? As long as you don't regret it, I won't advise you again from now on. Xiao Ziyu asked word by word.

"I don't regret it, and I won't regret whatever I'm going to face in the future. Xiao Jing'er replied word by word.

"Okay, since you have made a decision, then from now on, you don't have to cry anymore, don't be sad anymore, live a good life, Xiao Jingchen and you will have nothing to do with you in the future, you will marry men and women from now on, and they have nothing to do with each other. Xiao Ziyu said very decisively.

Xiao Jing'er heard that men and women were married, and they were irrelevant, in fact, her heart really felt like she was pricked by a needle, but Xiao Jing'er also knew that she had given up and would not look back, and Xiao Jingchen had already given up, she couldn't be indecisive anymore, she had to make a decision at the right time, and she would make a decision when she was decided.

"Well, okay, I understand, I won't be sad and sad in the future. Although Xiao Jing'er's voice was not loud, she also said very resolutely.

"Then you now, go wash up, change your clothes, we're ready to go, we just said it, if you want to go out, let's go." Xiao Ziyu said very relaxedly.

Xiao Jing'er was a little dazed, she didn't expect Xiao Ziyu to say such a thing, but soon she also nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go clean up, and we can go." ”

"You go, I'll go and ask Xiuxin to inform the car, today, let's have a good time." After Xiao Ziyu finished speaking, he got up and left.

This book was first published by Lewen, please do not reprint!