Ye Yanran came out of the night with heavy makeup, called a familiar taxi, and went to Su Yan's house to try her luck without giving up, she rang the doorbell for ten minutes, and no one responded.

"Don't press it, she's not home. Lu Li's voice came from behind her.

He had an unlit cigarette in his mouth, his shoulders leaning against the wall of the corridor, and his hair was slightly messy.

Ye Yanran hurriedly walked over and asked, "What the hell is going on?"

Lu Li pulled the corners of his lips helplessly, "I was angry with me and hid." ”

"Where are you hiding? Why don't you go find her?"

Lu Li lowered his head and lit a cigarette, exhaled a faint thin cigarette, and sneered: "Why do you think I come here like a fool every day?"

He chuckled and said, "Is it ridiculous? There are still people in J City that I can't find." ”

"Maybe she's already out of the port?" With Su Yan's temperament, maybe she would have gone to the sunshine and beach abroad to enjoy it by now.

Lu Li shook her head helplessly, "There is no record of her buying a ticket and leaving at the airport or train station, her car is still parked in the parking lot outside the bar, and her bank card has not had a consumption record since that day, and there are no clues at all." She was deliberately avoiding me and making me anxious. What can I do?"

He leaned against the wall and swallowed the cigarette in his hand, and soon the curling white smoke blurred his face.

Ye Yanran became angry when she looked at his negative appearance, took a step forward, tore off the cigarette from his mouth and threw it on the ground, and crushed it with her foot, "Can't you be nice to her? She has been with you for ten years, a woman's best ten years have been given to you, how much she has paid for you, don't you count in your heart? What happened to you that you let her?"

Lu Li stood up straight, sneered and said: "Isn't her ten years also my ten years? Isn't she the only one who is paying in these ten years, who has not been wronged? Do you think it's not easy for her alone?"

Ye Yanran's suppressed anger erupted at this moment, "What are you yelling at? You big man and a little woman don't blush if you care about who pays more and who is more wronged? Do you know how hesitant and helpless a woman can be in the face of an uncertain relationship, you don't comfort her well, give her a sense of security, and come to pay more than her? Lu Li, where is your face?"

Lu Li glared at her fiercely, his face was gloomy, and he gritted his teeth and said after a while: "It's not your turn to talk about her affairs with her." ”

Ye Yanran looked at the back of Lu Li who left angrily, and sneered: A stingy man deserves to be dumped by Su Yan.

But Su Yan, where did she go again? Ye Yanran didn't give up and took out the phone and still turned it off.

Coming out of the community, Ye Yanran saw Lu Li's car parked at the door, she pretended not to know and crossed over, standing on the side of the road and reaching out to take a taxi.

"Get in the car!" Lu Li pulled over beside her and lowered the window.

Ye Yanran just didn't hear it, didn't see it, took a few steps forward, leaned out, and raised her hand to stop the taxi.

Lu Li took a few more steps forward from the car, "I'll let you get in the car, what happens to you under my nose again at night, Su Yan comes back, how can I explain? She can't tear me up!"

"Who wants you to confess?

Lu Li roared, "Ye Yanran!"

His aura is usually not approached by the living, except for Su Yan, it seems that anyone who approaches him can be ejected by the cold aura of his body, and now with such a roar, Ye Yanran couldn't help but tremble in her heart.

Looking at the darkness all around, there was no car for half a day, Ye Yanran reluctantly got into the car, and said unadmittedly: "I'm all for Su Yan." ”

Lu Li started the engine and said coldly: "It's the same." ”

Ye Yanran looked sideways at the window, not planning to speak again. Lu Li stared directly at the car and drove intently, and he didn't intend to break the silence again.

The atmosphere in the car froze, Su Yan was the only bridge between them, and apart from this bridge, they were completely two strangers, living in their own different worlds, with no intersection.

Ye Yanran looked at the scenery along the way outside the window, the autumn wind swept the fallen leaves and circled on the ground, with a little coolness and a little depression, just like her mood.

The car turned a corner and drove into a small road, Ye Yanran recognized that this was the road where Ji Yufan brought her to eat skewers, and he once recommended to her with a smile that this was the best barbecue restaurant in the whole city, and she must give it a try. His smile like a spring breeze is still clearly imprinted in Ye Yanran's heart.

At this time, a familiar figure crashed into her eyes, it was Ji Yufan! Ye Yanran almost thought it was her hallucination, and couldn't help but widen her eyes and stare carefully. As the car drove along the road, she saw Ji Yufan sitting in the crowd of people drinking and skewering, and he also lowered his head and turned over the meat skewers in front of the charcoal fire like that night, and the person sitting next to him drinking and chatting with him was Shangguan Zhen.

The roadside barbecue tables were small, with a rectangular charcoal grill on a low table, surrounded by a few mazahs, and a few people sitting around. They sat so close together that their heads were almost together, and they looked very close. Suddenly, Ye Yanran's heart was as sullen and uncomfortable as if it was blocked by something.

Shangguan Zhen's feelings for Ji Yufan were very clear from the first time Ye Yanran saw her, and even once she thought that they were a little couple who liked to be noisy. Later, Shangguan Yu returned to the imperial capital to go to school, but Ji Yufan denied it again, and she gradually ignored this matter.

Looking at it from a distance now, they are really a very compatible pair. It seems that her first feeling is right, Ye Yanran silently retracted her gaze, leaning on the seat with a complicated mood, this is the ending she has expected many times, but when it really came, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

She tried to take deep breaths and keep reassuring herself, this was the best ending, and the sooner this day came, the better for her and him.

It's good to end a wrong relationship early so as not to waste each other's time. She told herself in her heart that reason could not convince her emotions, even if it was the result of what she had imagined a thousand times.

From the very beginning, she knew that one day Ji Yufan would find out that they were not suitable, and would find his happiness again and a girl with his age and experience. She also told herself countless times that when that day came, she must smile and bless them.

But why is it so hard to do it, and when did she get so deep?

"Are you alright?" Lu Li stared at her suspiciously.

Ye Yanran was shocked to realize that the car had already stopped downstairs in the community, she stroked the messy hair in front of her forehead and said, "I'm fine, but I'm a little worried about Su Yan." ”

Lu Li lowered his eyes and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely get her back." ”

"Lu Li, Su Yan is a good girl, she is very persistent and serious about her feelings, you must cherish her. ”

"Don't worry! I know. Lu Li restarted the car and drove out with a wheel.

……

A kebab shop on the side of the road.

Li Xiang came over with 5 bottles of beer in both hands, Shangguan Zhen got up and took the beer in his hand and put it on the table, and complained in his mouth: "Why are you taking so much, I have already drunk a lot just now!"

Li Xiang skillfully opened the lid of the beer with chopsticks and handed the wine to Ji Yufan and said, "It's not much, there are three of us, the average one person is not enough for 2 bottles, what's more?"

"My dad is at home today, I can't drink too much, he's in a bad mood today, and he can't drink more, are you planning to drink all this wine yourself?"

Li wanted to wipe his thumb on the tip of his nose, "So what?"

Shangguan Zhen glanced at him, picked up a string of mutton skewers, took a bite and said, "Not well." But you're tall and drunk, and we don't have anyone to help you home. You've figured it out for yourself!"

Li Xiang said dissatisfiedly: "Eccentric girl, you know that you favor one over the other, if Ji Yufan is drunk, you will definitely try your best to help him go back." ”

"Who said that, I won't help either of you, and I'll crawl home by myself when I'm drunk. ”

"Cut, you are ruthless!" Li Xiang took the wine bottle and touched Ji Yufan and said, "Don't pay attention to her, we can support each other." ”

Shangguan Zhen knocked Li Xiang's hand with a bamboo stick, "Don't be annoying, I said that Ji Yufan is in a bad mood and can't drink more, so it's easy to get drunk, and you persuade him to drink." ”

Li wanted to fight back with a bamboo stick, but he only hit Shangguan Zhen's bamboo stick, "What do you know about your little housekeeper? Wine is a thing, you have to drink it when you are happy, and you have to drink it even more when you are unhappy, you can relieve a thousand sorrows when you are drunk, haven't you heard of it?"

"I haven't heard of it!" Shangguan Yu didn't turn his head and ignored Li Xiang, but retorted in his mouth: "I've only heard it, and it's even more sad to use wine to drown my sorrows." ”

Ji Yufan put the wine bottle on the table, "You two are so annoying, can you be quiet for a while?"

Shangguan Zhen glared at Li Xiang and lowered his head to eat his own meat skewers.

Li Xiang shrugged his shoulders and continued to drink his beer indifferently, "Actually, if you want me to say that you are simply asking for trouble, an experience of life, why are you doing so seriously, do you really want to be a little assistant for a lifetime in that little fart design company, isn't it just to have fun, just work for a few more days if you are happy, just leave if you are unhappy, you don't care about the money!"

He didn't know what Ji Yufan was worried about, but every time he asked him out recently, he was saying that he had no time to go to work, and there was nothing else to provoke him.

Ji Yufan raised his head and drank beer, ignoring Li Xiang's words, he was unhappy but he had no way to tell people what he was unhappy about, and the grievances in his stomach were so held in his heart, which made him uncomfortable.

He didn't know what Ye Yanran thought, he never seemed to know what she thought, why did she rush to push him away every time he took a step closer to her?

After Shangguan Yu saw Li Xiang's arrogant remarks, Ji Yufan's wine became even more fierce, and he glared at him reproachfully, "If you don't say a few words, you will die, and you don't understand the situation, what are you talking nonsense!"

"Do you understand the situation?" Li Xiang retorted, "Isn't that what we people worry about, our lives have been planned by our families in advance, and we can't be ourselves in a box, even if we get a few years of freedom for ourselves, it's limited." Therefore, if you want me to say, be happy when you are happy, and throw away everything that makes you unhappy. ”

Li Xiang and Shangguan Yu and Ji Yufan grew up together since childhood, and their families are all in business, although over the years, the business has developed big and small, but they can be regarded as the rich second generation, they seem to have a superior life in fact, there are very few things that they can choose for themselves, and their future is closely linked to the future family business.

This is their common sorrow, which is why he has such a grand theory of timely pleasure.

Ji Yufan didn't listen to Li Xiang's high-minded talk, he only felt that someone was buzzing in his ear, so he staggered to his feet, bypassed the large tables of diners, and walked towards the street.

Shangguan glanced at Li Xiang, "You talk a lot!" got up and followed.

Li Xiang scratched his head, hurriedly got up and settled the account, and chased after him.

Ji Yufan walked down the street in a hurry, his mind was chaotic and couldn't concentrate, he only knew that Ye Yanran hadn't called him for a whole day, and he hadn't returned to the company for a day, but she hadn't asked a word. He didn't come home from work, and she didn't look for him. The only words I ever said to him were about work, and the tone was so cold that it could freeze to death.

She was determined to distance herself from him, and from the beginning, he was shameless and pasted on it, and she was so entangled by him that she reluctantly agreed to have a relationship with him. Well, now that she's finally annoyed, she doesn't even want to deal with him.

The more Ji Yufan thought about it, the more he felt that he was a wishful clown, which was both ridiculous and pathetic.

Why did she make such a joke about his sincerity? In this way, it is better to make it clear from the beginning, why did she say that she liked him and then avoided it, and it was fun to play with him?

Shangguan Yu has been following Ji Yufan, but he didn't dare to follow too closely, for fear that he would be annoying, but he didn't dare to follow too far, for fear that he would fall and he wouldn't have time to help. She could probably guess why he was unhappy, but she didn't know how far they had developed and what conflicts had occurred, so she didn't know how to persuade him.

She could only follow silently, she decided to quit the day she found out Ji Yufan's heart for Ye Yanran, but the feelings she had paid were not something that could be taken back, but she couldn't do anything to destroy it. She believes that to like someone is to make him happy, and as long as he is happy, she will be happy. Therefore, she chose to wait silently, she thought that as long as he was good, it would be enough.

Shangguan Zhen wanted to follow, and Li Xiang had to accompany her.

Later, they watched Ji Yufan raise his hand and take a car to leave. Li wanted to go, but Shangguan Yu was still not at ease, so he pulled Li Xiang and took a taxi to follow Ji Yufan all the way to the downstairs of his house, and watched him get out of the car.

Shangguan Yu just sat in the car and watched Ji Yufan staggering towards the building, not saying anything about letting the driver drive away. Li Xiang could only wait patiently.

In this way, they waited for Lu Li's car, watched Ye Yanran get out of the car, and collided with Ji Yufan, who had just walked to the door of the building.

Li Xiang watched Lu Li's car leave, and said in a low voice: "Lu Li, the current president of Lu's International, I can't see that this Miss Ye has quite a wide range of friends. ”

Shangguan Zhen glanced at him, "What are you talking nonsense again, it's impossible for Sister Yanran to fall in love with that kind of person, there are so many lace news." ”

Li Xiang looked at Ye Yanran and Ji Yufan, who were pestering at the door of the building, and said idly: "If what I said is true, won't you have another chance?" You must know that lovelorn men are very fragile, plus my assistance, maybe you will become this time." ”

Over the years, Shangguan Yu has followed Ji Yufan in and out, and even the university has been chosen in the same imperial capital as him, which is a little bit of a girl's thoughts, even if she is blind, it is impossible not to see it completely.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Your brain is just a mess, what is this and what! Ji Yufan and I have played since childhood, and our relationship is closer than others, but that's all, there is no mess like you said. ”

Shangguan Zhen was debunked by others, bluffed a face, and denied it very resolutely, but he couldn't stop feeling empty in his heart.

"From childhood to adulthood, it's not just the two of you, but also me, why haven't I seen you care so much about me?" Li Xiang teased idly.

"Shut up!" Shangguan Yu saw Ji Yufan leaning his head on Ye Yanran's arms from a distance, not knowing what he was talking about, Ye Yanran patted his back and comforted, she silently withdrew her gaze, "Let's go!"

Li Xiang looked at Shangguan Zhen deeply, "You really just gave up like that? In fact, hard work is not necessarily a chance." ”

Shangguan Yu ignored him and said directly to the driver: "Shifu drives." ”

Li Xiang shrugged, "I'm doing this for your good, forget it if you don't appreciate it." ”

"Why are you so annoyed? They all say that I don't have that kind of feelings for him, I only think you are my brother, did my brother hear that?"

"Don't, I don't lack a sister, if it's a girlfriend, I can still consider it. Li Xiang leaned over and whispered in her ear.

"Shut up!" Shangguan Zhen is annoyed enough now, and it is really annoying to have such a noisy master by his side. The so-called letting go and accomplishing it is easier said than done, but only you know how painful it hurts to do it.

……

On this side, Ji Yufan was drunkenly walking towards the door of the building, when he heard the sound of the car, he subconsciously turned around, and saw Ye Yanran getting out of the car, he didn't see the driver's face clearly, he only knew that it was a man, and his heart was suddenly blocked uncomfortably.

Waiting for Ye Yanran to come over, she grabbed her, staring at her with red eyes, and felt so aggrieved, "Are you not going to want me?"

Ye Yanran smelled the heavy smell of wine on his body, and frowned slightly, "You drank too much, let's go, let's go back first." ”

His head slammed into her arms. His forehead rested on her shoulder, his hand wrapped tightly around her waist, and he stubbornly continued to ask, "You answer me, do you don't want me anymore?"

"Go upstairs and say yes?" Ye Yanran doesn't like to pull and pull outside like this, especially in this kind of old residential area, where something can gain the probing eyes of neighbors and all kinds of discussions behind it.

"No, I want you to say it now. Don't you want me anymore?" Ji Yufan was as stubborn and extreme as all drunks.

"You're always so disobedient, I ......"

Before Ye Yanran's words were finished, she was gagged by Ji Yufan's lips. He kissed domineeringly and indiscriminately, just blindly biting and encroaching, and soon a bloody rust smell spread in the mouths of the two.

Ye Yanran, who was in pain, pushed him away violently and wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, "Ji Yufan, what are you crazy about?"

Ji Yufan's eyes were as red as a wronged rabbit, "You don't want me anymore, can I not go crazy? Why are you doing this?"

Ye Yanran was completely defenseless in the face of this, her heart softened suddenly, and she sighed in her heart, "Why did I say such a thing? I mean that if you are so disobedient again, I will consider ......"

"I listen, I listen to whatever you say. Ji Yufan didn't wait for Ye Yanran to finish speaking, he interrupted her, took her hand, and walked into the building, "Go home now." ”

He said this, but his legs and feet were not steady, Ye Yanran hurriedly supported him, and couldn't help complaining: "Why do you drink so much wine?"

"If you ignore me, I feel bad. ”

“……”

finally helped Ji Yufan back to the room and let him lie on the bed, Ji Yufan hugged her as if he was letting go.

Ye Yanran straightened her face and said, "You're disobedient again, aren't you?"

Ji Yufan flattened his mouth and reluctantly let go of his hand.

Ye Yanran went to the bathroom to help him get a hot towel to wipe his face, cooked a sobering soup for him to drink, and then got up to leave.

Ji Yufan took her hand and didn't let go, "Can't you just not go?"

"Don't make a fuss. Ye Yanran broke his hand and stood up.

"Why do you always treat me so coldly? What are you dissatisfied with, can't you say clearly?"

Ye Yanran looked back at him, "You're drunk, rest early, we'll talk about it another day." ”

"When is the next day? I've been drinking a lot, but I'm not drunk, I'm sober, I know very well what I'm doing from beginning to end, I like you, I miss you, that has never changed. But what about you? Why do you always change and change, you promise to associate with me, but you only want to get along with me like a friend, what do you think, can you tell me?"

"Ji Yufan, we are not suitable, you will regret it in the future. ”

"You're not me, how do you know about me. I don't dare to guarantee 100% of the future, so why should you make a decision for me?"

Ye Yanran didn't want to argue with him like this anymore, anyway, he had a way to refute what she said.

"Then you'll take me as a repentant!"

Ji Yufan looked at her very hurtfully, "Why?"

Ye Yanran bit her lip and made up her mind and said, "You are too young to give me the sense of security I want." The man I want is not like you. Ji Yufan, let's break up!"

"Half a month, only half a month, you're going to break up with me!" Ji Yufan sneered: "Ye Yanran, have you really wanted to spend time with me?" You have been playing with me as a clown, right?"

When things came to this point, Ye Yanran simply turned her heart sideways, "Whatever you think! I'm leaving, you take care of yourself." ”

Ye Yanran walked away without looking back, behind her was the sound of something being swept to the ground, and she tried to grit her teeth to prevent herself from softening.

When she returned to her room, the moment she closed the door, Ye Yanran's tears could no longer flow uncontrollably, she slowly squatted down, hugging her knees and curling up in a ball, bowing her head and crying painfully.

A strong arm stretched out to hug her, and Ji Yufan's voice came from above her head, "Yanran, don't cry, you cry so much that my heart breaks, good, don't cry." ”