Chapter 57: Drunken ......
Smelling the familiar smell of wine mixed with a faint smell of wine on his body, Ye Yanran burst into tears.
Ye Yanran looked up at him, trying to stop her tears, but the tear glands couldn't stop as if they had been stimulated.
Ji Yufan held her face and wiped her tears with her thumb, constantly persuading her to stop crying.
He stretched out his hand to set her up, but because she had been squatting for too long, her legs were so numb that she couldn't move, seeing her slowly tightening brows, he simply picked her up, walked to the living room in three or two steps and put it on the sofa, and wrung a towel to wipe her face.
Ye Yanran was a little compelled at this time, "How did you come in?"
Ji Yufan's eyes dodged, and he said in a low voice: "Your balcony door is not locked." ”
He was afraid that she would be angry, so he immediately added: "I heard you crying so sadly, I was too worried that you just came, I won't next time." ”
Ye Yanran lowered her eyes, collected her emotions, and said lightly: "I'm fine, you go back!"
Ji Yufan sat down beside her and wanted to shake her hand, but his fingertips moved and he put it down again, "Yanran, I think we should have a good talk." ”
"......" Ye Yanran also knew that some words should be said clearly, but she didn't know how to speak.
Ji Yufan looked at her intently, not missing any change in emotion on her face, "Can you tell you why you cried just now?"
"......" Ye Yanran couldn't tell what was wrong with her, reason told her that it was not suitable for them to be together, it was only a matter of time before they broke up, and it was a good thing for both of them to make up their minds early, but when the words of the breakup were really said, it turned out that her heart was so painful, thinking that she would have nothing to do with him from now on, her tears flew out disobediently.
"You can't bear me, right? Then why do you have to embarrass yourself? Yanran, what are you worried about?"
Ye Yanran bit her lip, lowered her eyes and didn't speak, she was afraid that when she made a sound, she couldn't help choking.
"You tell me, even if it's going to break up, you're going to let me die, right?"
"We are not suitable. Ye Yanran barely spit out these words for a long time.
Don't tell me that you dislike me for having a low position and making little money, which makes you lose face. Yanran, you're not that kind of person. ”
"......" Ye Yanran really didn't think about what he said, on the contrary, she felt that he was already working so methodically at such a young age, and he must have a bright future in the future, and she was always worried that she was not worthy of him.
In front of him, Ye Yanran has low self-esteem, she always feels that she has no advantage in age, no advantage in appearance, and her family is like that, so her own work ability is barely reasonable, but with his qualifications, he will definitely be above her in a few years. In fact, there was nothing she could do to match him, and it was this thought that kept her back.
But she also knows that people can only be so inferior in front of the person they love the most, and this inferiority can only be cured with the same love of the other party.
Ji Yufan hesitated for a moment, but still held her hand firmly, "In the end, it's because you're so much older, but what is this? Look at Chen Fei and his cousin, they can even cross gender, what can we not cross these ages? As long as we have each other in our hearts, nothing will become an obstacle between us." What do you say?"
"It's not a few years old, it's eight years old, and we're almost two generations off as it is now. ”
"Do you think it affects our communication? Do you feel the generation gap from the time we recognize each other to the present? Don't you think you talk and laugh the most with me? Isn't that enough?"
"You think it's okay now, because I'm still young, what about another 10, 20 years? When you're in your early forties, when a man is at his most mature and attractive, and I'm already a 50-year-old woman who has reached menopause, will you still think it's okay then?"
Ji Yufan was a little helpless, if he said that he could guarantee that he would never change to her, she would definitely feel that his promise was too hasty, if he said that he couldn't guarantee it, it would be tantamount to admitting that her consideration was right.
At the same time, he was a little happy that in twenty years, she had planned for their relationship for so long, which showed that she was not without feelings for him.
Today he was immersed in the self-love that she didn't like him, so he used wine to drown his sorrows, until he heard her cry, he began to have some confidence again, and now to hear her say how it will be in twenty years, it is finally a little inspired. At least, this shows that she has considered being with him for a long time, but there are still some psychological thresholds that have not passed.
After thinking about it for a while, he finally sighed with a wry smile and said, "I really can't guarantee it. ”
Although this was originally the answer that Ye Yanran had preset in her heart, when Ji Yufan really admitted that she couldn't guarantee it, she was faintly lost in her heart.
She tugged at the corners of her lips and smiled bitterly, "You see that even you think it's impossible, Ji Yufan, I'm not a little girl anymore, I don't have much time to waste, what I want is a real relationship, a person who spends the rest of my life together." Just let me go!"
Ji Yufan is not a person who will make a casual promise, but he is not a person who gives up easily.
He looked at Ye Yanran seriously, "Indeed, I can't guarantee that in the next few decades, our relationship will not go through ups and downs and will not face tests, but it is not because of age." It's that there are too many unknown possibilities in the future, and I can't arbitrarily deny them all.
However, Yanran, have you ever thought about what I can't guarantee, who can really guarantee it? Wei Xiaodong, Chen Fei, They are indeed the same age as you, and they are financially stable, but in the end?
The future depends on you and I working together step by step, how can we know if we haven't tried many things?
Just because of your age, you're willing to give them two years to try, and I'm only two weeks? Don't you think that's unfair to me?"
Ye Yanran didn't know how to refute his words for a while, it sounded like he had his reasoning, but she was afraid, she was afraid of the pain of losing after getting it, she didn't feel that she wanted to escape, when she could still control everything.
Ji Yufan saw all her entanglements in his eyes, rubbed her head and said, "I won't force you this time, you can slowly think about whether to give me a chance to give yourself." It seems that there is no one or nothing that can make you cry like you just did. ”
Ye Yanran was stunned for a moment, it has indeed been a long, long time and nothing can make her cry so presumptuously, even the last time Wei Xiaodong cheated, she just cried silently, crying like this, and it was a long, long time since Ji Yufan who lived next door cried.
Ji Yufan got up from the sofa and looked at her again, "I'm leaving." Don't overthink it, go to bed early. I said that I won't push you anymore, I won't force you anymore, and I will prove to you that I am a person worthy of your trust. ”
……
in a taxi.
Shangguan Zhen looked out the window for a moment, then suddenly turned his head and said, "Let's go to the bar!"
Li Xiang was stunned for a moment, "Didn't you just say that your father is at home, and you can't drink?"
"Are you going to go or not?"
Li Xiang raised his hand to surrender, "Go, go, go, Miss Shangguan shouted, where does the villain dare to disobey!"
Shangguan asked the driver to drive the car to the bar street, and after getting out of the car, he found a random bar and walked in.
Li Xiang had to follow her and find a booth to sit down.
"A bottle of whiskey. Shangguan Qi sat down and beckoned the waiter to serve him wine.
Li Xiang raised his eyebrows, usually Shangguan Zhen comes to the bar to order some more girly cocktails, which look good but the degree is not high, and some are even non-alcoholic.
He sighed and said, "Okay, I'll give up my life to accompany the gentleman!" What kind of sin did he do, he met two guys who wanted to buy drunk in one night, and he accompanied one after another. What about when he is a bacchus?
With resentment in his heart, the movements in his hands did not stop, he first took ice cubes from the ice bucket and put them into the cup, then poured a small half glass of wine, shook it gently, and handed it to Shangguan Zhen.
"You can take it easy, you're really drunk, I can't promise that you won't stop evil thoughts. ”
Shangguan Zhen kicked him under the table, "Die!" ”
Li Xiang smiled and took a sip of wine, "Anyway, I won't carry you home, what you just did to me, I will do to you." "When I was eating lamb skewers and drinking beer just now, this dead girl said that she was drunk and asked him to go home by herself, and he still remembers this hatred.
Shangguan Zhen glanced at him, and slammed down half of the wine, "Okay, let's see who goes back in the end." ”
Li Xiang glanced at her, and took a leisurely sip of wine, this girl was already determined to get drunk, he had to take it easy, it would be troublesome if he was drunk.
Shangguan Yu quickly drank a glass of wine, put the cup in front of Li Xiang, and motioned for him to pour the wine. Li Xiang reluctantly added ice and poured wine for her.
Shangguan Zhen looked at the small half cup of amber liquid dissatisfied, tilted his head and said, "You didn't bring enough money when you went out?"
Li Xiang sneered: "Just kidding, even if you want to wrap up the bar now, the master's money is enough." ”
"Then what are you doing so stingyly, it's full!" she put the wine glass in front of Li Xiang with a "whoop".
Li Xiang looked at her, didn't speak, lowered his head and poured her full wine.
Shangguan Zhen picked it up and took another big bite.
Li Xiang sighed secretly, it seems that he has carried this person today, and I hope she will not be too difficult to do if she drinks too much.
After drinking for a while, he finally couldn't help but say: "Actually, you just confess what's wrong, even if you die, you will die happily, how uncomfortable it is to hold back like this! Anyway, everyone grew up together, and no one will laugh at anyone, so you can admit it." There may be a glimmer of opportunity. ”
Shangguan Zhen drank a little too much, and forgot to deny it, lowered his eyes and muttered: "No chance, I won't have a chance." He didn't have me in his eyes at all. I've been around him for so many years, and he never had me in his eyes. ”
Li Xiang tapped his fingers on the wine glass, "Not necessarily, how do you know if you don't try?"
Shangguan Zhen shook his head desperately, "It's too late! It's too late!"
Li Xiang turned his head sideways to look at her, "You mean that kid already has someone?" As if he thought of something, he slapped his thigh and exclaimed, "Miss Ye, won't they? Are they too bad?"
Shangguan Yu hung his head and said stupidly: "Sister Yanran, it's very good." Gentle, generous, and the cooking is very delicious, unlike me, I can't do anything. ”
Li Xiang looked at her intently, "Aren't you? You praise your rival so sincerely, shouldn't you hate her?"
"Hate, am I qualified?" Ji Yufan looked at her, that kind of look, that kind of smile, I had never seen it before. He just likes her, what can I do?"
"Aren't you not afraid of heaven and earth? Why are you cowardly this time? I looked at the two of them and didn't flatter them at all. What's wrong with being able to cook? It's not looking for a babysitter. Besides, Ji Yufan, will their family still lack a nanny?"
Shangguan Zhen glanced at him, "What do you know? ”
Li Xiang's eyes were deep, "Are you planning to fulfill them?"
"What qualifications do I have to say that it will not be perfect? I just want him to be happy, and I will be happy if he is happy. But he's not happy now, what do you think I'm going to do?" Shangguan Yu's eyes were misty and painful, and his voice was soft and helpless.
Li Xiang's eyes dimmed, and there were waves in them, "I'll help you break them up." ”
Although Shangguan Yu was a little drunk, her basic consciousness was still there, and she pulled Li Xiang's arm and said, "Don't come nonsense." I know you're good for me. But that doesn't work. ”
Li Xiang stared at her vaguely, and said meaningfully: "It's good that you really know." ”
Shangguan Yu was really drunk, she only felt dizzy, but her thoughts that wanted to be paralyzed the most were still clear, she put her forehead on Li Xiang's shoulder, and muttered: "I can't break it up, I don't want to see him sad." I'm going to be sad when he's sad. ”
Li Xiang sneered, "You really think about him, don't you feel heartache now?"
Shangguan Zhen raised his head, "It's okay with me, I'll learn to let go." Let's match him and Sister Yanran together!"
Li Xiang said indifferently: "I'm not as kind as you, Shangguan Zhen, you are simply a saint, you shouldn't stay on the earth and be with me and other ordinary people." ”
Shangguan Zhen lowered his head, "What do you know, when you really love someone one day, you will put his happiness first like me." ”
Li Xiang took a deep breath and picked up the wine glass, "Okay, I don't understand, let's have a drink!"
"Drinking. ”
Following.
Shangguan Yu woke up from the bed with a hangover headache, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Li Xiang sitting on the sofa opposite and smoking.
She sat up suddenly, looked down at the bathrobe on her body, and panicked all of a sudden.
Her voice trembled slightly, "Li Xiang, what the hell is going on?"
Li Xiang raised an eyebrow, "Isn't that obvious?"
Shangguan Yu thought of what he said last night that if she was drunk, he would not guarantee that he would not move evil thoughts, and his brain exploded all of a sudden.
She grabbed her collar and jumped up from the bed, picked up the lamp next to her, and rushed to Li Xiang, "You tell me clearly, what's going on?"
Li Xiang looked at her playfully, and said shyly: "What else can I do, can you not ask such a non-level question?"
"You bastard, bastard!" Shangguan picked up the lamp in her hand and smashed it at Li Xiang's head, she just wanted to slaughter this guy now.
Li Xiang dodged sideways, and the table lamp hit the cabinet behind him with a "bang", and the crystal lampshade shattered to the ground. The face that had just been laughing instantly became gloomy, and he came to Shangguan Zhen with an arrow step, grabbed her arm, "Are you hurt?" ”
Shangguan Zhen held the broken lamp base in both hands and faced Li Xiang, the sharp glass shards hanging on it were shining coldly under the illumination of the chandelier, "Let go, you rascal, if you touch me again, I'll stab you to death now." ”
Li Xiang raised his hands and made a gesture of surrender, but in an instant, he grabbed Shangguan Zhen's wrist and twisted it slightly, snatched the base in her hand and threw it aside.
Shangguan Zhen was now angry and desperate, kicking and hitting Li Xiang like crazy, but her fists were like children playing around with the well-trained Li Xiang. He put his hands together and hugged Shangguan Zhen by the waist and threw him on the bed.
Shangguan Zhen grabbed his collar, shrunk to the head of the bed, and looked at Li Xiang in a panic, "You crazy person, what do you want to do? ”
Li wanted to grab her ankle and drag the person to his side, this posture was really indecent and flawless, Shangguan Yu was panicked and afraid, she kicked her legs like crazy, trying to break free from his grip.
"Li Xiang, you beast, let go quickly!"
"Don't move, let me see if I get hurt. Just now seeing her standing barefoot in the glass stubble is not honest, his whole heart is raised, he is afraid that she will accidentally step on it, but fortunately not. Li Xiang secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Shangguan Qi didn't know what Li Xiang was thinking, and desperately kicked his feet to kick him away. What good thing can a man do if he grabs a girl's leg so fiercely and lifts it up, when she thinks of this, she is not good.
Li Xiang knew that she was not injured, and his mood relaxed, and then he looked at Shangguan Zhen's eyes were red, obviously afraid but he wanted to pretend to be strong, like a rabbit that was only injured and wanted to bite people, and suddenly wanted to tease her again.
"Don't move, you're all gone, you're still kicking, are you trying to seduce me!"
This really worked, Shangguan Yu immediately became honest, his legs were tightened, he grabbed the hem of the bathrobe with his hands, and looked at Li Xiang vigilantly.
Li Xiang sat down on the edge of the bed leisurely, "Okay, what are you nervous about, I want to see that I saw the light last night, do I have to wait now?"
"Li Xiang, you are a dead pervert, I fought with you. Shangguan Zhen pounced on him and gave him a good beating.
Li Xiang smiled and hid, not taking her seriously at all.
Shangguan Zhen is really angry, he can't beat him, he can't scold him, he has suffered such a big loss in vain, and he is still planted in the hands of such a person who has trusted him since he was a child, how can he do this?
The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, and she cried out, and the tears that she had held back for a long time fell like heavy rain.
Li Xiang panicked all of a sudden, this girl had cried for more than ten hours in a row when she was a child, but she frightened him and Ji Yufan at that time, bought her a bunch of toys and candy, and promised her a lot of benefits, but she couldn't be persuaded to persuade her, and in the end he ran around the yard with her neck for a long time before he was coaxed. Why did you forget about it?
He knelt on the bed and said, "Grandma, let's stop crying, okay? I'm wrong, it's all my fault, you hit me! I will never fight back!"
Shangguan Zhen hugged her head and cried uncontrollably, no matter how Li wanted to beg her grandfather to apologize to her grandmother, she was crying.
It was already uncomfortable enough to fall out of love and let love, she kept enduring it without crying, wanting to drink a drink to vent her temper, but she also lost the most precious thing, how could she not be sad?
If the corpse was picked up by someone and decayed in the hands of strangers, she would have considered her unlucky, but Li Xiang was a small person, and she was like a brother since she was a child, how could she hurt her so much? This makes her still believe in people in the future, and the world is too ugly!
Li Xiang was so upset by her crying that he begged while handing her a tissue: "Little ancestor, don't cry, we have something to discuss, okay? If you have to cry, that's okay, can we be quieter? If it goes on like this, the hotel will really call the police." ”
Shangguan Zhen grabbed a tissue and blew his nose vigorously, and threw the dirty tissue on Li Xiang, "No one else needs to report it, I'll call the police now, and a scumbag like you should be arrested and shot." ”
Speaking of this, it really reminded Shangguan Zhen, and she got up and was about to find a phone call to call the police.
Li Xiang stopped her from going, "Sister Zhen, no matter how you say it, we can be regarded as childhood sweethearts, do you really want to send me to prison? You won't be so cruel to me, right?"
"I know it's a friendship that I grew up with, and you're still doing this to me? You rascal!" Shangguan Zhen punched Li Xiang again.
As long as she doesn't cry, Li Xiang doesn't care if she beats her, this time she simply stands still and lets her beat.
Li Xiang's chest muscles were thick and hard, Shangguan Yu beat for a while, which made her hand hurt, but Li Xiang was so angry that she cried again.
Li Xiang scratched his head, bowed down to look at her, his eyes were red, his brows were frowning, and his little face was crying like a little cat, this grievance was really great.
He tugged at her sleeve, "Alas, I've beaten and scolded, let's stop crying, okay?"
"No way!"
"Then can't I be responsible?" asked Li Xiang tentatively.
"Who wants you to be responsible, and I don't like you, big rascal!"
Li Xiang was hurt by 10,000 points, and his chest was full of pain, and he said unwillingly: "Why did they grow up together since childhood, and there is always a little bit of affection!"
"No, I had to call the police, I can't let you harm other girls anymore. ”
The more Shangguan Yu thought about it, the more it made sense, and she had a sense of mission to warn the evil and eliminate the traitor, she jumped out of bed and went straight to the sofa, if she remembered correctly, the phone was in the bag on the sofa.
Li Xiang stopped her and hugged her back, and shouted: "Why are you running and running, don't you see that the ground is full of glass stubble? ”
Shangguan Zhen struggled to get off the ground reluctantly, "You don't need to fake your kindness, I will report this police!"
"Report, report!report!" Li wanted to throw his phone to her, "just don't regret it." ”
"You don't threaten me, I won't eat you. I'm going to sue you for rape!"
"If you are not afraid of being embarrassed after collecting evidence, you can sue!" Li Xiang looked at her evilly, with his hands clasped around his chest, waiting to see a good show.
Shangguan Zhen felt that something was wrong, from the time Li wanted to give her the mobile phone, she felt that something was wrong, he couldn't be so obedient and let her call the police, this is unreasonable, is he lucky, thinking that he can let him go?
Hmph! It's not so cheap, he has to be taught a lesson!With a decision, she picked up her phone and lit up the screen, "How much is the unlock code?"
"Your birthday. ”
"Why are you using my birthday as a password, big pervert!" Shangguan Zhen unlocked the phone while scolding, 1-1-0, she dialed out one key at a time, not without entanglement in her heart, she thought of a lot of their past from childhood to adulthood.
She, Li Xiang, and Ji Yufan grew up together in the dean, and later, although everyone moved away one after another, they have never broken contact over the years, in comparison, Ji Yufan went abroad to study for a period of time, but Li Xiang has always been by her side, speaking of which, he is even better than Ji Yufan to himself, after playing and teasing, every time she lets her, it is Li Xiang.
Because of this kind of thing, Shangguan Zhen was very sad, but now that she really wants to send him to prison, she will never get up again.
Li Xiang watched her little face wrinkled into a bun, tangled with pressing one number after another, and was about to press the dial button, he looked at her fixedly, and his heart suddenly rose.
Shangguan Zhen struggled several times but still couldn't press the dial-out button, she threw her phone on the bed angrily, and tears began to flow down again. This time she cried silently, but she was extremely aggrieved, she hated herself for being soft-hearted, and even more hated Li Xiang for being ruthless, but even more so she still couldn't make up her mind to sue him.
Li wanted to sit next to her, wanted to hug her, but was afraid of stimulating her, he rubbed his hands a little helplessly, "Xiaozhen, don't cry, listen to me, the membrane is still there!"
"What did you say?"