She lay quietly beside him, her fingertips running over his excessively delicate face, and everywhere her fingertips lingered, there was sentimentality everywhere. My Li Yan, if there is such a person in this world that I am worried about, there is such a person who will make me unable to let go, I think in addition to you, it is still you, until today, Shangguan Yang said Don't you think the way you get along like this is very strange? I know, it turns out, if I hadn't met you, if I hadn't fallen in love with you, my heart would be barren, and this world would be gray in my eyes.

In those years without his company, I would be inexplicably lost in the vast sea of people, and inexplicably hope to meet him at the next turn.

He always wears that "mask", pretending to be strong, pretending not to care, pretending not to see, is he when the night comes, the defense line in his heart gradually collapses, he takes off the last trace of pretense of strength, and completely puts down the defense line in the boundless darkness, he can't shed tears, he can't be released, in those days and nights when he protects me, can he ever be as fragile as a child.

Have you ever been like me, walking alone on the street, looking at the couple holding hands, and the place on your left side of your heart has been empty, and there is a vacant place on your left hand, which is the place where you are waiting for me to return, every time you think of you seeing others in pairs, you follow alone, my heart is inexplicably entangled, because I miss you, I want to return to you quickly.

We are always stupid, in the face of love, we can't control our stupidity, I don't know what kind of heart to use, to comfort some of you now, standing on the edge of love hovering you, I can only watch you break your heart into a piece but can't pick it up, like a fool stretched out his hand, the broken glass of the heart, the light refracted in the sun, burned my eyes.

Everyone must have such a process, everyone must learn to love, obey love, resist love, and then love others, love will be lost, one day we will inevitably choose a path we should take, my Li Yan, if you don't know how to choose, then you don't choose, if you want to choose, it can only be me, and only me.

Li Yan, please remember that we were smiling when we came, and we already had a scar when we left, and if we go on, I hope that from now on, your wounds will heal in my place, which can't blame anyone, because this is our choice that we don't regret, maybe we will ask ourselves, how we didn't meet that person at the beginning, will it hurt as much as now, if we didn't meet that person, then we won't meet ah, so, please forgive him, he just loves you.

In the rainy season, do you like to listen quietly to the greetings from him in the cycle of the night, you use a unique smile to ignite the night with his greetings, light up the galaxy of your dream-like color, and miss him with a gentle mood, the original love, beauty or bitterness, the past has passed with the passage of time, only you can't float in the sky of his memory, what you said, if you can't forget, then don't forget, if you can't let go, then don't let go, if you don't have a heart, then I'll make one, if you don't have love, then I love you。

The world of the two of us, separated by mountains and seas, separated by too many unknown distances, will be far away and close to us in the future, because of love, but we have become cautious, but also cautious, so we don't want to be sad for each other, and finally there is a rift, and this rift grinds my body and mind day and night.

Feelings can withstand the test of the years, but they can't bear the torture of the heart, love, we are still in love, but the end of that love is like a black hole in the universe, and we no longer hope for the end.

When love has left, sadness will inevitably spread, and then become an endless thought, you want to forget but can not forget, people say that missing will become a habit, when you understand, but there is nothing you can do, has long been deeply trapped, every day thinking is a necessary homework.

Like smoking, I obviously want to quit but can't quit, and over time it becomes an addiction. You can only say to yourself, "If you are well, I will be calm."

Yan, before your memory has become black and white, you don't want to look forward to it, the tears have not fallen, you are no longer looking forward to it, you can't wait for dawn, the dream will wake up, come and go quickly, give me a moment, let you be pampered, give me a pair of hands, give me dependence, give me a pair of eyes, see you leave, give me a lifetime, send you away, like a butterfly that can't fly in the sea. If you want to fly, I will send you away, as long as you are well, I will deal with it calmly, not that you are great, as long as it is you, I will be fulfilled, just because your smile is the star in my heart that I can't ask for.

If one day in the future, I disappear, please don't cry, don't be depressed, you have to remember the true meaning of the meteor, the beauty of the meteor falling, will be the most beautiful fireworks in our lives, the splendor of that moment will be preserved in the heart, and our love is indelible, no matter where he is in the world, who will be by his side, you will unswervingly remember that he loved you, you once loved him deeply, if he is well, you will be at ease

I gently brushed away the cherry blossom petals that fell on his forehead, I didn't think that in a few days, the cherry blossoms had already fallen, I gently kissed me on his forehead, soft and solemn, the best time is by your side, so, you see the weather is clear, my fire, do you see? The sky is so beautiful, how can you sleep like this? This withering all over the ground will eventually become a wound, before it becomes a wound, my first use of happiness to wake you up, I can't find a better way than this.

"Yan, I'm hungry, let's go home, okay?" I whispered to him.

Li Yan opened his eyes, as in the past, clear and pure, he looked at Situ Zi, as if in a dream: "Xiao Zi, how long have I been asleep, why don't you wake me up?" he said with disgust.

"Seeing that you slept so soundly, I can't bear to wake you up, what should I do?" she tilted her head, playful and natural.

"Recently, my body has protested so much, I catch a cold at every turn, and I die of sleep at every turn, is it that I've been too tired lately, Xiaozi, do you think I'll die like my brother?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? Li Yan's health report shows that your health is very good! I still have to have a few little Yan with you! Don't say such things that make people panic. ”

"Oh, Xiaoxiaoyan, I don't want it. He was a little angry, and he felt a little uncomfortable at the thought of the little ghost who looked exactly like him snatching Xiaozi from him.

"Well, why?" she looked at him in confusion, and he pouted and said, "I don't like them to rob you of me." ”

"Huh...... Yan, if you want to stay with me all the time, then we can bring them to my mother, besides, don't you like Xiaozhong very much? Don't you want to be with a child like Xiaozhong? This garden is too big, if there is Xiaoxiaoyan, it will be a lot more lively. She said softly, he lowered his face and said, "But, Xiaozi, I only want you, and I just want you to accompany me alone, I don't want anyone else." He reached out and held her hand tightly, trembling with fear.

"Yan, Xiao Xiaoyan is not someone else, he is our family like Li Heng. Situ Zi shook his hand, trying to calm his uneasiness, she had to let Li Yan accept this garden One day, new life will appear, and the crystallization of their love will come, but now Li Yan is like an uneasy child, scared, uneasy, and confused.

"But, Xiao Zi, I only want you, as long as you accompany me. He embraced her, and in his arms she heard his heartbeat, and panicked.

He has been living in the fairy tale world that Li Heng constructed for him, a huge tea garden, a huge home, there is no one else, only the three of them, himself and Li Yan, Li Heng is alone, she thought, if Li Yan did not come to this world, Li Heng planned to come quietly in this garden and leave quietly, and Aunt Xiao Ai did not know it a long time ago, so she did not want to bring Li Yan to Li Heng's side, from then on, his world has a little ghost named Li Yan, he has a concern, and he lives so hard.

Li Heng himself created a fairy tale world for himself, he was obviously so tired, but he still smiled faintly and worked hard.