Li Yan, what else can I use to love you, the fresh woman who has always lived for herself is gone, and gradually, she put away all her smiles, all the words she wants to say to you, can you hear it?

I look at myself in the mirror, sometimes, I will be a little trance, I don't want to go out lately, I don't want to go out too much, I don't want too many people to see another self, hide in the corner with you, bloom quietly, the last gorgeous of the season, I am in the sunshine, looking at the woman reflected in the lake, sitting quietly, many people have come, gone, gone, come back, and go, but you have left in my heart.

I can't tell now, it's because I don't want to leave because I love to have your peace, or I don't want to see my old self, so I don't want to walk anymore, just sit there, watch the sunset set, and then leave silently, the mountains full of redbuds, at that time, like a girl lonely walking through that piece of beauty, looking back, is proud.

Now, here, it is still picturesque, whether it is indifferent or sad, the long years that have been lost here, the beautiful fairy tales flashed like bubbles, and the peace that they gave came to an end?

I just want to protect you with a heart as transparent as glass, like a broken heart of Bauhinia, in this fairy tale world that I have given myself, and those who do not belong to it are peaceful, no longer hurt, no longer painful, no longer displaced.

In those calm and flowing years, I understood that what Xiao Yan had was nothing more than that kind of skin, and that layer of disguise would eventually fade away.

A person's life is neither long nor short, but how much can we give to ourselves?

In my memory, in addition to being willful, you are still willful, and I can't remember the years when you were willful, just like every day in front of you.

Will there come a day when I think of who you will be for, you will cry again, you smile again, will we all be old at that time?

And all the way,. We paved the way with blood to bloom, we occasionally look up at the sky, hear it is from the distant starry sky, the most beautiful voice, those we have treated gently, even if they have hurt us, even if they have given us tears, we just say, it's okay, it's good to get used to it, it's really good to get used to it, who knows about this?

Li Yan once said to me that the memory of a goldfish is only three seconds, and I am not a goldfish, it is impossible for me to turn all the harm into nutrients, those memories that make me cry, it is impossible for me to forget it, Li Yan, those who have hurt us, you can choose not to forgive, then I will follow you, and I will not give extra kindness. We're like that, if we don't hurt our people, I naturally won't hurt people, if we hurt people, I will definitely pay it back, it's not that I'm not generous enough, it's just that others are too much, I can't tolerate it, and I'm not the so-called Mary Sue, why do others want to do what I want, I will let others do what they want.

In those barren years, no one taught me, after others hurt me, I had to learn to be humble, in those barren years, no one taught me, to learn to be polite to those who would take revenge, in those barren years, no one taught me, before the mouth is full of lies, in the use of you, to learn to be honest.

I have never felt that there is a beautiful existence between people, as no matter how beautiful it is, it is not necessarily beautiful, behind the beauty, there are all deceitful people, the earth has created so many beautiful things, which one is not glued to such a bright red color.

We can meet one in seven billion, what a lucky person, and you happen to love me, I happen to love you, we are precious that we can still be together, go on together.

"Lin Yidie, I have something to ask you?" Shangguan Yang thought about Li Yan, his appearance was a little strange, although he didn't want to interfere, but he still had no way to stand by and watch.

"What's the matter, if it's Li Yan and Situ Zi's matter, don't ask me, I don't know, even if I know, I don't want to say, the two of them, neither of them is easy to mess with, I don't want to mess with it. She rolled her eyes and said no more.

"I'm here, what are you afraid of? And I'm not a big mouth, besides, even if you don't say it, I'll look it up, won't I?"

"Come on, if you check something, you will find out hundreds of years earlier, and the two of them have passed, there is nothing wrong with it, to put it bluntly, it should be the story of four people, I love Li Yan, Li Yan loves Situ Zi, Situ Zi loves Li Heng, and in the end, under the temptation of Li Yan, Situ Zi fell in love with Li Yan, if you have to say something, it is nothing more than the younger brother robbing the elder brother's lover. Lin Yidie's hand holding the steering wheel tightly and no longer spoke.

"Do you think Li Heng really loves Situ Zi, in the years when he met Situ Zi?" Shangguan Yang thought back to the photos of that living room, what did he want to say, but he didn't know what to say?

"I think most of it is like, he protects her and spoils her. Lin Yidie seemed to be recalling the past time, and Li Heng stared at Situ Zi's face quietly.

"Don't you think Li Heng treats her like Li Yan?"

"No, Shangguan Yang, you are wrong, Li Yan is different in Li Heng's heart after all, Li Yan is like the most cherished treasure in Li Heng's heart, and Situ Zi is the life he can't get for Li Heng, she is bright, she is sunny, she is beautiful, for Li Heng, Situ Zi is the only unique light. ”

"Didn't you ever doubt his love for Situ Zi?"

"I only know that I loved Li Yan at that time, I don't care about other people, now, I only know that the person I love is my father, that's all, besides, Shangguan Yang, Li Yan, he is not very happy now, isn't he? ”

"But Li Yan is very strange now, do you know?"

"I know, so what, if he is willing, I will follow him, don't you still understand what Situ Zi means? She said very clearly, as long as Li Yan is willing, no matter what others say, she doesn't care, even so, why bother to disturb their tranquility again, they are willing to live in that garden for the rest of their lives, you let them live their lives there, and they don't worry about eating and drinking, what are you worried about?" she smiled and said as if she didn't care.

"Didn't you see it just now? Li Yan is mentally ill, the whole person is like a child, he doesn't seem to be able to see anyone in his eyes, only Situ Zi. ”

"Huh...... I said, Shangguan Yang, are you blind, have you seen Li Yan or anyone in his eyes?"

"I'm ......," he choked up for a moment

"I said you, if you are really idle, then you can come and work for me, it's not that I can't give you a salary, if you are willing, Li Yan will give you as much as you want, I will double it for you." ”

"Lin Yidie, you took the wrong medicine, my family is richer than yours, and my company is bigger than yours, okay? I'm not brain-pumping, don't go to my house to work, work for your family, am I a fool?"

"Hey, I said Shangguanyang, don't say that, it's really thanks to the two unconscious artists in your family, who have made me a lot of money, and that drama has earned me a lot of popularity, my advertising costs are rising day by day, it seems that the money is still earned by myself, and I have a sense of accomplishment. Her eyes lit up......

"Lin Yidie, you have nothing wrong with your brain, you fell in love with money, your family is not short of those money, or beat me, do you feel a sense of accomplishment?" a woman is really a terrible creature.

I said Shangguan Yang, people can meet so many people in their lives, why do you have to stare at Li Yan alone. She hit the steering wheel, Shangguan Yang was a little unstable, and he glared at Lin Yidie: "What are you doing, I don't know I have a heart attack." ”

"I don't see it, I don't think you have much problem living past the age of eighty. ”

"You ......" Shangguan Yang was so angry that he didn't want to speak.

"By the way, don't come to me recently, you have to find a driver, pay for a driver yourself, I see that you are quite idle, it is better to get a driver's license." ”

"Why?" Shangguan Yang was stunned for a moment.

"We've been in and out too closely, and the two of you don't show up much, and now a large group of gossip workers in the entire entertainment industry are going to eat, and our fame can't be used to support them. ”

"It's not like you don't know that I have a heart attack, so it's a. He rolled his eyes and said angrily.

"Didn't I just say that? I don't think you have a heart disease, do you?

"Hey, I said Lin Yidie, I haven't seen you for a few days, does your mouth cannon kung fu grow in seconds?"

"You haven't heard of it, only women and villains are difficult to raise, I said you, use me as a driver every day, don't give money, forget it, now I'm fighting a mouthpiece, you still dislike it, I said you're a big man, like a girl twisting and pinching, I don't dislike you, you should thank God and thank God." ”

"Hey, Miss Lin, what about your upbringing, at best, what you have learned in the past few years in the business school is not etiquette, but scolding the street. Shangguan Yang opened his mouth with some amusement.

"Upbringing is a ball, living happily is called life, and living a happy life is called living, okay?" Lin Yidie blurted out a reply.

"Lin Yidie, if you continue like this, you can't do it, you look like this, do your fans know? Suddenly I had an idea, why don't the two of us do a variety show, the absolute ratings will explode, and we should be able to make a lot of money. ”

"Ah, good idea, why haven't I thought about this problem, call your two goods, no wonder I couldn't kill you when you were with Li Yan, ah, sure enough, my dad said it well, that's right, there's no harm in mixing with you a little more, chatting with you, I feel that my IQ is a few levels higher." ”

"That'...... Miss Lin, I just made a little joke just now, besides, those two pit goods in our family, forget it, I can't afford to provoke it, who said just now that I don't want to look for you. Shangguan Yang looked at Lin Yidie, his face was a little deformed with excitement, and he wanted to jump out of the car door and leave, he seemed to have pulled the tendons of a certain eldest lady.

"Don't, you can't move them, I'll tell you, Li Yan listens to Situ Zi, I let Situ Zi listen to me, isn't it over?" Shangguan Yang despised it in his heart, where did you get the courage to let that neurotic listen to you, it's strange if you weren't eaten by her, do you think your past will really be forgiven so easily?

"Fasten your seatbelts and we'll go back to them. Lin Yidie stepped on the accelerator, flicked her tail beautifully, turned around, and was caught off guard by hitting Shangguan Yang by the car window, uh......

"Miss Lin, as I said just now, I have a heart condition. He yelled disapphedly.

"I know, I went to your house last time to find your brother, and he knew that we were going to be very good, so I showed you an inspection, and I glanced at it, and the report was very good, and you lived a long life, and you couldn't die. ”

"My inspection my brother took the initiative to give it to you?" Shangguan Yang's voice was a few degrees lower, Lin Yidie heard it, it was not good, but he still said it truthfully, as long as this guy is Li Yan's agent for a day, he is a cash cow for a day, and he has to be enshrined.

"I told your brother, I have a crush on you, but I'm afraid to tell you, I'm afraid that your heart can't accept it, so can I see your physical condition, and then act, I didn't expect your brother to be happy to hear me say these words, and then he took your examination report to me. ”

"Ahem, ahem...... Lin Yidie, you are so cheeky, does your father know?"

"Hey, I lied to your brother, how did I know he would believe it, when he showed me the report, I was also confused, okay?"

"Lin Yidie, why didn't I find out that you were a talent before. Shangguan Yang stroked his chest, damn, this dead girl, she is used to play with him, who said she wanted to be with her last time, she disliked it, I'll ...... I really want to come out of it.

"How can you be sure that my brother will listen to your nonsense?" In my impression, his two brothers are not easy to fool.

"Ah, of course, thanks to the gossip masses who can make the real fake and write the fake into the real. ”

"Oh!" he understood......

"I said you, rushing into Li Yanyuan's garden with a roar, have you thought about it?" he asked casually

"It's ......," she smiled at him......