Under the bright moonlight, it rained silently, and the cherry blossoms floated quietly in the small raindrops......

The rain is pouring down, quiet and far away, the cherry blossoms are flying with the rain, dazzling and dazzling, and no one can bear to disturb the wandering and poignant picture that is alone in the troubled times......

Li Yan sighed heavily: "Xiao Zi, have you heard of it? The memory of the goldfish only exists for seven seconds, I heard that someone accidentally injured the goldfish, and after seven seconds, the goldfish will still return to the place where it was hurt, this nature, so, before it forgets the memory, the goldfish first dried up its tears, and then forgot the pain, can Xiao Zi understand what I mean?"

"Li Yan, do you want to say that it is enough to remember the happy memory that Heng gave me, before forgetting him, I first remember the fact that I am still alive and he is dead, right? Are you telling me in disguise, telling me, is all this just my illusion? My Li Yan, when did you learn to be ruthless in front of me?" she questioned him without a trace of warmth.

"Situ Zi, I didn't, I understood from the beginning that you were a Chu River, a fact in the Han world, I knew that you couldn't forget him, so I accepted it in my heart, since you can't forget him facts, then don't forget it, Situ Zi, you are so smart, you can understand better than me, real forgetting, there is no need to pretend, I am just begging you now, you have heard me clearly, I Li Yan is begging you, I have not begged anyone since I was a child, the high-ranking Li Yan is begging you, while you miss him, can you also pretend to take a look, I love you as much as he does, my little Zi, my arrogant heartI simply expect you to give me a chance, an opportunity to be the same as my brother, a chance to love you, but why are you so stingy? Give him all my love, give him a full heart, but I don't want to look at me who is guarding you around the corner? I don't ask you to give me the same love, I just ask you to look at me with your heart, is this too much to ask? You tell me, what can I do to get a little pity from you? You cruelly pushed me away coldly, what did I owe you in my previous life, and you treat me like this in this life?

A tear cut down his delicate face, crystal clear, like a sharp sword, pierced her heart deeply, a long time ago, more or less, she knew that the young man in front of her was infatuated with her.

I thought that I was far away from him, and one day, he would give up on himself, after all, he was Li Yan, for him, she didn't dare to climb high, Yu Li Heng, she was already very satisfied, she didn't think too much, as long as she lived with Li Heng well in this life.

Who knows, in the end, she still hurt this god-like teenager, she never knew that her obsession with Li Heng would hurt Li Yan, so completely injured, so incomplete.

Can she say sorry? No, because she doesn't deserve it, can she say thank you? No, because she doesn't qualify, can she run away? No, because she has no way out.

"Xiao Zi, I'm so tired, I'm going back to the bedroom!" Li Yan was really tired, after so many years, he finally said what was in his heart, he knew that he would love her, and he would always love her, until the moment the world stood still, he couldn't stop his love.

He didn't expect her to accept the fact that he loved her all of a sudden, what she wanted was time, not to mention that she also needed time to deal with the chaos in front of her, from his return to the present, Shangguan Yang, Li Heng, Situ Zi, in this chaotic front, he didn't have much time to digest this fact.

The glow of the setting sun stretched the tail of time very long, very long, the light stretched their figures very long, very long, as if it was the end of the world, and as if it was a cape, the time between the two of them was already too long, they were each looking at each other at the ends of the world, but they could not warm each other.

How long will it take to heal the pain in her heart, and when will I be able to heal the scar on your heart that even I can't touch?

Her heart was sour, yes, she admitted defeat, she gently stretched out her hand to stroke Li Yan's face and said, "Yan, I'm sorry." Pulling the corner of his clothes, motioning for him to sit down, she sat casually: "If you want to sleep, I will reluctantly make your human flesh pad, do you want to? ”

Li Yan was stunned for a moment, and then understood what he was angry about, what he was worried about, and what he was asking for?

He pillowed her thighs, smiled a little angrily and said, "Human cushions, don't use them in vain, I'm not stupid." ”

Her fingertips ran across his cheek, looked at him quietly, reached out to hold the cold hand, and kissed his eyes gently: "I'm sorry, Yan, I shouldn't lose my temper, I just don't know how to face everything that came suddenly, I don't know how to respond to your sudden confession, and I don't know how to sort out my heart, what about me, there is nothing to lose, and nothing to cherish, Li Heng took everything away from me, I live like the walking dead." ”

"It's okay, I'm by your side, I know, even if you only have him in your heart, I don't mind, because he is Li Heng, my favorite brother, you are my favorite Xiaozi, I know this fact. ”

"But, Yan, it's not fair to you. "Her tears are about to fall again......

"It's okay, there is no need for fairness between me and my brother, that's what my brother owes me, I asked my brother to come back, he has always spoiled me, he won't blame me. ”

"But, Yan, people's hearts are not things, giving is giving, or if I don't come back, my heart will be gone for a long time. ”

"Xiao Zi, you don't have a heart, I'll make one for you, one day, I will create a heart full of Li Yan, maybe it will take a lifetime to build it, Xiao Zi, if it's you, I think I'm willing, in this life, the most painful thing for me is that your future happiness is not given by me." ”

"You're so good, what should I do if I'm in love with you? ”

He kissed her lightly on the cheek and said, "I'm so cunning, Xiao Zi, what can you do with me? I'm just bad, so, Xiao Zi, don't push me away anymore, okay?"

"I want to push you away, too, but can you push it away? It's not that you push it away, you come up again, I push it away, you come up again, you really hate it!"

He chuckled lowly: "I just hate it so much, isn't it because Situ Zi also hates it as much as I do?"

"You're still as bad as ever, obviously, it's you who is wrong, and you have to blame it on someone else's head. ”

"Isn't that because that Situ Zi is worse than me? It's obviously someone else's fault, and she has to carry everything on herself, since she likes to take the blame so much, then I'll give it to her, I thought, anyway, she doesn't want to love me, so if she hates me, it's over? Who knows, in the end, she still doesn't hate me, what can I do? I have to play tricks. ”

He muttered, as he spoke, sleepiness hit his heart, so much, so much to get a good night's sleep......

Her hand covered his eyes: "Sleep, have a good dream, don't worry, I won't go, you wake up, I will be by your side." With a low voice, he fell into a deep sleep......

His appearance pulled out all the pain in her heart, and his fingertips touched Li Yan's beautiful face, and the door of memories opened......

Tears fell, the more she wiped, the more she fell, they didn't need words to see each other for a long time, they all understood, how important he was, and I didn't know it, time, go slowly, I don't want to look for lost memories in the flowing night......

The large cherry blossoms on the campus, like the camellia of that day, the pure white ocean, clusters down, a ray of sunshine, burned her entire youth, the young man's smile is like the whitest cloud in the sky, what remains in the air is a slightly hot heartbeat in her heart, like the burning color of the sky, one by one on her rosy face......

I still remember, the old days of flying, there is always a kind of desolation, the miss of you caused the flower rain of that day, he was young and romantic, even if he was lucky to meet you in his life, a few dark wounds, a gust of spring breeze, a burst of rain, cold away, you are no longer there, looking back, has passed the years, after several lifetimes, I thought that I would no longer be separated, when your soul returned, I wanted to talk to you again, who knows how impermanent life is, life and death. Ask when the monarch will return, the world of the monarch will pass away, there is nowhere to complain about his deep affection, and his eyes are full of tears