How long have I been asleep, Heng, are you here to wake me up? I don't want to wake up, the world is so cold without you.

On the day you left, I promised you that even if you were gone, I would live my life well.

For the past two years, I thought I could do it, it seems, overestimating myself, I am not as strong as I thought. Well, you see, I smile sweetly, I try to live every day by myself, oh, I smile really sweetly without you, but I don't understand, why the tears don't listen to me, it runs out......

Na, you say, if we hadn't met at the beginning, what kind of world would it be, isn't it, if I hadn't met you, you could have lived in a world without me, quietly playing the piano that only belongs to you, is it that if you hadn't met me at the beginning, you and Li Yan would have been living well, and only the two of you can understand the world.

Li Heng sighed deeply: "Sleep well, Xiao Zi, when you wake up, everything is over." Since you started before, you always didn't listen to people finish speaking, and you slept soundly, little lazy cat, but, you don't know, I never told you, I really think, just like that, for a lifetime, just sleep with you, I think we, like this for the rest of your life, it's good, some people say, if you want this person to participate in your life every day in the future, it means that you love her, so, Xiaozi, I am real, love you, at that time, I think you can be disobedient, you can be ignorant, you can be willful, because of me, it is good to spoil you, because my happiness is all your happiness, now, just this time, you listen to me, sleep well, believe me, even if God does not allow it, I will go against the sky, so Xiaozi promised me, believe me, okay? We still have a lot of wishes to fulfill, I won't let go. ”

The melody jumped on the note keys, and her pupils reflected the temperature that she couldn't touch in her dreams, and at this moment, she felt at ease with the familiar sound of the piano......

Oh God, I'm so tired, I don't want to sleep, if you really let me sleep, then please let me sleep all the time, never wake up, I think about him, he is afraid of being alone, with me, he will not be alone again.

Now, I finally see him, I don't want to let go, Heng, can I not let go of your hand, let the melody continue, I just want to lean on your shoulder like this, forever, na, Heng, have I ever told you, in fact, I want to accompany me to the end of the world, to the cape, can you hear my heartbeat? That one by one, there is a very nice name, called Li Heng......

Those scattered starlight slowly began to dim, little by little, Shangguan Yang, who was hiding behind the door, had already fallen asleep in the sound of the piano, and in the sound of the piano, he felt that he had nothing to do with the ups and downs of this world......

From the initial shock, confusion, worry, and fear of emotions tumbling in Shangguan Yang's heart, those stars began to surround him, and he slowly regained consciousness......

I'm sorry, Shangguan Yang, I know I hurt you, but I'm sorry, I didn't expect that uncontrollable love would implicate you, so, I'm sorry.

His fingertips swept across Situ Zi's sleeping face, he wanted to cry but couldn't, he wanted to laugh but couldn't, he wanted to feel distressed but didn't know how distressed.

He kissed away the tears that condensed in the corners of Situ Zi's eyes, the tears flowed between his lips, he licked it, it was so bitter, so astringent, he stuck it on Situ Zi's gradually cold face, and tears flowed out, like a cuckoo crying blood, like snowflakes scattered on the earth, crystal and mutilated heartache, silent, heavy, tears hit the earth, and the world could not respond.

Is the love he wants? Is love that they can't withdraw? Is this love? Even if the soul is scattered?

A burst of distress came out in the left atrium of the heart, Xiao Yan, is your heart also hurting? Is it for me or for Xiao Zi? You are a kind child, you have carried all the pain on your back, you could have let go of the love in your heart and forget the scars about Xiao Zi in your heart, but you are still guarding her for me.

Do you love her too?

We owe you a love debt that we can't pay off for the rest of your life, I know you just don't want to say it, you don't bother to talk about your humble love, as if you never bother to say how much you love me, obviously you're a little ghost, why? As an older brother, I'm not as sensible as you are?

Your love is not less than mine, it's just that you were accidentally late, I lived in her heart one step ahead of you, you pretended not to care that Xiao Zi was in love with me, you thought that you could pretend to be very similar, you thought that you and Xiao Zi were two parallel lines, and you could no longer find the meeting point, you pretended not to be sad, what kind of mood can I use to laugh at you?

I naively thought that if I gave Xiao Zi to you, I would be able to live a life that belonged to me, until she slapped it down and said heartbreakingly: "Do you think you are great? Do you think that a person's feelings can be transferred? You think that a person's heartbeat can be controlled, if you can, then why do you have pain in your eyes, if you don't love me, why do you even see me and Li Yan together, you have to go away, if you don't love, then you can be frank and calm?" If you really let go of me and meet me, why do you have to hide, we love each other so much, why do you want to hurt desperately. ”

How can I give up such a woman?

Xiao Yan, what about you, how can you let go of your hand because of my existence? The three of us are like this, entangled fate, do you really think that if you let go, we can be happy?

Xiao Yan, not all lovers in the world can eventually become dependents! It's like there are some feelings that are not the end of life, they can end, just like your concession, not your concession, I can possess her so calmly.

The sun outside the window is just right, the butterflies are already dancing outside, the grass has already grown and the warbler is flying on the campus, but at this moment, I can only live in a dark corner like a sleepy beast, and I can no longer see the good scenery of the world.

I am a person from another world, you are a person from this world, you obviously have great scenery, why do you have to live in the past, you can't get out? I am obviously a dead person, why am I still trapped in this world?

The sky is too hurried, just like life, the changes are in a hurry, it's too late to say goodbye, people have already separated, life is too melancholy, love has already tugged at their heartstrings, but there is no fate in this life.

Xiao Zi, wake up quickly and smile heartily as before, okay?

We finally met, and I hope that I can take half of the pain I give you, so that you don't have to live alone.

Tears crossed the bright darkness, and the person in his arms, as if guided by tears, trembled slightly, and she cried out like a dream: "Heng, don't go, don't go......"

"Xiao Zi, I'm here, I've always been ......" The voice was like seeing him again that day, like coming to her through thousands of centuries, she had an urge to cry, did she treat him as constant again?

Her trance and uneasiness, he understood, he gave her a reassuring smile, and a series of notes flowed between his fingers......

Situ Zi was very weak, she didn't want to speak, she just looked at Li Yan's eyes quietly, with indescribable sadness, how much else did he hide from her, why didn't Heng not belong to this world, why could he still come back, why Yan could see Heng and feel Heng, but why couldn't he himself?

Li Yan didn't show any emotion: "You want to know the answer, right?"

This expression, she is very familiar, she smiled, like a fragile glass doll, can't get an answer, right?

He wants to tell one lie after another that he doesn't want her to be clear, Li Yan is not good at lies, but he is good at covering up, if it weren't for the closest people, he wouldn't show other expressions.

In this world, there is only one person who understands him, and that is Li Heng, Li Heng glanced at him and knew what he wanted to say and express, and he always knew how much he was true and how much false.

She said in a low voice: "Yan, do you know, when you tell the first lie, you have to tell the second lie to make up for it, when you tell the second lie, you have to tell the third lie, don't you feel tired? You don't feel tired, but I am tired of listening, in this case, it's better not to say it, I understand, it is Heng who told you not to say it, so I don't ask." ”

"Xiao Zi, it's not my brother who called me like this, it's me who insists on doing this, don't be angry, okay? I really didn't mean to. ”

He grabbed the hand that was playing on the keys and put it on his cheek, tears running through her palm, and she sighed helplessly.

"Xiao Zi, don't doubt me, okay?" Li Yan smiled bitterly, sure enough, her kindness would be misunderstood by her?

He walked to the window, avoiding Situ Zi's questioning gaze, he didn't want to explain, because he had loved, he was compassionate, because he understood, so forgiving.

"Xiao Zi, do you know what the memory of a goldfish is?" He opened the curtain, but he was still, Situ Zi saw that there was something abnormal on his face, and stood side by side in front of the window with him, she and he froze......