Not every lovers' breakup can bring each other the pain of falling out of love. Not every couple of lovers who break up will always remember this relationship. Without love, there is no harm, and the deeper the love, the more severe the pain will be.

For a few days, Xiao Yao didn't think about tea and dinner at home, even if he was forced to eat by his mother, he would just pull a few times and finish the work, and he didn't know the taste of the dishes carefully cooked by his mother.

After coming back for nearly 20 days, Wang Jiajia never showed up, and Xiao Yao didn't ask. He decided that Wang Jiajia must not be at home, but Xiao Yao didn't know why she went. When he needed someone to comfort him the most, Xiao Yao was alone.

The continuous blows made Xiao Yao very decadent. In the pain of falling out of love, he pondered about the past. Since the Battle of the Hundred, he has been unlucky all the way, once calling friends and friends, surrounded by a crowd, but now it is just a passing cloud.

The only good luck is that he passed the college entrance examination preliminaries, but he was also expelled from school by a notice from the county education commission, which stifled the hope of the college entrance examination in the cradle.

After studying for more than ten years, and now he suddenly can't go to school anymore, and even transferring schools has become a luxury, Xiao Yao doesn't know what else he can do? He can go to work in his father's factory and live under his father's halo, but this is the last thing he wants to happen.

He also wanted to go to Zhou Zhen to see Jing'er and see the woman with whom he had an intimate relationship, but he immediately denied it.

He himself felt that with his current status as being expelled from the county's notice, he would have no face to see people when he went to Zhou Town. Jing'er is so good, but he was expelled from school for fighting, and the strong and stark contrast made him afraid to see Jing'er.

He took Zhou Zhen to this road, and erected it high in his heart, as long as no one came to Zhou Zhen, he would not go again.

On the way to see Huang Li that day, Xiao Yao wanted to pass by Si Si Town when he came back to see his two lovely sisters.

But after he was discarded by Huang Li, his mind was in a state of wandering, and even how to return home, his memory was fragmented, where could he still think of a plan?

At this time, Xiao Yao thought of the news that he had been notified of his expulsion, it must have spread in the middle school of thought, Zhang Xiaoya and Zhou Weiai have not come so far, it is difficult to say whether they will still recognize him as an elder brother, how can he have the courage to see them again?

There is no way to go, and there are no friends around to sue. Xiao Yao's eyes were at a loss, and he didn't know where to go.

Those who kept saying that they loved him ruthlessly abandoned him. The brotherhood and brotherhood of the past are gone. In this world, except for his grandparents, parents and sisters, almost no one cares about him.

Even Wang Jiajia, who lives at the door of his house and has always cared for him, hasn't seen her come over for so long. He even suspected that Wang Jiajia might have come back and knew everything about him, but he didn't want to see him again.

If it weren't for Wang Jiajia and Wang Jiajia all the way to the present, Xiao Yao would even hate her. Xiao Yao thinks that his pain is inseparable from her.

When a person is lonely and hesitating, lost and helpless, he often thinks blindly. Xiao Yao is no exception. What's more, he is still in a very strange lovelorn environment and can't extricate himself.

This is Xiao Yao's first and last lovelorn, and it is the only time in his life.

What made him incomprehensible for the rest of his life was Huang Li's change of heart, and he never gave any reason. Even if Huang Li can simply say "I don't love you", Xiao Yao will accept it calmly. However, this can only be a luxury for him.

This mystery was always with Xiao Yao until he disappeared from this world and dissipated.

Time is not only the most ruthless bloody blade in this world, but also the best medicine. It can send everyone to the same destiny, and it can gradually heal people's psychological wounds.

In the few days since he came back from Baizhong Middle School, Xiao Yao hid in his room, listening to Teresa Teng's sad love songs every day, and licking the wounds from his soul alone, until the blood dried and scarred, leaving a deep scar.

He didn't go to the tip of the horns, he didn't sink any further. As long as you calm down, everyone has the ability to self-heal.

"Mom, I want to go to the provincial capital tomorrow. ”

Xiao's mother, who was preparing lunch, saw her son suddenly say that he was going to the provincial capital, thinking that he wanted to visit his grandparents, and immediately said:

"You should have gone to see your grandparents and eldest sister a long time ago, I don't urge you, I just see that you can be long-hearted. You've been back for so long, and your body and bones should be almost recovered, so you can go if you want. ”

"Mom, I went to the provincial capital, I don't want to come back, I want to work there like my eldest sister. ”

"No! Your sister works in the provincial capital, and she has talked to someone, and she will definitely go home very little in the future, if you run away again, who will your mother rely on?"

Xiao Yao's words touched Xiao's mother's bottom line, and the old man sternly rejected Xiao Yao's request, and immediately put down the work in his hand and grabbed Xiao Yao, for fear that Xiao Yao would run away.

"Mom, what are you holding me for? I won't sneak away if I say so. As long as you give me to work in the provincial capital, I will agree to whatever you say. ”

"I don't say anything, I just don't agree. ”

Xiao Mushu shook off Xiao Yao's hand and continued to cook angrily. Although she knew that Xiao Yao would not leave, she still asked a little worriedly:

"You're just thinking about this when you've locked yourself in your room these days and won't come out?"

"Uh...... It's not, it's too. ”

Xiao Yao knew that his mother would not agree, so he casually perfunctory and turned back to his room.

"This kid has fooled himself up. That's not going to work, if you keep him alone at home, you'll become a fool one day. ”

Thinking of this, Xiao Mu sped up her work.

After lunch, Xiao's mother asked Xiao Yao to ride a bicycle and took her to Xiao's father's factory.

In the summer, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the production in the factory has also entered the peak season, especially the beverage workshop, which has to work overtime almost every night. During this time, Xiaoling had long wanted to see Xiao Yao, but she couldn't leave.

Everyone is working overtime, and Xiao Ling has no free time, and she is even more embarrassed to ask for leave in order to visit Xiao Yao. When she saw Xiao Yao riding a bicycle with her mother flashing past the door of the big workshop, she still put down the work in her hand and ran to the office.

Coming to the door of Xiao's father's office, Xiao Yao stood down, not daring to follow his mother in. This office was Xiao Yao's sad place, and before he entered the door, he remembered the experience of kneeling at the mouth of the bottle. It really made him scared again.

"Xiao Yao, come here. ”

Seeing Xiao Yao standing outside the office door and not entering, Xiao Ling didn't come close, and shouted from afar. Xiao Yao was not entering, nor was he leaving, and when he was bored, Xiao Ling shouted that he was just taking the opportunity to leave.

"I've only been back for a few days, why have you lost so much weight? Hasn't Auntie come to pick up food a few times?"

Xiao Ling took Xiao Yao to her residence, and as soon as she entered the door, Xiao Ling found that Xiao Yao was much thinner than when she was at home.

"I've lost weight? My mom didn't even say it. Maybe after you're gone, I haven't been able to eat, and it's normal to lose weight. ”

"Xiao Yao, it's not that I don't go to see you, it's that the factory is really too busy. Although I really want to leave, no one dares to say anything to my face, but there will definitely be people scolding me behind my back. Xiao Yao, you don't blame me, do you?"

Xiao Yao's truth-telling caused Xiao Ling's misunderstanding. She hurriedly explained to Xiao Yao, a pair of bright eyes, shiny and full of grievances.

Xiao Yao smiled bitterly in his heart, but he still comforted:

"I know you're busy right now, how can I blame you? Tell me, why are you looking for me in such a hurry?"

"Last time, a foreign customer came to the factory, and brought a bag of tea to the factory director, called Guanyin Bodhisattva, when they drank there, I smelled it on the side. I secretly brought two packs from your dad's table, and I'll make them for you to taste, but they are fragrant. ”

As soon as Xiao Yao heard it, he knew that it must be the Tieguanyin he had drunk from Uncle Jing'er's grandfather. It must be that Xiao Ling didn't remember the name of the tea leaves, so he corrected with a smile:

"It's called Tieguanyin, can you still bubble Guanyin Bodhisattva?"

"Oh, yes, it's called Tieguanyin. So you drank it, I thought it was ....... ”

Hearing that Xiao Yao corrected the wrong name of the tea she said in one bite, Xiao Ling was very disappointed. When she saw Xiao Yao, she hurriedly ran over, just to let Xiao Yao taste something fresh, who knew that he had already drunk it.

"I'm going to drink it too, I'll make it, let's drink it together." Soak in your big cup, and you take two smaller cups. ”

Xiao Ling, who was already extremely disappointed, saw that Xiao Yao liked it so much, so she hurriedly said "oh" and went to get the small cup.

There is no complete set of tea sets for Uncle Jing'er's grandfather in this factory, Xiao Yao wants to learn from his uncle and grandfather to make tea without props, he makes tea in Xiaoling's commonly used teacups, and when Xiaoling comes back, he scalds the two small teacups with boiling water, and then fills the small teacups from Xiaoling's teacups.

"It's so fragrant, it's the first time I've drunk it, I just smelled it last time. ”

"Although I don't have that set of tea sets, I feel that the fragrance is almost the same, and it is much more enjoyable to drink than the small wine cup. ”

"Little wine cups? The last time you drank this tea, you drank it from a small wine cup? You said earlier, I will also go to the cafeteria to get two small wine cups. ”

Xiao Ling was about to leave as she spoke, and the small cup they were using now was only one size smaller than the teacup that Xiao Ling commonly used. Xiao Yao grabbed her and said that it was better to drink it with this cup.

In Director Xiao's office, Xiao's mother had a headache for Xiao Yao's affairs. Since Xiao Yao proposed it, it means that he has this idea. Although she blocked the head, she couldn't keep Xiao Yao at home all the time.

"It's not a bad thing that he wants to go out to work, but with his temperament, who can guarantee that he won't get into trouble when he goes out? ”

Xiao's father thought about it for a long time and very much agreed with Xiao's mother's opinion that Xiao Yao would not let Xiao Yao go to the provincial capital.

"Or let him come to work in the factory, he locked himself in the room all day, and I don't feel at ease. There are also Xiao Wuye and Xiaoling here, they are his companions. I'm afraid that my son will be suffocated after being at home alone for a long time. ”

"What class can he go to? He can't do technical work, and he can't stand the hard work. After less than three days, he will have to sing san la with me, and when I teach him a lesson, you will have to disagree with me again. ”

Xiao's mother knew that what Xiao's father said was the truth, but it was reassuring to tie her son to her every day, but it was not a long-term thing.