Chapter 640: It turns out that falling out of love really hurts
The news sent by Hao Xuwei stunned Xiao Yao.
Xiao Yao already knew that in this fight, although Guo Feng was seriously injured, it was all skin injuries, and he didn't even reach the slight injuries that were enough to file a case. Otherwise, Xiao Yao would not have been able to return home without the police coming to arrest him.
For the punishment of the county education commission, Xiao Yao felt that it was too heavy. But after Hao Xuwei's explanation, he felt that it was understandable. For a moment, Xiao Yao was confused. The plan he had conceived was all in ruins, and he didn't know where to go in the future.
Time flies, Xiao Yao arrived home for more than ten days, and Xiaoling also returned to work in the factory a few days ago. Xiao Yao stayed at home all day and didn't go anywhere, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother gradually reassured that Xiao Ling had been with Xiao Yao for a long time and didn't go to work, and she was also worried about others talking behind her back.
The current situation is the result of Xiao Yao's deliberate creation.
When he got home, he wanted to find Huang Li, but with Xiao Ling ordered to follow him all day long, he couldn't get rid of Xiao Ling anywhere, and it was even more impossible to take Xiao Ling to see Huang Li with him. It's just that he didn't expect this to be more than ten days.
"Mom, I'm going to Wuyang Town to buy something today, and then I'll go see my classmates. I'll try to come back in the evening, and if it's too late, I'll be back tomorrow. ”
Since Hao Xuwei left that day, Xiao Yao has been sullen. Xiao's mother also once asked Xiao Ling to go out to play, but Xiao Yao was in no mood to refuse. Today, seeing that her son was going out early in the morning, and she told her about the time to come back, of course Xiao's mother was happy.
On the morning of early summer, with a cool breeze, Xiao Yao rode his bicycle and went straight to Wuyang Town. He had long learned that there was a road to the west of Wuyang Town, which was directly connected to the road in front of Huang Li's middle school.
There is no holiday today, and it is not a Sunday, Xiao Yao expected that Huang Li must be at school.
On the way, Xiao Yao left all the depression of these days behind. In his heart, he sketched the scene of seeing Huang Li over and over again, imagining her resentful face, recalling her smile, and the speed of pedaling under his feet, unintentionally getting faster and faster.
Xiao Yao came to Wuyang Town, did not stop for a moment, and after asking the road, hummed Teresa Teng's pop music in his mouth, and galloped all the way towards Baizhong Middle School.
It didn't take long for Xiao Yao to see the fork in the road to the ferry in Si Xiang Town, and at this point, Xiao Yao had already determined that the direction was right.
The familiar road made him even more excited to speed up. Passing by the small bamboo forest, he recalled the sweet night of sending, the beauty was in front of him, and the surprise was about to be delivered.
Xiao Yao was very excited to see each other after returning from the ordeal, and there was a special taste in his heart.
After several hours of running, Xiao Yao arrived outside the school gate of Baizhong Middle School before school at noon. He pressed his eagerness and stopped the car at the roadside restaurant outside the school gate.
Xiao Yao locked his bicycle in front of the small restaurant, talked to the boss, and came back to eat. Then he walked to Baizhong Middle School, but only a hundred meters away, he stood at the gate of the school, waiting for the bell to ring.
Compared to Xiao Yao's extremely anxious state of mind, the time he waited for this period was stopped, and Xiao Yao even wondered if the school's bell was broken.
There is always an end to waiting, Xiao Yao is like a bell that has been waiting for a century, and finally it suddenly rings. Listening to this pleasant ringtone, Xiao Yao sorted out his mentality, and walked into the campus with dignified steps, the smile that couldn't be concealed, and his youthful face was piled up.
"Xiao Yao, why are you here? You're not ....... ”
"Si Yaolian, let's talk about it later. I'm looking for Huang Li, please go and call her for me. ”
The first person to see Xiao Yao was Si Yaolian, and his surprised appearance was no less than Columbus's discovery of the New World. But before he could finish speaking, Xiao Yao immediately interrupted, because he saw that several boys who had had a holiday with him had just left the classroom door and saw Xiao Yao running back again.
Si Yao even turned around and went back to the classroom to find Huang Li. Soon, a figure that Xiao Yao had been looking forward to for a long time and was familiar with appeared at the door of the classroom.
"Xiao Yao. ”
Huang Li, who walked out of the classroom, came to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao didn't see any surprise or surprise on her face, this "Xiao Yao" was very flat, and he didn't hear any emotional fluctuations.
"Let's go, let's go out and talk. ”
Xiao Yao turned around and walked outside the school, he had a lot to say to Huang Li. But in this public eye, it is certainly inconvenient to communicate with each other in words and actions.
"Right here, it's lunchtime in a moment. ”
Xiao Yao just walked out of the school gate in front, and Huang Li, who followed behind, stood by the door and didn't leave. The voice of the voice is very light and faint. The feeling for Xiao Yao is still bland, so bland that it has a slight chill.
"What's wrong with you?"
Huang Li said that it was almost lunch time, which was simply an excuse to be extremely lame, and it was also a clear indication of her unwillingness to eat with Xiao Yao. It was only at this time that Xiao Yao carefully looked at Huang Li in front of him, and the heart that was boiling with blood dropped to the freezing point at once.
Huang Li in front of her, with soft hair, slightly messy, and a delicate and reddish pretty face, with an unhealthy pale yellow at this time. His hands were intertwined in front of him, his eyes fixed on his toes.
Her tired figure, haggard demeanor, cold attitude, and calm tone made Xiao Yao feel very unfamiliar. Except for her delicate and beautiful appearance, everything else made Xiao Yao shudder.
Is this still the Huang Li in his mind? Is this the look she should have when facing Xiao Yao? Xiao Yao did not expect that he would come to see her in such a hurry in many conjectures.
Seeing Huang Li standing still and not answering his question, Xiao Yao reluctantly walked to the east of the school gate and stood under a tree with a bowl mouth. He couldn't just stand in the middle of the school gate and talk to Huang Li, that would be more eye-catching.
Huang Li may have also taken this into consideration, she did not continue to stay still, and also left the school gate after Xiao Yao, but when she was about two meters away from Xiao Yao, she stood still. still maintained his previous posture and did not look up at Xiao Yao.
"Can you tell me what's going on? Don't worry, I'm willing to help you no matter what. ”
The two of them confronted each other silently for a long time, but Xiao Yao couldn't wait for Huang Li to speak, so he had to ask again. The tone was full of eager pleading, but also frightened and panicked.
Huang Li was silent, but she finally looked up at Xiao Yao, and shook her head slightly, and then returned to her original posture again, her eyes fixed on her toes, her intertwined hands, and kept pinching each other.
There was another awkward silence, and an unfamiliar atmosphere once again filled the gap between the two. Xiao Yao was very distressed when he looked at Huang Li like this, and he felt very uncomfortable himself. He wanted to step forward and hug her into his arms, comfort her, give her warmth, and rely on her.
But at a distance of two meters, he was powerless to cross. The two-meter space is full of rustiness, blandness, indifference and ruthlessness, but there is no love and warmth that Xiao Yao expects.
Three steps and two meters, a distance of two meters, for normal people, is only three steps. But for Xiao Yao, it is a distant life path that he has never completed in his life.
Xiao Yao had a thousand words blocked in his chest and couldn't speak, and his love and pity were wiped out in his heart. He didn't know how this could happen? He wanted to shout, "Why!"
But he didn't do anything, he cared about Huang Li very much, and didn't want to hurt her a little.
If you love her, you should respect her, if you love her, you should give her freedom, and if you love her, you should pay attention to her right to choose. If you really love her, you can't have the slightest reluctance on her.
Xiao Yao, who was lost and depressed, didn't hear what Huang Li said to him at the end when she turned to leave. He just stood under the tree stupidly, watching Huang Li's departing back and disappearing into the school gate.
Everything is planned as fast as change.
In Xiao Yao's plan, he waited for Huang Li to go to dinner together after school, then went to her residence to recount the experience after saying goodbye, and then waited for her to spend the afternoon walking in the sunset on the side of the road in the evening, and then ...... But now, there is no then.
In the end, it is the farewell of Xiao Yao and Huang Li, which is the farewell of feelings and life. Huang Li's beautiful shadow that disappeared in the small school gate will always be engraved in Xiao Yao's heart.
Even decades later, with developed communication and contact methods, Xiao Yao never dared to contact her, nor did he dare to inquire about the truth of the year, he was afraid that the truth was more cruel than reality. Years of missing, just empty song:
"Memories of Classmates"
The classmates I miss, my beloved classmates.
In the vast sea of people, where is Jun Jin?
In the quiet of the night, look up. Now, how are you?
Back then, when I was not next to the school, I was busy with my self-esteem.
After the rest of the floating life turned back, the beauty was silent and empty.
Back then, why was he sad, and he was afraid to know the truth.
Decades have passed in a hurry, and the true feelings have never been forgotten.
Time flies, and the years are merciless. I'm old, and you'll be old.
Returning to the classroom in a dream all year round, the sound of the warbler surrounds the heart.
It's better not to see each other than to see each other, engraved with the youthful appearance.
The shy flower has been remembered, lest it be more hesitant to see each other.
I wish you a bright moon for the rest of your life, and may you be happy and carefree.
Contrary to the mood when he went to see Huang Li, Xiao Yao was in a state of confusion and did not return home until dark. For the same journey, he took more than twice as long as when he went.
Xiao's mother heard Xiao Yao coming home on time in the backyard, and the little worry in her heart disappeared. After hearing Xiao Yao's casual answer that she had eaten dinner, she no longer worried and went back to the backyard room to rest.
Not to mention dinner, Xiao Yao didn't even eat lunch after Huang Li left so resolutely, but he didn't feel hungry at all at this time.
Xiao Yao didn't turn on the light when he returned to the room, he was afraid of sleeping in the dark, and he didn't let the light tear off the boundless black curtain. Before his eyes, his thoughts seemed to spread their wings, flying in the dark night sky with a white color.
Those sweet memories, like oxygen-deficient air, accompanied by sadness, came quietly, invading his softest heart. It turned out that all this was a fantasy, the beauty had left, but she forgot to take Xiao Yao with her.
At this time, Xiao Yao felt that the whole world had been turned upside down, he was in the boundless abyss, rolling weightlessly, and he didn't know how to straighten his body. Over and over again in his mind, he asked himself: Why? Why? Why?......
Xiao Yao could control his tears, but he couldn't stop him from remembering the past. The bursts of heart-wrenching discomfort that spread from the depths of his soul throughout his body made Xiao Yao deeply experience the pain of falling out of love for the first time. It turns out that falling out of love really hurts a lot.