Chapter 33 - We Don't Cry
The sunlight outside the window was a little dazzling, the tip of the pen swam on the paper, and the tip of his pen unconsciously outlined her appearance, the corners of her delicate mouth, the light raised eyebrows, and the small bridge of her nose, Li Yan smiled lightly...... I hope that such a plain and real every day, with her by his side, before, with his brother, he never dared to imagine that she would be so close to him, nor did he dare to rely on her so closely, he would never rob with his brother, he sincerely blessed them, in a lifetime, for a long time.
Now she lives so vividly in the left atrium of his heart, do you hear me, every time my heart beats, it is because of you.
"Teacher, the rematch between me and the class leader Situ Zi is imminent, can I go to practice with her? ”
"Well, practice hard, you are the pride of our class, you must work hard. ”
"Okay, thank you, teacher. ”
The teacher looked at this couple, talented and beautiful, it was really good.
It was dark in the piano room, and Situ Zi and Li Yan's fingertips rose and fell on the piano keys......
The door of memory gradually darkened with the lights, and when the twilight came, Situ Zi's memories emerged little by little along with the melody...
Suddenly, Li Yan's eyes changed, Situ Zi looked at his eyes, stood up, and wanted to close the door, Li Heng hurriedly stretched out his hand to grab him, scratched the tip of her nose and said, "No need, now I am in Xiao Yan's body, not afraid of light." With a flick of his fingers, the door shut.
In the dark, someone circled her from behind, the cold liquid dripped from her back, her tears flowed inexplicably, their tears mixed together, I don't know if it was salty or bitter, why did she cry? Maybe the love is deep, and there is no need for a reason.
I don't know from what minute everything in him began to slowly take over his mind, and their breath was together.
His sadness became his own sadness, his smile became his own smile, and every expression of his made him unable to take his eyes off.
"If one day, Heng, you are gone, what should I do?" The sad tone broke Li Heng's heart, if it was really that day, he didn't have her, what should he do?
Maybe they were destined to be entangled when they first met, they warmed each other's hearts, and their hearts were already connected. can't be separated, even if it's life and death, their hearts don't want to be inseparable from each other, this is the magic of love!
That day, when the cold sea took away his temperature, their hands were still clasped tightly, and neither of them let go of their hands, and even the god of death was moved when he saw their hands holding each other, and he was moved by this pair of lovers, and he couldn't bear it, so he fulfilled the boy's wish.
However, when the young man was withdrawn from his soul, he begged the girl who held his already cold hand, he was willing to exchange his life for the girl's happy life, because this young man had a heart made of blood and tears, and went to heaven, but the young man still did not hesitate to jump off the path of reincarnation in the life of the world, in exchange for their reunion in this life.
There is no time for it to end, and if you love, you can't let go, once the god of death naively thought that one is dead and the other is still alive, so they have to accept the arrangement of fate and live their own lives is enough.
But can this really be the case? When the Grim Reaper accidentally passed by the wheel of fate and saw the young man jumping off the path of reincarnation without hesitation, when he held her hand again, he knew that the love of life was not something he could control.
And why not, when she saw the temperature of his body slowly cooling in her arms, her heart seemed to be hollowed out, the whole sky was gray, she couldn't see any sunlight, she couldn't feel any warmth.
If two people who love each other lose each other, can they really live inconsequentially?
They thought they would live each other's lives well, but without each other, his life was like a soul extraction, living a walking dead life every day.
When Li Heng was in heaven, he thought that if such a Chu River and Han realm separated them, he could live an inconsequential life, but he couldn't let go of his own dust, he couldn't control himself, he looked at her through the dust mirror, looking at her who was getting haggard day by day, but he couldn't do anything, he obviously had no heart but still hurt.
Situ Zi is in the earthly world, she can only use the memory of Li Heng, and bury all her time with bits and pieces of the past, her heart has too much concern for him, every minute and every second, the air she breathes is painful.
It turned out that without him, she found that her heart was terribly empty.
Without hesitation, he jumped out of the tunnel of time, and she played the note like a fan, not letting go of her life in exchange for ten minutes.
used his life to redeem his ten minutes in the world, just to hold his hand again, how could he be willing to let go of her like this?
He really wants to know how two people who love each other can forget each other, after all, they have been in love for so long, after all, they have so many memories in their minds, if there are no memories of love, will it be better, do you really have the heart to delete so many happy pasts?
"Heng, you can play that song for me again, okay? I seem to have slept for a long time, for a long time, Heng, without you, I promised you, without you, I will have a very sweet smile, you see, I really smile very sweetly, I have been working very hard to let myself live every day without you. ”
"Well, I know that my Xiao Zi will never let me down, I'll play it to you now, Xiao Zi, you promise me, can you cry this time, cry out, okay? Looking at your smile, I feel terrible, my Xiaozi will never disobey me, Xiaozi used to be the same every time, promised me something, always try to do it well, this time, did you hear it, I don't want to see your smile again, I want to see that sad will cry, happy will laugh, just like the little purple who just met me, I don't want to lose it, so, give Xiaozi, give it back to me, okay? Don't be like this, we will definitely step over, even if God doesn't allow it, I will try it, so Xiaozi promised me, okay? We still have unfulfilled wishes. ”
The melody like a fan, jumping in the notes and keys, she looked at this handsome figure who tossed and turned in her dreams, unable to forget, she was tired, so tired, so tired, did she want to cry? Yes, a long time, a long time ago, she collapsed, the moment Li Yan came back, she was like finding a home, she finally shed tears, but she didn't want to be in front of Heng, let him see that cowardly self, he endured far more than herself, now it's hard to see him, she doesn't want to see the crying self in front of him, Heng, can I not let go of your hand at this moment, just like that, let the melody continue, let me lean on your shoulder like this, forever and ......
The scattered starlight began to dim slowly, spreading out little by little, his fingertips swept across Situ Zi's sleeping face, he wanted to cry but couldn't, wanted to laugh but couldn't laugh, wanted to feel distressed but didn't know how.
He gently kissed away the tears that had condensed on Situ Zi's face, he licked it, it was so bitter, so astringent, he put his face on Situ Zi's gradually cold face, and tears flowed out of Li Yan's eyes, like a cuckoo crying blood, poignantly and quietly, like the broken heartache of the snowflakes scattered on the earth, so silent, but so heavy, is it love? Let them not be able to withdraw, is it love?
A burst of distress came out, Xiao Yan, is your heart also hurting? Is it for me or for Xiao Zi? You are a kind child, always thinking about carrying all the pain, you can let go of the love in your heart, forget the scars about Xiao Zi in your heart, are you also for loving her?
What we owe you is a love debt that you can't pay off for a lifetime, I know you just don't want to say, and you don't bother to say your humble love, as if you never disdain to say how much you love Xiaozi, your love is not less than mine, it's just that you were accidentally late, and I just lived in her heart one step ahead of you, you just pretended not to care, Xiaozi fell in love with me, you kept saying to yourself, you and Xiaozi are two parallel lines, and you can no longer find the intersection, so you pretend to smile, in front of us, choose not to be sad, what kind of heart can I use to laugh at you, I once naively thought that if I gave Xiaozi to you, I could live my life welland you'll be happy too.
Until you slapped it down, until you said that sentence: "Do you think you are great? Do you think a person's feelings can be transferred? Do you think a person's heartbeat can be controlled, if you can, then why do you still have pain in your eyes, if you can let go of Xiao Zi, why do you even see me and Xiao Zi together, you have to hide, if you really want me to be happy, then cherish her, can't you see the pain in her eyes?"
Xiao Yan, you are a fool! I am also a fool, if I don't cherish the happiness in front of me, I really can't give her 100% confidence?
At the beginning, I let Xiaozi enter my world, just to forget the injury that Lin Yidie gave me, I didn't expect that your appearance was like a tornado, one day, when I found out, as long as you, anything can be, when I found out, as long as it is you, I am willing to give anything, when I found out, as long as you laugh, I will laugh with you, when I unconsciously talked about you in front of Li Yan, my eyes sparkled, only to find out, I really like you, do you know.