The sun outside the window is just right, maybe the bees are already busy with butterflies, maybe the grass has long been growing and the warbler is flying, maybe the sky is full of flowers, I can only live in a dark corner all the time, I can no longer see the good scenery in the world.

The sky became too hurried, as if life had passed, I didn't have time to say goodbye, we were separated, life was too impermanent, the bond between them had already disturbed their heartstrings, but there was no part in this life.

Xiaozi, wake up quickly, we are the same as before, okay? We finally met, how can you come to break my heart, I hope more, I will give you half of the pain, for you to divide half, tears, across the bright darkness, she seemed to be infected by tears, her hands trembled gently, she said like a dream: "Heng, don't go, don't go." ”

He understood her trance and uneasiness, he gave her a reassuring smile, and a series of notes flowed out between his fingers, and she touched Li Yan's body temperature, and her heart suddenly settled down.

How long will it take to heal the pain in her heart, and when will Li Heng stop the untouchable scar in your heart?

The glow of the setting sun pulls the tail of time very long, very long, and the light pulls their figures to a very long, very long, as if it is the end of the world, and as if it is a cape, the time between the two of them has long been too long, they are each looking at each other at the end of the world, but they can't warm each other.

Situ Zi suddenly took a step forward, showing a beautiful smile in front of Li Yan, she stretched out her hand to caress Li Yan's delicate angelic face and said, "It's good, you have never left me, now, when I see Yan, it is like seeing a destination, so indulge yourself and cry like a child." Her fingers ran between his, holding the hand that was no longer his own, and this time, I wanted you to understand that I was my truest self in front of you.

The days he left her were too long, the melancholy of being lonely and drifting, opening the dusty memory, she smiled, the one who had held her hand tightly, never let go, he still let go of her hand, he once thought that he was forgotten by her on the verge of despair, time would bury her love for him, but he didn't expect that the appearance of his brother would involve all the pain in her heart, tears kept falling, the more he wiped, the more he fell, their meeting long ago did not need words, next time, they can still meet, how difficult it is for them, he only hopes that time will go slower, he flows in the dark night alone, looking for the lost memory……

I can understand all people, to understand anyone, and the only person I'm sorry for is you.

Since I was sensible, I knew that my willfulness was just for myself, and I couldn't give myself love in the future, so I gave myself time to be willful, I could quarrel, I could argue, I could hide, I could hide, I could avoid, I could avoid, I could make trouble, and finally, we were all tired, what they gave was the best, what I wanted, and it was also the best, Li Yan, I never believed in fate, so I used all my strength to get what I wanted, and finally, I got it, in those days with you, I was very happy, really happy, like a child without a home, found a home, in that tea garden, every inch of land, Every time the flowers bloom is beautiful, looking back, it is all the beauty of your peaceful sleep under the cherry blossom tree, the person who has never loved with my heart, my heart is just that, I don't want to accommodate too many people, my heart is so small, the small can only fit, that one is a simple you, simple to natural.

The world is big, I never be home, the world is wide, I never allow myself, I like butterflies very much, because it only has one season of life, I like Bauhinia very much, because it uses all its life to bloom, I like the sea very much, its depths are soft and powerful, I don't like you to have a glass heart, because it is too fragile, I dare not touch it, I am afraid that it will break if I touch it.

Everyone has to pay the price for your willfulness, the price I pay is peace of mind, the moment I met you, I knew what Li Heng said, Xiao Zi, have you ever seen Xiao Yan, when you know him, you will find that it is not in vain to use everything in the world to exchange him for a smile.

I want you to be by my side, laugh when you want, cry when you want, get angry when you want to be angry, play with your temper when you want, and be so happy that you don't have time to grieve.

We no longer have to face the days of being alone, losing our wings, and never flying again.

I understand that no one can restrain you, but you are just a cocoon yourself, since you have chosen, then this is it, from a long, long time ago I knew that I would be inseparable and could not escape, so I will take you as a prison, from then on, for you to break the cocoon, for you to become a butterfly, accompany you to see the prosperity of this world.

Meeting you is the most beautiful accident, in those good times, what I have walked, seen, and heard is all about you, I love you very selfishly, in the world that your brother left, I only have you, and you only have me, in the world they have forgotten, we warm each other.

We are too stubborn, we don't listen to anyone's advice, in that world within a radius of several miles, the flowers bloom all the way, how beautiful.

In those days that have persisted, how far can I go with you, and how long can I guard, anyone can fill my place, but I am still the same me, who can live in this world instead of me, and watch the flowers bloom in that season?

If the peach blossoms bloom again, I can still stand there quietly, waiting for you, without joy or sorrow

It's like, at this time, I want to give him the last ride, I asked, if I said I want you to stay and walk with me for a little longer, will you accompany me? He said: Xiao Zi, if we accompany each other for another ride, then Xiao Yan, what should he do, he is so kind, what we do is wrong.

I know it's wrong, I still ask, I know I don't have to ask, I still want to ask, I really want to accompany him through this last journey, I know that you will mind, I know that I can't forgive myself, but instead of letting me wake up in the middle of the night in the future and feel sad and can't help myself, it is better to have peace of mind with you and me from now on.

That year, for the first time, I left my parents and walked into a strange world, where there were people I didn't know, and there was an environment I didn't know, where it would be the beginning of youth and the most beautiful flower season.

15 years old, the age of flowers, the beginning of a beautiful fairy tale, the smiling face of an innocent angel, that face, he is quiet like a speck of dust in the world, in that world, quietly like a flower on the Mo blooming, looking at him, I can't hear the sound of people coming and going, only see you walking towards me, I forgot what kind of me would be at that time, but I can't forget, the man descended like an angel, I heard the sound of clouds floating past him.

I only remember that year, the scenery outside the window, is such a picture, a boy, followed by another boy, as long as there is him, then there will be him behind him, she quietly passed by him, on her face, there was no joy or sorrow, the beating heart, jumped so fast, so fast, so fast that she forgot how she breathed, forgot, her head, like full of blood, blank, when she thought about it, always shook her head, that girl was really stupid and cute, a little naïve, and a little pitiful.

She always met inadvertently one after another, taking pictures of the side of the teenager, quiet and smart, the photos that she couldn't help but take, she couldn't understand, what kind of thoughts she had, those small, slight pain, it turned out that she could also be delicate into such a thousand fingers, tossing and turning.

The cherry blossoms and white petals on the campus are overwhelming, withering one after another, and the light and shadow flying in the sky are the sadness that they have nowhere to put them......

"Xiao Zi, have you thought about it? Just like this, I will accompany my brother again, and watch my brother die again, do you decide to hurt again?"

"Yan, I think if I can accompany him again, I am willing. ”

"Fool. ”

"Yan, I'm not afraid to be stupid for him again, the stars he has seen with me, the sunrise he has seen with me, the music he has listened to with me, the flowers I have planted, I don't want to sit on the lone windowsill, I don't want to wait in the empty space in the huge tea garden again, now I have the opportunity, so I am willing to accompany him again, I am not afraid of pain, I am only afraid, when I want to hurt again, I don't even have the qualification to hurt. ”

"Stupid, big stupid. Li Yan wiped her tears again and again, his hands were trembling, his heart hurt, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, knowing that this was impossible, she still chose, what a willful person, and this willfulness, again and again, when he was about to give up, he found the courage to live.

"Xiaozi, thank you, then from today onwards, we must cherish every minute and every second. ”

"Hmm!"

"I find you really stupid sometimes. ”

"I'm just stupid, I haven't been smart since the first day I met you. The palm caressed his face, and the transparent liquid passed through her palm, dripping into the earth, without a trace, like a floating cloud in the sky, floating through the air, and then looking for it, the cloud was no longer the original shape.

"Let's play another song, this time, Xiaozi, you play a song for me, only for me. ”

"Okay, what do you want to hear?"

"City in the sky. ”

"Good. ”

He gently leaned on the edge of the piano and closed his eyes: "Xiaozi, are you with my brother now, you are very happy together, do you miss me a little, you shouldn't have it, I think my brother will make you happy, and he doesn't even have time to think about me, but I, I miss you, what should I do?" Li Yan held the photo in his hand tightly, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, and there was a burst of pain in his heart:" It's okay, Xiaozi, it really doesn't matter, don't worry about me, as long as I can be with you, I will bear the hardship, I'm afraid that you will be by my brother's side, accompany him, you watch him hurt, you will hurt more, it will pass, when you return to me, I will never let you suffer again, I will accompany you through this life instead of my brother, okay? Li Yan put Situ Zi's photo in his heart, the pain slowly calmed down, the eyebrows between his eyebrows were lightly knotted, and he fell into a deep sleep......