Chapter 1: The Boy Here
Everyone has memories in their hearts that they don't want to mention, and there is always such a person, and there is always such a person in his heart who can't forget, so what about you? Who will be the person in the depths of your memory, where will you return your love, you can't forget, you can't forget, you can't love, you can't fall in love, you can't get it after all, you can't get it in the future, who will you fall in love with, who will protect you in your heart, our origin and fate, I want to ask my heart, will it hurt for him? Yes, just because I love you, he is no longer by my side.
The rain is like a coquettish child, naughty and smart, endless, Situ Zi looked at the sky, his brows furrowed.
The rain is like a lover's tears, not soothing, endless, the young man leaned quietly on the balcony, his delicate face, standing with a smile, looking at the rain stupidly......
He opened his palms to catch the raindrops, and a bright smile spread on his lips, like the fragrance of the grass in the March sun.
Situ Zi looked at these rain threads with some annoyance, and the rain seemed to tease her, without the slightest intention of stopping, she stomped her feet and rushed into the rain curtain, who told her to be careless, forgot to take the information, those materials will be handed in tonight, if you can't catch up, then this time there will be no chance.
She rushed up the stairs, around the corner, the young man? his side was so familiar, she enlisted, Heng, is it you? I'm dreaming, yes, you must be dreaming, you've long since left me......
The young man seemed to see the burning gaze behind him, and turned his head ......
The dim light, shrouded in a little light, the raindrops refracted a piece of golden, the young man's hair was dyed with golden raindrops, the eyelashes were stained with a mint scent of rain mist, under the blurred light, the corners of his mouth rose thirty-five degrees, slightly sad, his left hand caught the flying raindrops, the rain gently floated in his palm, in the dim light, like a silent angel, covering the memory in his heart, a little bit emerged, the heart was slightly painful......
Lonely back, "Heng, is it you?" called softly, before she spoke, her heart was in pain, she closed her eyes, and her eyes were slightly hot......
"Hey, have you seen enough?" the sudden voice woke her up from walking in her dream.
"Who?" There was silence all around, the word "ghost" popped up in her mind, she was startled by her own thoughts, and the person who was clearly in front of her just now disappeared, she took a few steps back in horror, who knows, there was a muffled snort behind her......
"Dead girl, you're getting impatient and stepping on my feet!" came a ghost cry from behind.
"Ahh She jumped away screaming......
"Ouch, you psychotic! Dead girl, looking for death. She screamed suddenly, he was frightened, a shadow approached her, he hurriedly retreated to the stairs, how do you know...... (Beloved, you have to go into close contact with the earth, this is a wonderful opportunity from heaven, take advantage of it.) )
Shangguan Yang was unstable on his footing, and while retreating, he wanted to stabilize his foot, he wanted to quickly find something to stabilize himself, but he was about to lose his face due to unsteady standing, and rolled down the stairs, in a panic, he grabbed the girl's shoulder, he subconsciously hugged the girl, after all, he was a gentleman...... Situ Zi didn't have time to react, and was forced, and they both kissed the earth......
Damn, how could those episodes that appeared in the comics happen to him.
Situ Zi's head smashed into an unknown object, it was erect, although it hurt a little, it was better than the cement floor, her eyes moved upward, the young man's handsome face, as white as porcelain jade, looked at herself with anger and annoyance...... Wait a minute...... Why is this man so familiar, as if he has seen it somewhere?
"Hey, you dead idiot!, have you seen enough, get up for me!" She looked at him closely, trying to remember what had happened.
"Wow, wow, wow! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. She screamed and sprang to her feet, she had just fallen into the boy's arms like a puppy, and the temperature of her face was constantly heating up, slowly turning crimson.
At this time, the boy had already stood up, rubbed his aching chest, looked to see if he was injured all over his body, and he looked at her carefully, like looking at the prey that happened to hit the muzzle of the gun, and he had a malicious smile on the corner of his mouth.
She glared at him, "What do you see? It's all you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be embarrassed." ”
"Are you unreasonable, are you a psychopath? Obviously, you yourself have been staring at others, and you still say that I am wrong, I am really unlucky, I have met you unreasonable girl! If you hadn't stepped on me first, I wouldn't have fallen, and I wouldn't have made it like this." With a look of disgust, the boy patted his clothes and gestured to leave......
"You stop me!" Situ Zi shouted at the boy angrily, when the boy heard it, his face changed slightly, few girls dared to speak to him like this, he was slightly moved, this woman, damn woman.
He turned his head: "Are you a girl, it's too rude to speak, you dare to order me, I'll just show you." ”
He walked away as if bored, and he stepped into the classroom next to him, and sat on his chair, not understanding what was wrong with him.
He looked at the white clouds floating outside the window, a little sad, his heart was inexplicably a little restless, obviously the doctor had told him that he was recovering well, why did his heart be like this, and more importantly, he did not reject her, he took a deep breath to soothe his somewhat messy heartbeat, he leaned over the table, and fell asleep as if nothing happened......
Situ Zi looked at the boy, sat down in the classroom like no one else, looked out the window, expressionless, she had to eat coptis dumbly, and she couldn't say anything about her suffering.
looks high, and it is obvious to tell her that Lao Tzu treats you as transparent, and you can take me as a drop.
She knew that it was useless for her voice to shout, forget it, ignore this neurotic, it's a big deal to think that she was bitten by a mad dog.
She walked into her classroom, picked up the materials, and sat down in her seat, he was so familiar, how much he was like him, but he was not him, how could he be him? He was like him, he was so far away, so far away, he seemed so melancholy, he was also a man with a story, what kind of world was his world? But could he be him? It couldn't be, Heng was such a gentle person, what about him? He was a dead bastard.
His world doesn't want others to break in, does it? Just as her own world doesn't want others to come into, does she have a heart? No, the moment he leaves, her world is closed, and there is only darkness left.
She stood up, flicked her forehead, and secretly scolded herself in her heart for being "neurotic"
Walked out of the classroom, past the boys' classroom, he leaned over the desk, seemed to be sleeping, sleeping very deeply, Situ Zi walked into his classroom, leaned down, his sleeping face like a child, the corners of her mouth unconsciously rose, a smile appeared, she stood on tiptoe like a mischief, leaned down and gently imprinted a kiss on his face, his face was very cold, not as warm as his......
Her fingertips ran over his delicate face, and her heart burned slightly, could he be him? impossible, and it wouldn't be.
He has already left, that day, his cold body is in my arms, no matter how hard I try, there is no way to warm him anymore, he left my world, so suddenly, so real, the pain of losing him tormented her every night, he can't come back, is it that I miss him too much, so all this in front of me is just an illusion.
I don't know how he is doing in another sky, and I don't know if he misses me, for his heart beating night and night, every minute and every second, with the breath of my every heartbeat, is still, and the pain is everywhere.
Under the same sky, how can there be a similar person? Am I really the wrong person?
Or God wants to punish her because she didn't protect her angel well, and let her meet exactly the same person again.
Her fingertips gently scraped the tip of his nose, her eyes were red, and she called in a low voice like a demon: "Heng, Heng...... I miss you, I miss you so much. ”
She sobbed softly, and she ran out of the classroom like a demon, and walked towards the playground, tears streaming down her face, melting into the rain, out of sight......
"Constant, constant. "This name has been circling in my heart, my heart hurts slightly, inexplicably I feel like I have lost my soul, I actually ran out of the classroom with her, I want to reach out and hug her gently, I want to let her tears wet my shoulders, I want to hold up that clear sky for her, what is this, who is she, who is it?
"Heng", is the name of the person she loves? Why is this name so familiar, very familiar, who is he? Who is he? What does he have to do with me? Why do I care so much about him? My heart is like being held by her, that inexplicable distress, what is this for?
I took a few steps forward, my heart seemed to stop beating, I gently patted her shoulder and said, "Don't cry, don't cry, I will always be with you, didn't we say okay, we want to be with you for the rest of our lives? "These words came out of my mouth, how could I say such a thing?
I looked up at him, a familiar and somewhat unfamiliar face, who was he? Who was he? I looked at the similar face, I was startled, I pushed him away fiercely, and ran away farther away, impossible, impossible, how could he say exactly the same thing as Heng?......
I stood there stunned, what the hell is going on, who is this girl? Why did I feel sad when she left me, why did I want to protect her?
The rain is still lingering, still so unhurried, inexplicably I am a little irritable, back to the classroom, take out some materials from the drawer, desperately play the exercises, at this moment, I have to find something to do, to suppress these inexplicable emotions welling up in my heart, my heart seems to be against me, you want to be at peace, it is against you, it beats violently, like crying, like excitement, what is wrong with it......
Her heart hurt violently, as if she had lost something very important, the traces of her departure, it must be found, will she feel at ease?
I threw the information on the table a little annoyed, walked out, watched the raindrops falling on the railing, tried to calm my heart, I closed my eyes, and the figure of the girl was shaking in front of me, her long eyelashes were full of sadness, you want to protect her, when such a sentence flashed in my mind, I was startled, who was talking, and the silence around me was terrifying.
Oh my God, I was really, I patted my forehead, and I looked depressed...... I looked at the dark clouds floating in the sky, gray, as if my mood at this time, I wanted to put a clear blue sky, at that time at least the sky was blue, the earth was green, and the heart was quiet, without any ripples, and she appeared, shaking my heart ripples, half a life of regret.