Chapter 2—Diary
Weather rain Wednesday, March 27, 2007
Today, I was on the balcony, I saw a girl running hard in the rain, the rain wet her face, she had slightly curly eyelashes, and her bright pupils flashed with injuries that I never could read, I don't know why, my heart would be a little distressed, my heart seemed to be out of rhythm.
There has never been any girl who will cause me a little bit of distress, only her, is she a catastrophe that I can't escape?
I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity with her, as if she has left a lot of traces in my heart that I can't let go, what happened to me, who is she? Why does my heart seem to be out of control, is this the sequelae after changing my heart? Impossible, the doctor said at the beginning, this heart quickly adapted to the changes in the body, the doctor said, I am no different from a normal person now, can it be said that she has a comfortable relationship with the person who devotes this heart? Who is the owner of this heart? Why do I have such a violent joy when I see her, and even have an indescribable longing for her?
When she fell into my arms, I actually had the illusion that she was mine and could only be mine.
When she walked into my classroom, her hand touched the side of my face, and my heart felt like I knew her, and I actually felt at ease, what the hell is going on, who can tell me what the hell is going on?
Why is my heart not under my control?
She looked at me, why is there a faint pain, she is not like other girls, when she looks at me, she is adored and fanatical in the middle, in her eyes, I see a heart-rending pain, and when I see her, there is an illusion in my heart as if she is in a different world, what does she have to do with me? I have never seen her, but why does my heart seem to be touched by her?
Is this love? Is it the taste of love? I looked at her from afar, approaching and far, and I didn't know what it felt.
In the end, there is something magical about her, which makes me stop at her and take my eyes off it.
There must be a reason.
Shangguan Yang
The world of two people, separated by mountains, across the sea, separated by too many unknown distances, the future is unpredictable for us, if it is true love, across thousands of mountains and rivers, he will still return to me, and we will always meet, accidentally meet, gorgeous encounters, touch the string in my heart.
Situ Zi sighed and picked up the pen, the pen moved up and down the paper, and the side of the boy kept shaking in front of him, and he and his handsome face kept overlapping.
Wednesday, 27 March 2007
It seems to rain a lot in March, and in the day and night, the flowers are always carrying the rain and the fragrance is there
, Flowers are particularly fragile in the rain, vulnerable, petals are like my love, silently blooming, there is no difference between thinking of you, in the night, in the day, in every trance, loving you is the happiness of my life, but I can't go with you, I want to be an angel and be by your side, even if this life is no longer reincarnated.
Living well is the only wish I can fulfill you, and it is the best proof that I love you.
Thinking of you, is a habit I can't quit, your little by little, like a demon, silently thinking of you, every wisp of flowers, turned into your shadow, lingering in my heart, what makes me obsessively love you like a treasure, love, love, but can you hear my thoughts?
Heng, I thought I wouldn't shed tears for you anymore, and I wouldn't remember you again, until I met the person with a side face similar to you, and my heart hurt irrepressibly, Heng, can you give me a reason not to remember you anymore, can you give me three minutes, after three minutes I will put you in the most corner of my heart, no longer think of your love, no longer think of your good, no longer cry for you, I promised you, I will be fine, I will be fine.
Heng, how can I forget you, the time is still so long, without your company, my life is like a pool of stagnant water, no longer smiling, no longer crying, I don't want to walk in the lively streets where people come and go, I'm afraid that I can't find you when I turn around, that kind of loss, how uncomfortable.
I miss you, I think I'm so tired, but I always can't help but miss, Heng, I'll be fine, without you, I don't know how to get through, without you, how can I learn to live well?
Can I no longer be strong alone, can I use my life to exchange you back, even if I use most of my life to see you again, I am willing! Heng, I miss you so much, I miss your warm smile, I miss your domineering and gentle, I miss your silent romance, I miss you, it is the most beautiful thing in the world, I hope that at the next turn, you will suddenly jump out and say, girl, I am here, why are you crying, fool, I will not leave you alone, never, so you can't find me, it doesn't matter, because you can't find me, I'll go to you, no matter where you are, I'll find you, because you've always been on my heart.
Because I am watching you right behind you, you will never be alone, because I am always in your heart.
Heng's girl
The clouds on the horizon kept changing in the air, the breeze swept across her face, drying her tears, the sunset was a rosy red in the sky, her heart was filled with pain, she wanted to know, how to forget each other, after all, time is still so long, the shadow of time will pull her memory far, far away......
Wednesday, March 27, 2004 The weather was fine
That stupid girl, what is the way to make my eyes stop stopping at her, knowing that I like to eat "Eight Immortals Across the Sea", so I ran to learn, obviously it was hot, and lied to me, this is a great achievement of helping Yan get a gift, walking without looking at the road and falling, how can she not even panic, the hand that fell is red and swollen, and her hand is blistered one after another, I am sometimes an idiot in life, but my eyes are not blind, how can I not tell the difference between hot and falling? Well, I had to pretend to believe her, only then would I not be able to see her smile happily, and I just didn't want her to be sad.
This stupid girl, sometimes it always makes people cry and laugh, she is always insecure, and always asks stupidly, do I like her?
I don't like her, will I go to her house? I don't like her, I will cry with her, laugh with her, and go crazy with her. Don't like her, will you remember every birthday, every anniversary?
I'm really glad to have her, as long as she's always silly by my side, she'll be as happy as a child.
Maybe she's a little stupid, maybe she's a little stupid, sometimes she gets into unnecessary trouble, sometimes she's careless, I just like her, what? It's this mood of wanting to be with her, it's this mood, I feel very happy, and she's the first person to bring me this mood.
If I could, I would like to protect her for the rest of my life and protect her sweet smile.
The corners of her mouth are raised, a little naughty, a little stubborn, what she thinks is right, she will not look back, and what she thinks is wrong, she repeats it over and over again, did I do it wrong? How is it possible?
Every bit about her, I want to be engraved in my mind, I want to be like this, by her side, watching her well, every minute and every second of her life, I want to spend it with her.
With her by my side, for some reason, I will sleep peacefully and feel at ease, maybe this is love! No matter how angry I am, as long as she has an aggrieved look, my anger will disappear inexplicably.
Admittedly, I hate that other boys take advantage of her innocence to deliberately approach her, not even Yan, especially when I see her intimate with Yan, I always feel annoyed.
Yan said that my possessiveness is too strong, so one day, Xiaozi and I will hurt each other, I don't care, she is mine, no one wants to take her away by my side, only I am her only one, she is mine, and she can only be me, and others can never take her away by my side.
The girl's constant
Yan Heshang Heng's diary, on the other side of the world, he looked at the phoenix flower outside the door, a little melancholy, and I don't know if that person is doing well?
Will she still love him to this day?
Can I enter her world instead of you? Is her world still so simple? so simple that just one Li Heng can fill her heart.
Brother, is you the only one who can walk out and walk into her heart, is it not you the only one who makes her want to rely on, how can you ask me to love her instead of you?
The slow sound of the piano flowed through the empty room............
It's time to go back, go back to see her, go back to see the trajectory of your love, go back to spend the days without you with her, I don't expect her to love me, but I hope to replace you and make her feel better.
She doesn't know that I'm still thinking about her, and I don't know, in fact, I don't love her less than you, and I don't know if she will miss me, Xiaozi, send you a surprise, will you be happy? Or, if I go back, it will cause you trouble? But no matter what, I still want to hear you say, Yan, in fact, I loved you a long time ago. Will you repel it?
Will you push me away and push me into a world without you, I think you will definitely like him, because when you think of him, I am thinking about you, Xiaozi, I will definitely be able to replace him to love you well.
The aurora on the horizon flashed, and the memory of the past, under the flickering aurora on the horizon, slowly opened its curtain, and the story was not over, on the contrary, it had just begun......