"Did you have fun today?" Yan Xiaoxiao's silence made Jin Guangyan crazy, and his heart was extremely sour as much as possible, but he still maintained a calm tone.

Wasn't he still angry just now? Yan Xiaoxiao didn't know why, but still nodded lightly.

He didn't want to be angry and didn't want to attack her, but the pent-up anger rushed to the top of his head, and he was a little speechless: "That's right, climbing the mountain with someone is not climbing." When I'm sorry for breaking my promise, I'm afraid you can't wait to call other men, right? Also, the most important thing around you Yan Xiaoxiao is men, right?"

She misunderstood him, he felt guilty instead of not caring, Yan Xiaoxiao originally wanted to explain her inexplicable mood to Jin Guangyan this morning, but Jin Guangyan's next words made her face more and more pale. Hehe, too, she just appeared in his world as an underground lover, how could she expect him to have a good impression of her? Yan Xiaoxiao's black eyes were filled with a thick mist, and her voice was as cold as water: "Jin Guangyan, don't you feel that your identity has been lowered when you are entangled with a woman like me who is circling around in the pile of men?"

He didn't mean that, Jin Guangyan frowned in pain.

"Jin Guangyan, I don't know what you want, but I really don't want to continue to consume with you. Yan Xiaoxiao said disheartenedly.

"You, you, what do you mean?" Jin Guangyan only felt flustered.

"I don't know why you asked me to come back to you, but it's clear that we don't get along. We are not suitable for each other, so why torture each other like this? You take your sunny path, I cross my one-plank bridge, I think our lives will be a lot easier. Yan Xiaoxiao, who was originally negative, said that she also had a little real grievance, yes, she has to live in fear now, isn't it because she knows that she shouldn't continue this unseemly relationship, but she is still greedy and refuses to give up?

Jin Guangyan smiled dumbly, "not suitable", "tortured", "easy", is it really his mistake? He just wants to pursue the life he wants, why does his mother and her, the two people he cares about the most, say that they are not suitable? The complicated emotions in his heart are twisted into a rope, is it despair, pain, anger, or helplessness? Perhaps, even he doesn't know it, as if the whole world is distorted. He stared at Yan Xiaoxiao blankly, her beautiful eyes like water grapes were full of tears. He took two steps back in a little panic, was he the culprit? Did he make everyone unhappy? his mother's disappointed eyes, Yan Xiaoxiao's tearful eyes alternately appeared in his mind, and he only felt a splitting headache.

"What's wrong with you, you're not feeling well?" Yan Xiaoxiao couldn't help but ask when he noticed that there seemed to be unbearable pain in his pale face.

How good would it be if it was just that I wasn't feeling well?Jin Guangyan looked at Yan Xiaoxiao a little blankly: "Are you because I'm sad?"

Yan Xiaoxiao was speechless, only silent.

"Should I let you fly?" Jin Guangyan seemed to say to himself.

Yan Xiaoxiao's nerves tensed because of this, it was obviously the breakup she mentioned first, why is there so much fear in her heart now?

"Let me think about it, okay?" Jin Guangyan saw that Yan Xiaoxiao seemed to want to say something, and he stopped excitedly, "Don't force me, okay?"

Jin Guangyan stumbled away, Yan Xiaoxiao curled up on the sofa, and her world returned to darkness. finally knew why she would rather be scared, be spurned by others, and suffer than stay by his side, because without him, she wouldn't even be in pain. He was by her side, and even though she couldn't look forward to imagining the future, at least the present was so real. It's just that now, has her happiness expired? Jin Guangyan, will you come back? He didn't even let her open her mouth just now, did he make up his mind?

Yan Xiaoxiao felt a kind of dazed pain in her heart and the remorse that followed, if she hadn't said those words in a state of emotion before, wouldn't Jin Guangyan have left? At least, she wouldn't have left now, right?

What she didn't know was that Jin Guangyan, who was sitting in the office at the moment, was also remorseful in her heart. Obviously, he just wants to maintain this hard-won relationship, why did he provoke the war in the first place? He can blame this on his mother's reproach today, or Brother Jiang Yue, who Yan Xiaoxiao cares about so much, but he knows that it was Yan Xiaoxiao who really defeated him. He had no way of being sure if she really loved him, so he didn't dare to ask if Jiang Yue was happier when she accompanied her to climb the mountain? Not only was he not irreplaceable to her, but he was not the person she longed for the most, this fact was too cruel for him to accept at all. So, he would rather choose to escape. But how could he, scorched by the flames of jealousy, pretend to be indifferent?

It's just Yan Xiaoxiao, can you not mention breaking up because I made an unintentional mistake? It's so easy for you to break up, do you know how much I'm afraid of those two words? You say that we are not suitable for each other, we torture each other, it seems that all I give you is pain. In order to protect this relationship, I did not hesitate to go against my mother's will, but in the end, such wholehearted love can be simply boiled down to the word "torture". However, I was reluctant. I'd rather be burdened with pain and guilt than I want to continue to love, am I wrong to do so?

Jin Guangyan's mother's disappointed eyes appeared in front of him, and his mother's indifferent words echoed in his ears: "If you really don't want to marry Jiang Xiaoxiao so much, I won't embarrass you." But if you have any thoughts about the little fox spirit of the Yan family, I advise you to die of this heart as soon as possible. As long as I live, I will never allow such a ridiculous thing to happen. ”

Not allowed, ridiculous, Jin Guangyan actually wanted to laugh at that time, he felt that he was indeed crazy. Obviously, it was just a heart-wrenching pain, why did he have the urge to laugh? In fact, he just didn't understand, if he was not allowed or ridiculous to stop things from happening, how could he fall in love with Yan Xiaoxiao? From the moment he approached her or even earlier, when he secretly investigated her, didn't he understand that she was a taboo? He reminded himself of this countless times, but in the end he only watched himself sink weakly.

At the beginning, although he inflicted pain on her in the name of revenge, didn't he actually want to remind himself and warn himself not to fall into the abyss? In the final analysis, his intensification was just to prove that he was not in love with this girl who should not be loved, and that he was escaping the deepest thoughts and surging inexplicable feelings in his heart.