Looking at the few roommates in the dormitory, his mind became clearer and clearer, and he lay down again.

Hurt, hurt, die, what's so terrible?

"Is it really okay?" Li Hong looked at him, confirming repeatedly.

"It's okay, it's just that I'm a little dizzy after drinking a little wine, you guys play first. Lu Tao, who was lying down, said again.

The sound of roommates playing poker came from the lower bunk, and Lu Tao closed his eyes slightly and began to accept the fact of rebirth.

Come to think of it, I'm really not human.

I don't know what happened to my parents?

Although my wife has no feelings on her side, and if she leaves, she will leave, but what about her parents? My parents are still there, and I have raised myself with hard work, and my 60-year-old father should have started to support my old age, and I am still working outside all day to help me reduce my burden?

He sighed softly.

Who is to blame? Blame her for not persisting in the first place? Blame her parents for their snobbery?

No.

If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself for not being capable.

But what can I do? I was just studying at the time, so what could I do to earn money?

Verbal promises, even if they are themselves, I am afraid that they will be insecure.

Relying on tutoring and working in a shop during winter and summer vacations? That's only a lot of money, and it's not even enough to give her a necklace.

I still remember that the moment she said she broke up, she cried so sadly on the other end of the phone, and she just repeatedly asked her to believe that she could find a good job after graduation.

I also remember that for three years after the breakup, she would often enter her QQ space, silently reading her logs and dynamics without saying a word.

I remember that she broke up with her family after graduation, went to work alone on the coast, and left a message for her QQ when she was lonely.

There was also a conversation after the two of them got married.

"I'm married, you know, I've been waiting for you to come to me for so many years, but why are you so ruthless. ”

This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

Yes, he had broken up at that time, he was sinking, he was falling, and the resentment that he hid deep in his heart for not insisting on her at the beginning made him ruthless and not reply.

Think about how disappointed she should have been and how lonely she should have been at that time.

Isn't all of this self-inflicted?

The lights in the dormitory went out, and the sound of Suo Suo going to bed rang out.

Lu Tao opened his eyes and looked at the dark above, but the look in his eyes was getting brighter and brighter.

In her previous life, she was incapable, and the uncertain future of the two and her own machismo made her give up on herself.

But now he was born again.

Perhaps, it is really God's arrangement.

For the sake of her parents, for the sake of her who has always regretted it in her heart, and for herself, she should make changes.

After drinking, Lu Tao, who would have been dizzy, was exceptionally clear this time.

He thought about it a lot, and the experiences of his past life surfaced in his mind, and those painful memories were completely dissipating with the arrival of the early morning.

I haven't broken up yet, but I still have a chance.

This time, I won't give up no matter what.

The weather has cooled down in October, and snow has started to fall in some places. At six o'clock in the morning, Lu Tao, who had only slept for two or three hours, got up directly from the bed.

In his previous life, he would never have gotten up so early.

How warm it is in the bed, what do you do when you get up so early? What is the use of fighting? For whom are you working hard?

Since he wants to make changes, he always demands himself, it's not that he can't do it, but because the unforgettable lovelorn completely hit him, it led to a few years of chaos and collapse.

Li Hong, who was on the lower bunk, was lying flat, with the quilt covering most of his face covered with pimples, and he was sleeping soundly.

Hearing the sound of Lu Tao getting out of bed, he ripped the quilt open and revealed his mouth, and asked in a daze: "Lu Tao, what are you doing when you get up so early?"

"Go to class, I'll take a seat for you. He said.

To change, let's start with living habits, even if the theoretical knowledge in the textbook is not very useful for future work practice.

"You're stupid. Rubbing his worried eyes, Li Hong replied directly.

"I don't know if it's a National Day in the past few days, drink some wine and get up early in the morning. ”

"Uh......" Lu Tao was directly stunned.

Just thinking about changing it, I just forgot about it. But after thinking about it, they are already up, so they can't climb back into bed and go to sleep.

With a washbasin and a crackling toothpaste, toothbrush, and cup, and a towel around his neck, he walked straight to the water room.

The water room is all cold water, and there is no water heater, at this time, when I go to college, the school has a special boiler room, and the hot water is supplied in the morning and evening.

The cold water touched the skin of his face, and he couldn't help but feel a thrill, and the fact of rebirth was once again confirmed.

When I returned to the dormitory again, several roommates were still asleep, and the National Day was 7 days, so I couldn't stay like this all day, I had to find a way to earn money.

still remembers that Peng Ying broke up with herself in April, she studied in a junior college, graduated a year earlier than herself, counting the days, it was only one semester before she graduated.

As soon as he thought of the opportunity, Lu Tao's heart was a little excited, full of confidence and full of motivation.

What is the first step?

Of course, it is necessary to make a plan first, what to do, how to do it, without a plan, it is like a headless fly, a hammer in the east and a stick in the west will not work.

Yes, make a plan.

I pulled out a notebook from the shelf, and I didn't remember if it was my own, so I took my pen and ran straight to the library.

As soon as I walked out of the dormitory, I remembered that I had to bring my card to the library, so I turned back again.

"I said Lu Tao, what are you doing this morning, dingdingdong. “

looked at Rong Chao with some apologies, and Lu Tao replied directly: "I'm looking for a library card." ”

"In the drawer, what kind of nerves, a good National Day, I have to go to the library. After muttering two sentences, Rong Chao continued to sleep.

When I arrived at the library, before the opening time of 8 o'clock, I saw that there were already a lot of people standing outside, mostly girls, and I thought they were all students who took advantage of the holiday to go to the library.

Lu Tao couldn't help but secretly say: This person and people, really, I'm not afraid that others are smarter than you, but I'm afraid that others are smarter than you and work harder than you. For his decadence and depravity in his previous life, he felt even more ashamed and ashamed.

As soon as Bu entered the museum, he went straight to the third floor.

When it comes to making money, what is the first thing that Lu Tao thinks of when he is reborn?

The first thing that comes to mind is to buy lottery tickets, after all, a few dollars of lottery tickets, if you are lucky, you can win tens of millions. But as soon as this idea came out, he rejected it directly, because he didn't believe in this thing at all in his previous life. Whether it's sports lottery or fucai,He has never bought it,Not to mention those numbers,If you can remember it, it's a fart?

The second thing that comes to mind is to engage in housing and the Internet, the house is not to think about it for the time being, and the capital investment is not what I give now, so the real estate speculation is directly vetoed, and the result is the Internet.

The third floor of the library is where books on computers are stored.