A long time ago, this was like this, it was so powerful, it was so good, why? Why can't it be like this, you and I are fine, tell me, what can I do with you?

That day, like today, it was raining, she remembered, Heng was practicing the piano in the tea garden, she suddenly remembered that Li Heng forgot to bring an umbrella, she didn't have time to change out of the wet clothes, hurriedly went to the tea garden to find Heng, just ran out of the door and was frizzy and knocked someone to the ground, that person's temper was really bad! Is it quite bad? She didn't have time to apologize, she was still thinking that Li Heng would be drenched, what should I do?

The person who was knocked down by her had already gotten up and scolded: "Who walks without eyes, if you are short-sighted, go to a pair of glasses, if you are blind, go to the disability hospital to see, why harm people here!" I said, this young lady, if you want to use this method to get my attention, it is better to hang a rope directly on the beam, maybe one day when I am in a good mood, I will accidentally glance at it......" I was inexplicably sprayed by a neuropath.

If you want to blame, blame it, at that time, she was in a hurry to pick up Li Heng, pushed him away with her backhand, didn't look at him, and directly scolded him: " I'm sorry, I can't hear what you're saying, if narcissism is a disease, I think you're terminally ill, I suggest you hurry up and find a doctor to see if it will be better, now, I have something urgent, I want to go out to find someone, if you are killed by me, go back and call your family to inform me, I will seriously knock a few heads to admit your mistakes, and send you a few paper beauties, you boys don't like the harem very much, I will open two harems for you, you don't have to be grateful to me, I have always been generous, too lazy to care about you. ”

As she spoke, she left without looking back, Li Yan was stunned by her words, staring at her back, stunned for a long time, who is this......

Maybe it was fate that at the beginning, her desperate departure would lead to their later bitter consequences?

Li Yan never knew that Situ Zi had gambled all of her to go to that fruitless love, which only belonged to her happy journey, and she didn't look back, so she was destined to be a shadow behind her, and she gave him a faint light, and she was moved by it. She looked at the one who cried for her, laughed for her, danced for her, and bloomed for her with an incomparable light, how could she not fall in love with it.

She looked up at the almost heavenly boy in front of her, what kind of world would it be in his heart, I didn't know it with my heart, and I didn't dare to understand it? Or maybe she was afraid to know the answer, after all, he was his most precious treasure, and she could only stare at it, watch it from afar, she didn't dare, she didn't want to, and she didn't want to embarrass him.

Her pen began to swim on the paper, and the young man on the paper, who was as bright as spring, smiled slightly on his lips, and wrinkled the pool of spring water, so he jumped on the paper, and his eyes were as fine as glass, as if telling the full thoughts of her.

Her tears were dropping by drop, piercing the sunlight in the sky, there was such a pair of hands to wipe away her tears, familiar and accustomed, the temperature of the hand was not him, not him, and so he was so quiet that it made her feel distressed, Yan, Yan, why do you bother, I'm not worth it, I really don't deserve it for you to treat me like this, I'm just a passerby of you, there are better people than me waiting for you in front of me.

His delicacy caught her eyes, she couldn't take her eyes off, the corners of his warm lips still had that evil smile, his dark eyes reflected her small shadow, she couldn't see what kind of mood was hidden under his eyes, and she clearly felt the taste of memory, which made her nostalgic.

"If you think of him and want to find a hug to cry well, I don't mind lending you my embrace, Situ Zi, I don't know if I can love you in his place?"

She shook her head and said, "Yan, you are you, he is him, how can you replace him, I know very well, you two, no matter how similar you are." ”

"So, tell me, what about Shangguan Yang? What is that Shangguan Yang? Don't tell me, you don't think of him as him, even I can see that he has my brother's breath so clearly imprinted on his body, that similar outline, for a moment, I thought my brother was back, let alone you? Don't say you don't care, my poor little Zi, how can you torture yourself like this, do you know, I will be distressed. He stroked her face with some regret, his heart was warm, as long as she was by her side, Li Yan, haven't you always looked forward to it?

"Xiao Zi, you are really ruthless, obviously, I am more like a brother than him, you would rather choose him than me, na, my heart is about to be unbearable, you tell me, am I not as good as a finger in your heart? ”

"My Yan, I have no way back, my retreat is blocked, we can't go back to the old days, you don't know, no matter how hard I try, every time I turn around, obviously he smiled and talked to me one second ago, and the next second, as soon as I approached, he was gone, you don't know, how much courage I used to face the fact that he was no longer there, you ran back and said to me, you are here, you have always been by my side, have been reminding me of the fact that he has come to my life, I am so lost, what do you say I can do, what can I doHis beautiful face, that stroke by stroke is his unspeakable injury, she endured tears for a long time, endured tears for a long time, at the moment when he came back, she was like finding a home, put in all her hearts, just because you are there.

Yan, only in front of you, and only in front of you, I am the truest self, in fact, I am not as strong as I imagined, after acting for a long time, I can't tell how much of my laughter is true and how much is false, only in front of you, I can be myself.

The cry attracted the eyes of all the people, and they all looked at the girl, curious, mocking, indifferent, without it, because she could cry at will in the arms of that picturesque young man, it was enough to make everyone jealous and mad, for whatever reason.

He coldly swept those unkind eyes, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, the light in his eyes was like the ice of the North Pole, cold and almost ruthless as an iceberg, no one could melt, only the woman who was crying wantonly.

All of them gasped outside his barometric circle and looked away with an excuse to flee from their range......

There was a knocking sound outside the window, she looked out the window, only to see the head teacher smiling slightly, signaling her to be Li Yan, she was a little embarrassed to pull the corner of Li Yan's clothes, pointing out the window, he glanced at her, walked out of the classroom, she looked at his departing figure, obviously left, why did he come back, just make me feel guilty for a lifetime, okay?

The sky that has rained is drenched and cold, just like that year, her dead heart, she didn't feel any temperature, Heng, tell me, what identity should I use to face Yan, knowing that what he believes will not change, what can I do to replace you to love Yan, you said that Yan is the person you owe all your life, and he is a debt that you can't pay off in your life, so I'll help you pay him back and give him back, okay? Will you agree? You will probably be angry!

And he's so stubborn, will he accept it? No, he's such a proud person, he doesn't need others to pity him, he doesn't need others to sympathize, and if one day, how are we going to go on, I'm a bad woman? Am I right?

Heng, you always say that Yan is dangerous, I know it, but you never knew that he was in my heart, his heart, like crystal transparent, bright and shining, in fact, you also know, right, he has the most beautiful heart in the world, it is because I know him like this, so I know more clearly that you and him are different, even if you have the most similar appearance in the world, I know that you are different from him.

She was losing her consciousness when a scream startled her......

There was a commotion at the door, all the girls ran downstairs, and in an instant, the whole classroom was empty, and she stopped a boy casually: "What's going on outside?"

"Li Yan, Li Yan...... It's so beautiful, it's so beautiful, I'm going to bend, squad leader, I seem to be in love with him, mom, am I a pervert, am I a fucking pervert? Tell me, am I a pervert?" He was in a state of madness, so he was taken aback, slapped his backhand on his face, and said viciously: "What nonsense are you talking about, calm me down, you're a straight man, you're a straight man, I'm fucking sick, what's going on?"

The boy was woken up by her slap: "Squad leader, look, look, Li Yan is in the cherry blossom forest, the cherry blossom forest." ”

She rushed downstairs, what did this guy want to do, what happened, ah, she's going crazy, is he going crazy too?......

The fluttering petals swirled down on his head, the butterflies flew lightly around him, the leaves were gently bitten between his lips, the leaves that could not speak turned into a moving melody between his lips, the beautiful melody came out of the leaves between his lips, the romantic melody exploded in everyone's ears, crazy, really crazy, can he be a little self-aware, that damn face, ah, ah, really want to hide him......

Everyone's eyes stopped at his delicate eyebrows, like the embodiment of beauty like a fairy, obviously a boy, but to use beauty to describe, just use it on him, everyone feels inexplicably appropriate, he is like a white cloud in the sky, obviously close in front of him, tentacles can reach, but it seems to be far away in the sky, can not touch his beauty, afraid that a touch, it will alarm the beautiful person like a painting, a shake of the spirit, a breath, a breeze, he will return to the sky, the fairy-like person, what to do if you lose it? What should I do if I lose it?

She couldn't take her eyes off anymore, the memory slowly woke up from the depths of her heart, from a deep sleep, she sighed deeply, closed her eyes, and didn't dare to look at him again, afraid that in that moment, her heart would sink here, and she couldn't turn back......

"O man whom God has given me

Where is your heart?

I'm helping you find it

But you said it wasn't necessary

I'm looking for you

But you said you didn't have to

Tell me

What should I do?

You're not going to keep me out."

This damn melody, this damn person, this damn note, all those years, in the time she spent with Li Heng, that boy branded her not only unfathomable scars, but also natural brain reactions that became habits.

There are only two of us in the whole world, in the forest, he approached me step by step with a handsome smile, I turned and ran away, leaving him alone in the forest quietly lost, desperate, struggling, he was indifferent, he wanted to call my name, obviously it was in his throat, there was no voice, watching me disappear in front of his eyes, he could only endure the words, over and over again in his heart I love you, I love you, he wants to help me, to find the me in memory, to accompany me, to find the lost in time only my original smile, Yan, I understand, but, what should I doI can't hurt you anymore.

She couldn't take her eyes off him anymore, Heng was right, he was dangerous, no matter who met him, he would also sink, really, I admit defeat, okay?

The sports car drove away

How willing to treat you as a friend

I wanted to speak

Unable to raise his head after opening

It's a nice day

It should have been worth your cruise

That kind of second-class ambiguity was also beautiful

Why let the tears flow in vain and turn into filthy rust

Hug each other, but love can't be known

I can't do it

If you want to vomit after being hugged by alms

I want to think but cherish the friendliness strangeness to escape and fall

If you are alert, treat me too well

May there still be mercy on the road

If my heart is as pure as snow

Can you innocently hug old friends?

Never hurt

Waiting for you from the beginning

Don't be completely unconnected

Tenderness is in my heart

Compassion is in your hands

Exchange love for friendship

The sky is starting to be cloudy

False happiness carries me back

Is that all there is to it?

When we are at our happiest

There is no desire to become a lifelong comrade-in-arms in the downtown night tour. ——Joey Yung "Hug"

"Li Yan, don't make trouble, let's go, I'm sorry, he's so nonsense, everyone, borrow it, borrow it. Situ Zi couldn't bear to hurt him anymore, crossed the crowd and took his hand, and said in a softened tone: "Class is about to start, don't mess around here." ”

She pulled him and walked away from everyone, what was the result, she couldn't control it, and it had nothing to do with her, that person would definitely not let her go when he saw this scene, if it was for this reason, he would have broken off his thoughts about himself, wouldn't it be great? It was a mistake for them to meet at the beginning, it was their own fault, and they shouldn't treat him as someone else's substitute, in the end, it was their own fault, wasn't it?

Anyway, I'm not a good girl, so why not be a good result?

Now that Yan is back, that person is about to appear......

What she wants is nothing more than Yan, if she can protect Li Yan like this, if she hurts herself in exchange for Yan's freedom, isn't this a good thing, if she really can, dying in her hands, and being with Heng from now on, is not a bad thing, isn't it?

From the time she intervened in their world, she didn't intend to let her go, so, she lost Heng, this time, she didn't plan to lose Yan again, since Yan came back to her, then this story that could have ended, starting over, there is nothing bad about starting over, Yan, I will protect you, absolutely.