Chapter 52 - In and out of the play
The person who hurts me, I ask for it, the person who hates me, I complain about it, what is the opponent playing, don't think that there is only one Shangguan Yang around you, I will also prove to prove that I am the one who walks side by side with you
From birth, I was hidden behind the sun, I could only follow her half a step away, she was a daughter, and I was just a plaything she adopted on a whim, I was like a dog with her, standing quietly in the distance, watching her laugh, watching her cry, growing up with her, slowly forgetting that I was also growing up day by day......
"Hey, clown, you will be my person from now on, and you can only be mine. "Pride is like the morning glow on the horizon, slowly dilating in my pupils.
Li Yan, since I was a child, I have been like the person you are acting like now, except in this virtual world, you will give me a little bit of temperature, and false temperature, I am actually obsessed, since when, I have been by your side, ten years old, eleven years old, twelve years old, or thirteen years old, or now twenty-three years old, you are really ruthless, people often say that water drops wear stones, but you have never given me a little hope of the noble and elegant me, alone in front of you, I can't form an army, you in the play are like me, chasing me, you in front of you, like a miniature version of me, looking at you as if looking at that pathetic selfใ
"Slap" a slap fell on Li Yan's face, the ugly face in the original play was even more hideous under the light, he was slightly confused, the script did not have this episode, the director gasped, and just wanted to shout to stop, Shangguan Yang raised his hand to stop them, signaling them to continue.
The stunned eyes behind the mask, her heart trembled, that was she had never seen emotions, Li Yan always looked cold in the past, he had other emotions like this, how long had he not seen him, on that day, the day Li Heng died, she never saw it again.
At this minute, she wanted to follow the script again, she leaned down, bent down in a daze, and kissed his ugly face, with a smile on her face, but a little more sarcastic: "Ugly monster, how long will you walk with me, one day, one month, one year, or ten years, let me tell you, Miss Ben is noble, how can you climb high." Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and Li Yan sighed softly: "I'm sorry, it's all the villain's fault, Miss Gaopan, so, Miss, please take care of yourself in the future, the villain will leave Miss's side today, thank you Miss for saving your life." โ
She passed through the heavy crowd, clenched her right hand, opened and clenched, released and clenched, and saw Situ Zi from a distance, she quietly wore headphones, a painting of her own, her gaze fell on Li Yan's body unswervingly, it seemed that everything around her had nothing to do with her, she could only see Li Yan, suddenly, she remembered that a long time ago, the two of them had said exactly the same thing to her, she (he) is the world, and my world is only him.
It's really ridiculous, Situ Zi, you keep saying that you love Li Heng, in the end, your sight can only accommodate one Li Yan, no matter how clever you are, you can't deceive your body.
Why, you, a half-hearted person, once took away all his sight, and I, from beginning to end, only love him one, I only want him alone, and only ask him to be alone, he is ruthless to me after all, I lost, completely lost, it turns out that in the world of love, there is nothing fair or unfair, your hearts can only fit each other, others can't integrate into your world after all, and in the end, in your eyes, I am just a clown.
Li Yan, do I hate you? I think most of them hate you, and even more are unwilling.
"Hmph, you little slave, you are a little self-aware, Miss Ben doesn't care about you, you have my favor, and you will be with me for a long time, okay?" She stretched out her hand a little tremblingly, holding Li Yan's and, before, she didn't dare to think about holding Li Yan's hand in reality, because his temperature was always terrifyingly cold, her hand was always warm, she wanted to give him warmth, but she was afraid of stretching out her hand and was reluctant to let go.
Li Yan was slightly stunned, Lin Yidie was too deep into the play, he wanted to laugh a little, she finally understood, life is like a play, and drama is like life? Therefore, he has never been in the play, and he has played the role in the play, but once he leaves the play, he is still him, and the play is still the play after all.
He simply melted his smile into the sunshine, he was an angel, and now, the woman in front of him is the devil who pushed him into the abyss step by step, he is not Li Heng, not all injuries can leave with the end of life, he is a living person, it is because he is alive, so he thinks about protecting the world he wants to protect.
"The villain thanks Miss for saving her, the villain already has a long-term companion, I hope Miss will be fulfilled. โ
"Smack. She closed her eyes, slapped her face hard, burst into tears, she was extremely poor all her life, and she couldn't get you in the end, you, so ruthless.
"OK, very good, Miss Lin, you acted so well that I wanted to slap those ugly monsters in the face. โ
"Ahem, ahem...... Director: I don't think you want to live anymore. Sun Weifeng hurriedly stepped forward to signal to the director, and the director looked at Shangguan Yang's face as black as the bottom of a pot, Mom, I want to go home.
She looked at Shangguan Yang's iron-green face and said: "Don't feel distressed, I beat him is also needed by the plot, as for me to change the script, I already told Li Yan last night, he didn't tell you, I can't help it, if I tell you, you must not agree, his face is so valuable, how can you be willing to let him be beaten." Shangguan Yang looked at Li Yan with a little displeasure, Li Yan curled the corners of his lips and said, "Okay, you see that you are not happy now, I know that you will be unhappy, so I won't say it." โ
Shangguan Yang reached the language at the corner of his mouth, and in Li Yan's indifferent tone, he turned around and swallowed it back, the director looked at the two of them, are those scandals true, the boy in front of him is really captive, so Shangguan Yang's taste is really peculiar, speaking of which, this Miss Lin, that vision is also wonderful!
He was suddenly a little depressed, who said that this is the time to look at the face, you look at Li Yan, if you don't move, you will become a winner in life, next time who dares to say that this is a time to look at the face, Lao Tzu will cover him to death.
She looked at Lin Yidie's stupid gaze from afar, her heart moved slightly, and in the end she still sat there without saying a word.
"Take it, put it on your face, it will be troublesome if it swells up for a while, I said Lin Yidie, are you trying too hard, as an old actor, don't tell me, you don't know what it means to borrow. Shangguan Yang frowned unhappily and said.
"I just want to beat him up all of a sudden, what's the matter? I've filmed so many scenes with him, Shangguan Yang, don't say he didn't slap me, I just want to pay him back now, why, I started to feel sorry for him so quickly, so how can I play the next scene?" She didn't even bother to raise her eyes, her heart was so upset.
"Lin Yidie, don't challenge my bottom line, you know very well what the reason why you were chosen as the heroine over the years, don't force me to change you. โ
"If you have the ability, change it, do you think that in this circle, you can really protect Li Yan alone? Do you think that no one has seen Li Yan's true face until now, and you are the one who protects you alone, don't overestimate yourself, let me tell you, I love him no less than you. "Yes, does she really want to hit Li Yan? Or is it herself who she really wants to fan.
"I've never overestimated myself, Lin Yidie, think about it all these years, don't think that I haven't seen your little tricks, and don't think that Yan doesn't know anything. He opened his mouth lightly.
"So what, I said he knew what. She raised her eyes, teary eyes, and questioned him.
Yes, even if he knew, he wouldn't say, ask, or annoy, like an emotionless marionette.
"Why don't you ask him personally. Shangguan Yang's gaze fell on the man who was about to melt into the sun.
"Do you think he will be willing to talk to me? He is only willing to live in the play now, and he does not want to live in reality, I can't do anything but accompany him in the play, I have been playing the woman he hates for several years, but he has never been annoyed, not angry, not hate. Every word and sentence of her fell on Shangguan Yang's heart, and he sighed heavily: "Lin Yidie, there is not only one Li Yan in your world. โ
"What about you, Shangguan Yang, there is more than one Li Yan in your world. Lin Yidie opened her mouth with some mockery.
"My world has never been only Li Yan, the love for him, it's just that he just likes me, don't forget, I'm no different from you, I'm also the heir of a family, unlike you, I'm a qualified heir, so what about you?" Shangguan Yang said calmly.
"I'm wondering, is it lucky or unfortunate that Li Yan met you? Or is it lucky or unfortunate that you met Li Yan?" her gaze fell on Situ Zi's side coincidentally.
Li Yan didn't know when he was sitting next to Situ Zi, the earphones on the other side of her were gently removed, he put them into his ears very naturally, she leaned on his shoulder, they were like no one around, they became a world of their own, no one could blend into them, and they didn't mind what others thought......
"Shangguan Yang, you still have to think about tomorrow, how to suppress this headline, the artists in your hands don't seem to listen to you. She smiled and laughed, wanting to cry, Shangguan Yang knows why I was so anxious last time? Your cash cow, from beginning to end, there is only one weakness, and you are not blind, can't you see it?
Is it wrong for me to hit him? After so many years, I have never received a response from him, what kind of heart can he have to be so ruthless? Can't I have a little bit of hatred for him?
From the beginning to the present, that person has never belonged to me, since he was born, he belongs to Li Heng, I drove away Li Heng, he belongs to Situ Zi, I drove away Situ Zi, he belongs to you Shangguan Yang, and I have always been by his side, I can only look at what I want to have, it has been in the hands of others, and you can't grab it, you can't abandon it, you can't lose it, you can't hurt it.
"Lin Yidie, you are also Li Yan's childhood sweetheart, he went over, he didn't say it, then you, can you tell me?" Lin Yidie was a little stunned, she reflexed: "Why don't you ask him?"
"Do you think I dare to ask?" Before, he had never had too much contact with Lin Yidie, nor had he said too much, after all, in front of Li Yan, this woman was more cautious, like the most precious treasure.
"Are you scared?" she looked up at him in shock, he was silent, acquiescing?
"Did Li Yan find you in the first place, or did you find him yourself?" she asked
"He I was looking for, and he needed me just right. โ
"Because I'm going to deal with him?" she looked at him, a little confused.
"No, he needs a good agent and a good partner. He seemed to be reminiscing about the time when he first entered the Sacred Heart Academy.
"Tell me about your days at the Sacred Heart, the ones I missed. Lin Yidie asked softly.
"As if I'm going to ask about your past with Li Yan, the years I missed. He said dissatisfied
"However, I also want to be a part of the time I missed with you. She looked at him with a smile, as if waiting for him to speak, and he was silent.
"Well, you see, you don't want to talk about it, do you? I feel the same way as you, and I don't want to talk about it, it's just my years with him, and no one else is involved. He was relatively speechless, and they looked at the two of them who were in their own right, and shut their mouths one after another......