Chapter 53 - My Memories Are Reserved for You
"The next scene, Li Yan, Situ Zi, in the ice and snow, the two of you met for the first time, Li Yan was punished by Miss Lin to kneel, you just happened to pass by, you saw it, and saved him casually, Li Yan, from then on, she is your angel of salvation, and then you started a long journey home, many of your first times were taught to you by the girl in front of you, you thought it was her, understand? โ
The white confetti fell from her head one after another, Situ Zi saw the artificial snow for the first time, and she was full of white, Li Yan was in front of her, she seemed to have returned to the white tea garden, the boy sleeping under the tree, shaking in front of her eyes, extremely familiar, and incomparably strange, scene after scene, time is turning back, tears are flashing......
Yan, time, it can't go back, we, life in the world, no matter how bitter we can't grow up in time, grow up, we can't go back to the original time, we promise each other forever, is untouchable, time is a very terrible thing, I want to ask, my favorite Mr. Li, can our commitment still count?
We are most persistent not your brother, who has crossed life and death, came to us, guarded us, the most painful thing is not that I put on a wedding dress for him, the groom is not you, and the most helpless thing is not that we are drifting apart, I don't even have the qualification to reach out, but one day, I am in the many stars, looking up at you, you smile silently, I smile Yan Yan, we look at each other, stagger the time, stagger the eyes, stagger the pace, pretend that you I don't know the appearance, I don't want to live like that, I don't want to break that heart into shape, fall into the dust again and again, can't bloom that delicate flowerใ
What should I do to cross this half-step distance, with you as the circle, with you as the axis, to protect you in my heart, I carefully stretched out my hand, his palm was slightly warm, his palm trembled, I smiled lightly, Na, Li Yan, my heart has been transmitted to your heart? I want to dispel the desolation of your half life, and the rest of your life, can we not be sad.
Her pupils reflected a slightly trembling figure, her eyes could only accommodate him, she approached him step by step, as many years ago, stretched out her hand, and whispered: Na, the ground is cold, you get up first, why are you kneeling here, you tell me in detail, maybe I can help you.
The ugly young man pursed his lips and didn't speak, she shook her palms in front of his eyes again, Li Yan's eyes darkened, the girl in her memory, she pulled the corner of his clothes, she smiled and said: Na, Yan, don't play with the child's temper, the ground is cold, you have to go back to the room to sleep.
My god, my girl is dressed in purple in the torrent of time, and she lives as he wants, and she lives as I want to love.
"Hey, this gentleman, it's not a gentleman's job to keep a girl waiting. Her fingertips stroked the ugly scar, and with a slight pain in her eyes, she smiled and said, "I will not harm you, I will let the person who punished you get her corresponding punishment, get up, look me in the eye, believe me, turn back and I will ask your master to go with you, and will you follow me in the future? Come with me of your own will, okay?" She waited......
He hesitated slightly, stretched out his hand, and put it in the girl's palm, and she held his hand with her backhand: "Is it cold? She lowered her head and smiled, holding his hand tightly, she rubbed it gently, and with the heat, Li Yan quietly lowered her head, staring at her, silent, and there was tenderness in her eyes.
Yan, this is the temperature I gave you, remember? He quietly stared at the woman in front of him with crooked eyebrows, many years ago, she also held her hand, she really thought about a couple for a lifetime, he said in a low voice: "Cold, painful." Tears fell on the back of his hand, and the warm breath burned on his heart, lost, after so many years, I met you, I will still lose to you, and you are the only one in the world, the only tenderness that can affect me.
He took her hand with his backhand: "My master, I finally waited for you." โ
"Card, this paragraph is not bad, Situ Zi, not bad, it's the first time filming, this kind of acting is amazing, Li Yan, are you distracted......" He glanced at Shangguan Yang, Shangguan Yang flew over with an eye knife, the director shuddered, and he fled the scene quickly.
Shangguan Yang walked in front of Li Yan unhurriedly, and asked lightly, "What's wrong with you?" It's just an alumnus, I haven't seen anyone who will make you have such a big emotional swing?"
"Yang, I'm sorry, not next time. Shangguan Yang stroked his back, as if he intended to tease, and the audience gasped, this picture ...... Imagination, is there any?
Situ Zi looked at the two of them and was silent, Yan, is this you? No, this is not you.
This damn ambiguous aura spread, Lin Yidie's smile became more and more brilliant in Situ Zi's more and more ugly face, it hurts, Situ Zi, look at it, this is what you are not looking at, the ghost knows what happened?
Do you know how painful I am every time I see such a picture over the years, it is you, you who insisted on leaving him, and it was you who personally sent Li Yan on this road, the two of them look harmonious, don't they?
Over the years, do you know how long it has taken me to persuade myself to accept the facts in front of me? What about you now, seeing such a scene, what kind of mood do you use to look at this picture?
I don't want to bear the fact that I tell myself, they're just putting on a show, they're just putting on a show, but, the, is this still a show? yes, it's a play, it's a play, isn't it? I'm going crazy to see this kind of drama.
You don't know the way, how much I want to kill Shangguan Yang, but, the more I go to the back, my mind changes, I really want to see you, what kind of expression will you look at when you see this picture, I'm looking forward to it.
It's interesting, isn't it? After all these years of fighting, we ended up in Li Yan's heart, and he was not a person, Situ Zi, how about it? Eating the bitter fruit you planted with your own hands, does it taste good?
I spent more than two years trying to separate them, and in the end, I found out that I had become an assistant, so I would rather my wounds fester, inflame, and tear in front of them, and I would never have wanted to do anything again, I was really afraid that one day I would push him into a hurry, and I would really go to hell, and I didn't want to be that sinner, and I couldn't help but want to be that sinner.
So what about you? What can you do now?
Situ Zi, see clearly, I am a selfish person, only, in front of Li Yan, I admit defeat, I always can't help but fantasize about his desperation, will he be soft-hearted, forgive me, and give me a little love with a little warmth.
"Na, Shangguan Yang, can you stay away from Li Yan, I look a little annoying. Situ Zi frowned, staring at Shangguan Yang, who was inseparable from Li Yan.
"Yes, yes, I also feel goosebumps all over my body when I read it, Mom, this comic reality, Xiao Shou said to Xiao Attack that we are coming out, there is someone who is not interested, saying that you don't deal with it, I have you good-looking. Sun Weifeng was powerless to look at the sky and said such a lethal and powerful language.
"Sun Weifeng, if you don't speak, no one will treat you as a mute. "God, take away this person with an IQ arrears, Situ Zi glared at him, exhausted.
"Girl, I'm just curious, I'd love to see what kind of face is behind that mask, and the whole world is going to fight for him!" he whispered dissatisfied.
"Actually, I want to know what the mood of the two heroines at the scene is, Xiao Shou was coquettish on the spot against Xiao Attack, and whether there were 10,000 grass and mud horses running through in their hearts. The director rolled his eyes and complained inwardly.
"Now, Yang, are you listening to me? His voice was leisurely, with a little melancholy, a little aggrieved, he had an urge to touch his forehead and jump off the building, can you not be so foul, in front of so many people's faces, can you be a little conscious, do you really want to sit on my charges like this? I like you very much, yes, I love you to the core, it's also a fact, but, I still like girls, my tough backstage, can't allow me to mess around, originally I entered this circle, it's already the bottom line of my family, if you mess around like this again, I can't guarantee my righteous father, make me disappear from you, then we really want to be cool, can we play happily.
He coldened his eyes: "I said a few of you, you're very idle, didn't you hear what Yan said? You guys are very noisy, director, I think they're in good spirits, isn't the next scene a fight? You see, a few of them seem to have been beaten with chicken blood, and they don't need to cultivate that emotion, they can start filming directly." He swallowed a sentence unhurriedly, okay, Yan, anyway, you don't mean to cause me trouble once or twice, how to deal with tomorrow's public relations? You are really going to get into trouble, headaches, if you continue like this, you are really spoiled by me.
The director was stunned for a moment, and immediately reacted, the biggest investor spoke, the others are a fart, insiders know that Shangguan Yang only listens to Li Yan's words, and Li Yan, the popular fried chicken, is also single-handedly brought out by him, how many heroines there are, but this male protagonist, no one can be competent.
Li Yan is a lord who appreciates food and eats, who cares about the love and hatred between them, he just needs to give the emperor up.
"Did you two hear it, Situ Zi, Sun Weifeng, he said what about the two of you, I think you two are really in good spirits, let's go ahead and play the next show, Li Yan's back will be re-filmed, if any of you dare to beep again, I will change the heroine." In an instant, Sun Weifeng was silent, he knew the character of Shangguan Yang, and he could do it.
Sun Weifeng, turned around, neither of them spoke, Situ Zi didn't want to give up this opportunity, she just had to stay by his side, it was her who was wrong first, and then she was wrong, she was the one who said she loved Li Yan, and she was the one who said she let go, although her reasons were magnificent, the facts were in front of her, I was sorry that Li Yan was her, she was the one who betrayed Li Yan, and it was her who kept stabbing Li Yan, and she was not qualified to ask Li Yan to turn around and tighten her hand.
Lin Yidie didn't dare to speak out, what did Situ Zi's appearance mean, for Li Yan, what it represented, no one knew better than her, she couldn't get rid of her like before, like Li Heng, she didn't dare, she annoyed Li Yan again, what the result was, she knew too well, now there is one more Shangguan Yang who is entangled with him by his side, a Li Heng has made her live on thin ice before, and now there is one more Shangguan Yang who spoils him, she really can't afford to gamble.
She robbed Li Yan once, but this time, she didn't dare to rob it again, after all, she had hurt him so badly, he didn't hate her, he was already forgiven, not to mention that day, when she saw that person again, the dead person appeared in front of her again, saying that it was false to say that she was not afraid, she looked at the Situ Zi in front of her, and subconsciously took a step back, as if she had seen a ghost, and was inexplicably a little angry.
"What's the matter, Lin Yidie, your face is not good, do you want to continue to shoot down, or do you want to rest. Through the lens, the director felt that something was wrong, although he also wanted to change the heroine, helpless, Miss Lin, he still can't afford to provoke her, she is also the master of a big family, the whole world knows that she entered the entertainment industry to chase Li Yan, but unfortunately, everyone knows that Li Yan is Shangguanyang, this is an open secret, she is not wrong, she just loves the wrong person.
"I'm sorry, director, I asked for a break, I'm tired. She finally opened her mouth, she understood what the people in the circle thought of her, she didn't care, all she wanted was a Li Yan, whatever others said, let him go.
Situ Zi saw the trace of sadness in her eyes, a trace of unbearability crossed her heart, and in a blink of an eye, she calmed down her mood, she was self-inflicted, if it weren't for her, she wouldn't have lost her constant, and she wouldn't be like now, Yan stood in front of her, and couldn't say love.
"Director, I'm hungry, I want to eat, I see Miss Lin is also tired, take a break, our account, one day or two can't be counted, and there will be time in the future. Lin Yidie raised her eyes to look at her and left without saying a word......