Su Ran's sudden appearance startled me, and I looked at her: "Why are you here?"

"This is my home, what is so strange about me here. Su Ran, she said and looked me up and down a few times, "Have you not slept all night, your face is so bad, and the smell on your body is also strong, go take a bath, I'll go down and buy you something to eat." ”

Before I could speak, Su Ran had already run downstairs, her door was open, I paused, pulled out the key to my door, and entered Su Ran's house.

I was a little puzzled, she should have been in Wuchang when Su Ran called me yesterday, why did she suddenly appear here now, and she opened the door just after I came back.

Could it be that she sat by the door and listened to the movement, knowing that when I came back, she came out to meet me?

Or is it just a coincidence?

I sniffed the smell of my clothes, there was a heavy smell of smoke, mixed with the smell of sweat, I didn't feel anything before, but now I feel a little uncomfortable when I come back.

I went into the bathroom, undressed, and showered.

The warm running water rinsed off the stains on my body, smeared shampoo and shower gel from head to toe, and rinsed the water into my mouth, making me feel much more comfortable.

Bathing relieves fatigue.

"I've bought you something to eat, and I'll eat it when you come out of the shower, don't take too long. "Su Ran has already come back and told me outside.

I was almost done, I glanced at the clothes on the hanger, picked them up and smelled them, and put them back in, I had planned to put them on after washing them and change them when I got back to my room.

But now that my body is cleanly washed and comfortable, and I wear these dirty clothes again, I have some disgust, hesitate for a while, and I turned my head to the outside and shouted: "Su Ran, can you go to my room and help me get a set of clean clothes." ”

Su Ran walked to the door of the bathroom and knocked on the door: "Give me the key, I'll get it for you." ”

I opened a crack in the door and handed the key to Su Ran.

After a while, Su Ran came back with the clothes, and when I took them, I found that the pants were on top, and they were above board, and Su Ran didn't shy away from it.

After changing into clean clothes, I suddenly felt much more refreshed.

"Come and eat. Su Ran told me that she bought a lot of things and put them on the coffee table.

I walked over, sat down with her, picked up a bun, and ate it in three or two clicks: "Why don't you eat it?"

I was indeed a little hungry, I hadn't eaten much since yesterday, I was thinking about things all the time, and I didn't feel hungry when I was upset, but after eating a bun, the feeling of hunger came up all of a sudden.

"I've already eaten it, you can eat it. Su Ran looked at me, "Is there something wrong, you weren't at home last night." ”

I took a sip of soy milk, and Su Ran's words made me a little flustered: "You were here last night?"

When she asked me like this, she must have known that I was not at home, so Su Ran should not have been in Wuchang last night, but here.

"I was a little worried about you after I called you, so I drove over, but no one answered when I knocked on your door, I waited for a while, and you still didn't come back, so I moved a stool and sat at the door and waited for you, and then I was a little afraid, so I went into the house and waited in the house against the door. Su Ran said.

I looked at Su Ran, there were red threads in her eyes, and her face was not very good, she said lightly, but I felt that there was a strong concern in these simple words.

I felt a little heartache, and even felt a little embarrassed, Su Ran cared about me so much, but I lied to her: "I'm sorry, I did not come back last night, you knocked on the door and knew that I was not there, why didn't you give me a call and say something? There is no need to wait for me all the time, I am fine." ”

"You said you were sleeping at home, and when I knocked on the door and you weren't there, I knew that you must have something, so I didn't call you, for fear of affecting you. Su Ran said, "I'm relieved to see that you're okay." ”

Su Ran smiled, and she couldn't see that she was angry with me at all.

"You're not angry?" I was a little strange, I lied to Su Ran, and she didn't blame me.

"What's there to be angry about, you have your own things to do, it's understandable that you didn't tell me the truth, why should I be angry. Everyone has their own secrets, they have their own things to deal with, even couples should keep their own privacy, this is a normal thing, I will not be angry. Su Ran really didn't care at all.

I suddenly felt a deep regret, how good it would have been if I had known Su Ran earlier, in that case, I wouldn't hurt Tong Wangjun, nor would I hurt Tang Wan, I wouldn't feel guilty in my heart, and I didn't need to make up for anything, as long as I was dedicated to Su Ran.

It's a pity that people are destined to have a lot of helplessness in life, not to mention that no one can say what will happen in the future.

When I was a child, I wrote about my dream of being a scientist, an astronaut, and even hoping that I could change the education system.

The same is true for emotional matters, I always feel that the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, and at that point, I must have a way to deal with it, but in fact, I don't have the ability to deal with it at all.

"Thank you, Su Ran. I said to Su Ran seriously, I don't know what other words I can use to express my feelings for her besides the word thank you.

"When did you become so polite. Su Ran smiled, "Hurry up and eat, go to sleep after eating, your eyes are swollen." ”

"You too, you sleep for a while, too. I nodded.

I finished eating quickly, and Su Ran bought me a lot of food and put it in the refrigerator. I brought the clothes I changed from the bathroom and was about to go back to my room to sleep, when Su Ran suddenly called out to me: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

I was stunned for a moment, and looked back at her, a little puzzled.

"Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean what I meant when I slept together, I just wanted to talk for a while and not do anything else. Su Ran said.

I hesitated for a while, thinking of Tang Wan and Tong Wangjun's situation, and finally shook my head: "No need, sleep on your own, you rest early." ”

Su Ran seemed a little strange, with a slight shyness on her face and a smile on her face, she paused, as if she didn't expect me to reject her.

I didn't dare look at her look and went out before she could speak.

The door was closed, I glanced back, closed my eyes, and entered my room.

Sitting on the bed, throwing dirty clothes on the floor, silently lighting a cigarette for myself, I turned my head to look at the door and exhaled. I really want to go out and enter Su Ran's house, but I can't, I don't dare, I'm afraid that Su Ran will encounter the same situation as Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan.

Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng came together, Tang Wan may not have children in the future, what happened to the two of them has something to do with me, I don't want Su Ran to encounter such a situation.

I'm really scared.

But just now, Su Ran's eyes and expression kept swaying in front of my eyes, making my heart tug, and it hurt for a while, is it really right for me to deliberately keep a distance from her like this?

I'm not so sure.

Stepping on the cigarette butt, I lay on the bed with my clothes, my body was obviously very tired, but I couldn't sleep, I lay back and forth for nearly half an hour, I finally picked up my mobile phone and sent a message to Su Ran: "Don't think about it, I'm worried that I can't control myself, so I have to come out, I'm already lying down, you go to bed early." ”

"Are you deliberately keeping your distance from me?" Su Ran replied with a message, full of grievances, "Did I do something wrong to annoy you?"

"No, you didn't do anything wrong, you are very good, really, you are beautiful, you are considerate, you have such a good body, and you are such a good person, how can you do something wrong. I immediately sent a message to Su Ran to go back, "Don't think about it, this matter has nothing to do with you." ”

"I'm so good, then why don't you come and sleep with me?" Su Ran seemed to be bewitching me.