I'm so good, why don't you sleep with me.

Looking at the message Su Ran gave me, I almost thought that she had taken some medicine and became in demand, so she had such a request and asked me to sleep with her.

This was simply not possible before.

I thought about it and felt that it was not very likely that Su Ran would take medicine, and the reason why she said this was probably out of concern for me, so she asked me to accompany her, or she accompanied me.

She was really good to me, but the more I did, the more I felt that I should distance myself from her and maintain the current relationship and not go any further.

I'm worried that I will let Su Ran also fall into the same situation as Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan.

"I've already taken off my clothes, I'm too lazy to put them on, that's all, hurry up and rest, go to sleep. "When I sent this message, I admired myself a little, countless times I wanted to sleep with Su Ran, share a bed with her, and even because she let me sleep in her room, I was excited as if I had won the lottery, but now Su Ran took the initiative to ask me to sleep with her, I refused, I really admired myself.

Su Ran didn't reply to my message, she should have slept.

Lying in bed and pretending to sleep, I wondered how Su Ran would react when she saw this message from me, disappointed in me, or would she give me a thumbs up?

It's a pity that I voluntarily threw away such a good opportunity, but I don't regret it, I don't want the women around me to be hurt.

If others are kind to me, I should be doubly good to them.

Someone was knocking on the door, at first I thought I had heard it wrong, but after a while, the knock on the door rang out again, and I was a little surprised, thinking if Chen Chen was back?

I got up and opened the door, it wasn't Chen Chen outside the door, it was Su Ran, she stood outside the door in a pair of pajamas, saw me open the door, and went straight in.

I looked back at her and didn't understand, "What are you doing here, do you have something to take?"

"If you don't go look for me, I'll come to you. Su Ran sat on the bed and said to me, glancing at my clothes, "Didn't you say you took off your clothes?"

I laughed wryly.

"You don't have any medicine, do you?" I asked her, "why do you want to sleep with me so much?"

"You've just taken your medicine. Su Ran grabbed the pillow and smashed it at me, "I just want to care about you, and you're still pushing." ”

I sat down next to her, "But you don't have to sleep with me if you care about me, do you?"

"Don't think it's so good, I just want to chat with you and enlighten you, nothing else. I see that you have been in a bad mood since you came back, and I am a little worried, but I have to leave tomorrow morning, so I can only take advantage of some time to talk to you now, and you still don't appreciate it, so I have to take the initiative to come over. Su Ran said.

"How do you know I'm in a bad mood?" I asked her, and I guessed correctly, Su Ran wanted to sleep with me because she cared about me.

She has driven over to see me several times in the middle of the night, and this time she sat on a stool by the door and waited for me all night, her eyes were full of bloodshots, and I suddenly had an urge to hug her into my arms and take good care of her, I stared at her and didn't speak for a long time.

"Don't come nonsense, I came here because I trusted you, and if you did anything to me, you would be too ashamed of your trust in me. When Su Ran saw my eyes, he immediately became vigilant.

I sneered, suppressing the strong urge in my head, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you." ”

"Your friend didn't have anything to do in the car accident, right?" asked me.

"No, they're fine, just a few minor injuries. I nodded, thinking of Tang Wan again, and I don't know how she is now.

"Then why are you in such a bad mood, is it because the scene is so tragic that you can't stand it?" asked Su Ran.

"Hmm. "After all, Tang Wan's matter involves some inconvenient aspects to say, I definitely can't talk about Tang Wan's uterine injury everywhere, including Su Ran, I can only keep this matter secret for Tang Wan all the time, and no one will tell me, "There are some people who were injured too badly in the car accident to survive, and those people are relatives of friends. ”

"It's too far, and although the convoy is more lively, it's still too dangerous to drive so much. Su Ran said, "But it's useless to say this now, don't be too sad, it's not your responsibility to happen, no one wants it to happen, but sometimes we can't do anything about it, and the power of people is not as great as it seems." ”

I sighed silently in my heart, the occurrence of the car accident really didn't have much to do with me, but Tang Wan had something to do with me more or less when something happened like that, and I couldn't be indifferent.

Thinking about it carefully, although the words Liu Chuang said in Tang Wan's ward deliberately provoked the relationship between me and Tang Wan, they were not unreasonable. For a woman, it is one thing whether she wants to have children or not, but whether she can have children is another thing.

In addition to the physical differences between women and men, another biggest difference between men is the ability to have children, which is also one of the values of women.

Tang Wan waited for me for eight years, paid so much for me, sacrificed so much for me, but in the end it was such a result, and it was heart-wrenching to think about it.

My expression darkened again.

"If you're still uncomfortable, I can lend you my shoulder. Su Ran said suddenly.

"I'm not that fragile yet. I smiled at her, and I knew my smile must be ugly without looking in the mirror.

It's guilt, it's heartache, it's not that I want to cry, I don't want to shed tears, it's just that my heart is dripping blood, and it hurts for a while, and I don't want to lean on Su Ran's shoulder to vent.

If I had to vent, I hoped that Tang Wan would beat me up, or even stab me.

After chatting with Su Ran for a while, I was a little sleepy, Su Ran also yawned several times, I looked at her: "Are you really not going to go back to sleep? Now that the chat is over, why don't you go back to sleep." ”

"I'm just lying here. Su Ran got on the bed, lay down in it, leaned sideways, looked at me, her face was a little red, but there was no hesitation.

She's worried about me, worried about my current state, not worried about me alone.

"I'm such a big person, don't worry, nothing will happen to me. "I don't know how I can have so many women so good to me.

"Do you know what is the biggest difference between you and others?" Su Ran suddenly said to me.

It was the first time she had said anything like this to me, and I was a little interested in whether she was going to judge me.

Actually, I also wondered, I wasn't handsome, I was married, I had two children, I didn't have a house or a car, and I wondered how Su Ran could be so good to me.

"What's different?" I asked her.

"You give me a pillow, it's a little uncomfortable to sleep like this. Su Ran told me.

I shoved the pillow in my hand under her head, looked at her, and waited for her evaluation.

"Melancholy, you are very melancholy, no matter when your brows are always wrinkled, you can't stretch, the whole person exudes negative emotions, even if you are with two children, you also frown when you smile on your face. Su Ran said, "Why are there so many unhappy things in you?"

I smiled, I was not surprised that Su Ran gave me this evaluation, melancholy comes from inner worries, I have a lot of things to worry about, and there are many regretful things, so I naturally have such emotions.

At first, I woke up confused, lost my memory, was overwhelmed by the two children who suddenly appeared, and then faced the pressure of supporting the children.

The latter is regret for Tang Wan and guilt in the face of Tong Wangjun.

"Then do you know what I think of you?" I asked Su Ran rhetorically.

"Didn't you say before, saying that I am beautiful, that I am very good, that I have a good figure, and that I am a good person, isn't this your evaluation of me?"

"That's my assessment of you, but it's not comprehensive, there are other evaluations. I said.

"What else?" Su Ran was also curious.

"Big breasts. "I suddenly wanted to tease her.

"Die. Su Ran grabbed the pillow under his head and smashed me, "Seriously." ”