I don't know when, it rained, the raindrops gently knocked on the window, echoing in the silent carriage, the wipers tirelessly blew the rain on the window over and over again, the carriage was quiet, I don't know when, Situ Zi leaned on Li Yan and fell asleep.

She smelled the cold fragrance on Li Yan's body, how long has it been, there is no sense of steadiness, realism, restlessness, hesitation, melancholy by his side, they have ten fingers clasped, and the dust of love has settled.

Shangguan Yang looked at Li Yan's face through the rearview mirror, peaceful and beautiful, it was not the first time he saw Li Yan's true appearance, many years ago, he seemed to have seen it, on the hospital bed, it was also this woman who stayed by his side, at that time he seemed to understand whether he understood or not, and felt that love should be like this.

Only today did I realize that his true appearance, no matter how close he was to himself, he was far away from him.

Many times, it is clear that he is in front of him, but he always thinks that he will disappear in the next second, many times, it is clear that he is by his side, but he always thinks that the next second he lets go of his hand, he will be like the fairy in the painting, and he can't find it when he returns to the painting, and he is as safe as a child in front of this woman.

There was a pair of slightly warm hands, covering his hands that were gradually losing their temperature, and he couldn't help but call: "Mother." There were tears on the woman's face, and after Li Heng had been gone for so long, for the first time, she felt that Li Heng was still by her side, like a child calling her, "Mother." ”

Shangguan Yang has never seen his mother since he was a child, his father once told him that his mother was the best years of his life, Shangguan Yang spent most of his life, father, doctor, eldest brother, second brother, he grew up in school, never understood what it meant to be lonely, and his father did not treat him differently from ordinary children because he was his child, on the contrary, because he was his child, so, more strict, he worked harder than others, was more talented than others, more talented than others, more courageous than others, he thought that he was good enough to become his father's pride。

On that day, Li Yan's appearance, he didn't say a word, he just needed to go to that station, he took everything he had worked hard for, Shangguan Yang felt that the people in the school were superficial at first, and he only liked Li Yan's beautiful skin, and then he really came into contact with him, only to find that Li Yan disdains his appearance more than anyone else, he is simple and freewheeling, such a willful person, so he won his heart full of expectations for the future.

Sometimes he wanted to ask himself about that heart, because Li Heng was its owner, so he would easily win his body, only to realize that he had inadvertently given his heart to him, no matter what the result, in the end he didn't ask rhetorically, he was spoiled, what does it matter.

It is precisely because this heart is him that what it wants to do and what it wants to do, in the end, he still follows its heart.

A large patch, a large piece of red, spreading, Shangguan Yang was slightly surprised to look at the endless red, he thought that their academy was first-class gorgeous, and the sacred heart was one of the most beautiful, but he didn't expect Li Yan's home, oh, to be precise, it was Li Heng's home...... He frowned and woke up Li Yan and asked, "Yan, is this your home?"

Li Yan said in a daze: "This is not my home, my home is my parents' home, in the United States, this is my brother and Xiaozi's home, the home I lived in when I was a child, it was not so big at that time, it was a small courtyard, I grew up later, I came back from the United States to live here, at that time, it seems that I heard my brother say that he bought this mountain or something, my home is in the United States, there is just an ordinary apartment." ”

"Your brother?" he looked at Li Yan's mother in confusion, as if looking for an answer, she was embarrassed to say: "God is very fair, although Li Heng is in poor health, but he is very smart, in fact, in our military, he is the real master, he is a genius, he has a very high attainment in music, Xiao Yan, he is simply a good-looking fool, my Xiao Heng is not only good-looking, good brain, but his body is very poor, he learned piano at the age of three, and performed on stage at the age of seven , Eleven, two years old won the championship of major competitions, the circle you are in now, you also know very well, that circle, fame is equal to profit, we didn't think about using Xiao Heng's talent to make money, but Xiao Heng's IQ is too high, we can't care about him, his ideas are different from ordinary people, because, Xiao Yan was too good-looking when he was a child, always recruiting bees and butterflies, it is strange to say, he only sticks to Xiao Heng, I suspect that Xiao Heng is his mother, since the age of twelve Xiao Heng told us that his money is taken care of by himself, our family has never paid much attention to money, and thinks it is enough to spend, so Xiao Heng said so, we will follow him, but what we didn't expect is, he used money to build such a garden for himself, according to the current rotten girl's saying: Li Yan, it is his little pet in captivity, Xiaozi, am I right to say that?"

"Mom, what the hell are you seeing? I think you've been cleaning up lately. ”

"Xiao Yan, mom just used a good analogy, you see, God is very fair, give you a good one, and definitely give you a bad one, at the age of fourteen, Xiao Heng's health is getting worse and worse, we are afraid that something will happen to him if he stays in that circle again, so we asked Xiao Yan to come back and look at him, no way, the child only listens to Xiao Yan, we asked Xiao Yan to discuss with him, no longer accept commercial performances, besides, Xiao Yan has also reached the age of returning to China to study, we want him to accompany his brother on the last journey, no one thought that we calculated everything, and missed Lin Yidie's girl's mind, we didn't expect Xiao Heng to meet Xiao Zi, life is really a very interesting journey。 Xiao Yan, since he was a child, he has taken advantage of his appearance, everything is at his fingertips, so he has no desire, Xiao Heng's health is not good, Xiao Yan is used to leaving everything to his brother, this habit has become natural, over time, the mutual concession of the two people has become a matter of course, as long as the other party likes it, they have given it to each other, these two silly children, they have forgotten, love can't be allowed, Xiao Zi hated Xiao Heng for a period of time, Xiao Zi, this child is dead-eyed, she only has Xiao Heng in her heart, Xiao Yan This child is also stupid, he really thinks that when he is with Xiao Fluttershy, he can fulfill the marriage between Xiao Zi and Xiao Heng, Xiao Zi is not wrong, at that time, Xiao Heng, It's her heart, her eyes, her world, Xiao Heng, she just wants to bury all of her with her own hands, Xiao Heng is so stupid as to give Xiao Zi to Xiao Yan, Xiao Heng, is a genius, but geniuses also have times when they fall and fight, Xiao Yang, you don't know, geniuses are most afraid of encountering nature, Xiao Zi and Xiao Yan, two natural children collided, and he didn't want to think about what the result was? Xiao Zi is a person who understands, Li Heng is her world, but what's the use, Xiao Yan is like a mountain in front of her, she can't see her whole world, she can only see the mountain so big, so dazzling, Xiao Fluttershy's nature is not bad, but she loves the wrong person, she fell in love with a natural idiot, she is also an idiot, she thinks that Xiao Heng is dead, Xiao Yan will always be by her side, she is stupid, Xiao Yan has been a child, what she has identified has changed, Xiao Fluttershy thinks that Xiao Yan hates her, she doesn't know, Xiao Yan actually hates herself. ”

"That's why he hates his looks like this, isn't he? Shangguan Yang smiled bitterly.

Situ Zi heard in a daze: "Xiao Yan, he, most of them hate himself." "What came from the left atrium was the pain of a knife and a knife, like those years, she woke up in a dream, Li Heng was not there, leaving her alone in the huge room, the air echoed the wail of the whole world, like a song that can't be sung, describing the sadness of the indescribable tune.

"Xiao Zi, Xiao Yan, wake up, we're home. ”

"Mom Zhang, come out, the young lady and the little master are back. She shouted into the room.

"Here, madam, why are you back, the young master is coming back with you, why don't you call back early, I'll prepare some delicious food for him." There was something strange in the room......