Chapter 66 - Flowers, Turnips Placed
"Girl, what about my life, the biggest pride is to have these two children, you can meet them, integrate into them, I really thank you, because they have excellent looks since childhood, excellent piano skills, excellent emotional intelligence, so, no one wants to be friends with them, they are very lonely, Xiao Yan has been sticking to his brother since he was a child, they warm each other, snuggle up to each other, maintain each other, sometimes, my father and I can't integrate into their little world, as parents, we are unqualified, we are worried, so, forcibly separated the two of them, Xiao Yan grew up mostly in the United States, Xiao Heng spent most of his time in the tea garden, they grew up slowly, their personalities are not very similar, they grow up, Xiao Yan will not stick to Li Heng like when he was a child, so we follow them, the happiest thing is your appearance, you are like a light into Li Heng's life, we look at Xiao Heng, day by day more happy than before, more willing to communicate with people, happy to know the world, I think in the later years when he met you, he understood his world, not only Xiao Yan, we are happy from the heart, Xiao Heng is like being reborn, will cry, will laugh, will be angry, will be jealous, before meeting you, Xiao Heng, only Xiao Yan can affect his emotions, your appearance, he is no longer like before, like an elf, without a sense of reality, sometimes, I will think repeatedly, he is still so young, we will hide Xiao Heng in the tea garden, is it an unwise practice, but there is no way, I am really afraid, afraid that he will leave us that day, silently. She bowed her head and was silent......
"Mother, we don't blame you for separating us, I know my brother didn't blame you, you are very good, really, he is willing, I am love, we are very happy to meet Xiaozi. His palm passed through her long hair, and his heart rippled, Xiao Zi, if I knew that one day I loved you so much, I would like to meet you earlier.
Her hand was placed in his palm, and her fingers were tightly clasped, ambiguous......
Shangguan Yang looked out of the car window without saying a word, he never thought of participating in Li Yan's past, nor did he think about spying on his past, in his few words, his past was shown naked in front of him by the woman in front of him, he felt pain, her understatement that they warmed each other, snuggled up to each other, and maintained each other, their hearts skipped half a beat, in those years that they didn't know, how lonely their past was.
Since he was a child, he has his eldest brother, and his second brother has grown up with him, although his eldest brother and second brother have not spent much time with him, after all, in Tevez, there are many children of the same age, and everyone knows that he is the son of the principal, and everyone knows that he has heart disease, although everyone will treat him differently, but most of the people in Tevez do not treat him with special courtesy because of his knowledge, many times, his eldest brother and second brother often take him to play, they will make him laugh and make him happy, if I had met you earlier, then in the time you were together, did you not have to face, such a long lonely time, he looked at him in the car reflection mirror, he couldn't help frowning......
"Mother, you don't have to blame yourself, my brother once said to me: With me, he is not lonely, so you don't have to be sad, and you don't have to feel guilty about us. ”
She looked out of the car window, the bright street lamp, dangling on her heart, she heard Li Yan's words, her eyes fell on him, the light of the street lamp sprinkled on Li Yan recalled the haze of the past, her heart moved, she stretched out her hand, covered the back of his hand, buckled hard, used up the strength of the rest of her life, she tilted her head, leaned on Li Yan's shoulder, tears slipped down in strings, and the cold liquid fell through her clothes and fell on his heart......
Li Yan's eyes moved out of the car window, reflecting his bright tears, that bright sadness, he used his other hand to gently remove the mask, he turned his head, kissed the tears in Situ Zi's eyes, and stroked her eyebrows and eyelashes: "Xiaozi, don't cry, I will be distressed, in the past time, my brother and I had a really good life, so, Xiaozi, don't cry, and from now on, I will not be lonely with you." His tone was soft, like a spring breeze passing through her heart, falling on her heart like a feather, and the dust settled.
Shangguan Yang quietly watched their figures leaning on each other for warmth, and the pain in his heart spread widely......
Lin Yidie's words flashed in her mind, she was right, Li Yan and Situ Zi, they can only pretend to each other in their eyes, and they can only pretend to each other in their hearts, and other people will be automatically blocked from their world, in them, you will see what love looks like, they are what love looks like.
His gaze moved out of the car window, a large area of Bauhinia fell with the wind blowing, who told him in his memory: Bauhinia's flower language is a love that can't wait, the Bauhinia reflected in the eyes is circulating one by one, and the future that can't be waited for has become a tangible wound, knife after knife, cutting back and forth on his heart repeatedly, if he can, he kind of thinks Situ Zi has never appeared in their lives......
Situ Zi leaned on Li Yan's shoulder, his response, this sudden sense of happiness, gorgeous and dazzling, what is going on?
Sure enough, I'm not wrong, you still love me, the owner of this heart, is in love with her, Yan, what should I do? You love me like this, my current happiness is like a grand fireworks ceremony, gorgeous and colorful.
Mrs. Li looked at the two people who depended on each other through the rearview mirror, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, Xiao Heng, you see, he really did not disappoint you, from now on, Xiao Yan will be happy, Mom, thank you really for coming to my life, old man, and thank you for bringing Xiao Yan into my life, at the beginning, you made this decision really good, I almost made Xiao Yan lose the right to come to this world, thank you for your persistence, you said: He will come if he doesn't come, what do you want? If you believe in Xiao Heng, he will be very happy, because his younger brother will accompany him, and he will not feel lonely alone.
I looked at them such a happy picture, I think Li Heng can hear what they say, he will feel very happy, I can feel it, the heart in my chest, its great joy is about to rush out of the sky, Li Heng, thank you, put your heart on my heart, it is really good to meet him, God, please make Li Yan happy, I am willing to exchange my life for his life.
Xiaozi, in my life, whether it is Shangguan Yang, or my brother, or you, I just want to live well for you and love you well, I don't want those meaningless rumors to spread.
Now, on this big stage, I am a singer, singing about this short and beautiful day, but I don't know that behind this beauty, I have lost all my freedom.
The reason why I entered this circle, I just want to stand in the most shining place, I want you to see me, I am waiting for you to approach me.
I thought that my brother's departure, we would be together forever, I don't know why I was afraid, I couldn't convince myself, to go with the one who gave up reincarnation, but also to return to you, I can't be sorry for him, I love you, I know very well, can be in front of him who loves you, my love seems so humble, I told myself, I want to live well, I must not be irregular like my brother, love you to the point of determination and ruthlessness, I want to always be by your side.
People are really a strange creature, if you can't get it, it's beautiful, she has no reason to miss the days when the three of them were together, in the days when Li Heng came back, she seemed to be living in a dream, sometimes, she herself doubted that she would forget the Li Yan who was moving forward if she was too happy, she was burdened with this guilt and contradiction every day, fear and uneasiness, woke up in the middle of the night, and looked at the huge house blankly, panicking for no reason.
She misses the three of them a little, the beauty of being together in their youth, at that time, they didn't hurt, they didn't have so many twists and turns, they played the piano leisurely, her piano playing talent was the lowest among the three, Li Heng patiently taught her over and over again, Li Yan shouted beside her: "Brother, she is so stupid, I don't like her, you don't teach her, teach Xiaoyan." Li Heng bent the corners of his lips, his eyelashes flashed: "Yan, you like your brother so much, you love to stick to your brother so much, and you hate others to rob your brother so much?" Li Yan said seriously: "You are my brother, not her brother." He didn't let go of it, complaining on the side, he looked at Li Yan's furrowed eyebrows at a loss, full of grievances, and didn't dare to tell the beauty of the past, the pitiful past......