When I strode out of the classroom, my heart was actually very desperate, there was a kind of silence like ashes, thinking of An Bing behind me, I knew that I did this very desperately, and it was also very cruel, but I seemed to have to do it again, when I walked out of here, I didn't go out of the school gate, but went to the toilet alone to smoke a cigarette, burning cigarettes, I used to hate this smell......

After washing my face, I don't know if I'm crying, I just feel that my eyes hurt a little, I don't know what An Bing thinks now, I wasted so much effort to find An Bing, and finally reconciled with her, I'm now considered to have lost all my efforts, right?

It's the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I'm left alone in the dormitory and haven't gone back, because my home is too far away, so let's stay at school.

I was alone in the empty dorm room, and at this moment, someone called me, and seeing that it was Downing, I remembered what she had told me earlier.

There was a hint of hesitation in my eyes, and I finally picked up the phone: "Hey".

"Chen An, why don't you go back to your hometown with me, I told my father, and he agreed." Downing seemed to be eating, talking to me on the phone.

"I ..... Forget it". I thought about it and said.

"No, you promised me, and didn't you say that you were alone at school during the Mid-Autumn Festival, how boring it is, play with me." Downing kept trying to persuade me.

I originally wanted to refuse, but thinking of my indifference to An Bing, I felt a little heartache, I don't know if there is a chance, but I want to use the warmth of Tang Ning to melt an iceberg in my heart.

"Okay, I'll go later, you wait for me at the gate of the community." I said.

After saying that, I hung up, very annoyed, like a headless fly.

When I simply packed up and walked to the school gate, I saw An Bing standing at the door, with her back to me, obviously not knowing that I was behind her.

I don't know why, I have a strong sense of harmony, I really don't want to continue like this with An Bing.

At this moment, I was going to tell An Bing everything, I really didn't want to go against my heart, and I didn't want to see An Bing's sad appearance.

When I made up my mind and walked towards An Bing, a black Audi stopped in front of her, and Zhang Xiaoyao walked down from the luxury car, wearing a pair of glasses and sunglasses, wearing thick hairspray, and still looking like he was dragging it.

He got out of the car and took the initiative to open the door for An Bing, and An Bing walked into the car slowly, Zhang Xiaoyao glanced in my direction at this time, and raised his middle finger to me, seeing this action, to be honest, I only felt sarcasm, and then he proudly clicked on the car, like a winner, and I only watched.

When I had something to say, I was forced to hold back, this feeling was really indescribable, very uncomfortable, and I wanted to cry.

Later, I took the car to Tang Ning's house, and in the car window, I saw her standing alone playing with her mobile phone, her slender body, and her beautiful back, she was still the same person.

When I walked over in a trance, she looked up at me, I even thought of her as An Bing at this moment, after I walked over, she smiled at me again, I stepped forward and hugged her body tightly, holding her in my arms: "Let me hug it, okay?"

Tang Ning didn't speak, just let me hold her, she didn't know why I hugged her, but she thought it was okay, and she didn't resent my behavior, that's it.

......

"Have you hugged enough, it's been almost ten minutes." Tang Ning said helplessly.

After listening, my closed eyes quickly opened, as soon as I heard the voice was Tang Ning, I quickly let go of her, I found that this was still the gate of the community, the security guard at the gate stared at me for a long time, and there was a dog from the doorman who was also staring at me.

......

Rub, I seem to have hugged the wrong person, it's not An Bing, it's really a hallucination.

"Don't look at it, let's go." Tang Ning pulled me angrily.

"That..... Downing: I didn't mean it just now." I frowned, but it wasn't easy to explain.

"Yes, you mean it." Tang Ning's expression was still smiling, without any change, it was really indescribable to me.

It's still that familiar home, and when I arrived at her house, Tang Ning and her father were sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, and they didn't look up at me at all.

I walked over and saw her dad reading a newspaper about football, and I said, "Uncle, you watch football too."

"Well, let's see". Hearing me speak, her father put down the newspaper again, took off his glasses, and closed his eyes to recuperate.

I found it very awkward when I came, and I felt like I didn't feel comfortable anywhere.

"Chen An, it is said that you came quite early today, I was supposed to be on the high-speed train tomorrow morning, but I didn't expect you to come now." Downing poured me a glass of water and said.

"Ahh When I heard that, I was surprised.

"You didn't give me a chance to finish, the phone hung up so fast." Tang Ning glared at me and said.

......

It's really embarrassing, but it's okay at night, I live in the guest room, I can't write my homework or anything, I feel that the title is written on An Bing, and then I close my eyes to An Bing, ah, I can't stand it!

Gritting my teeth, I made a decision, I want to impose all my feelings for An Bing on Tang Ning, so as to divert my attention, even if such thoughts are actually shameful......

Downing is good too, right?

The next day, I woke up early, stayed awake all night, and had a very uncomfortable feeling, dizziness.

When I walked out of the room at seven o'clock, I saw that Downing and her father had already prepared their bags and seemed to be waiting for me to come out.

"Well, you got up earlier than me......." I smiled awkwardly.

......

Downing was wearing pajamas, and when she went back to her room to change clothes, I sat down on the sofa with Downing's father for a while.

"Do you know why I asked you to come with me?" said Downing's father to me.

"Ah, why?" Actually, I don't understand.

"Tang Ning's mother is working overtime in this Mid-Autumn Festival company, and I haven't been home to see my parents for three years because I'm busy, this time I finally have time, I have to go back." Downing's father said.

"But Tang Ning didn't want to go back, she said it would be boring, the people in her hometown were not familiar with her, and she hadn't seen her a few times, so she offered to let you go with her, so I agreed, there are reasons why I want to go home very much, and at the same time, you kid seems to have a big heart, so I reluctantly agreed." Tangning's father said expressionlessly.

After listening, I also knew the reason, and I nodded helplessly: "Well, this reason, it's been three years, it's time to go back and see, like I'm too far away from home, go back and change the car or something, it's going to be a day, I'm too lazy to toss."

"Oh, you're far away?" asked Downing's father.

"Well, if I hadn't come, I would have spent the Mid-Autumn Festival in the dormitory, in fact, it's all the same." I smiled and walked aisle.

I talked to Downing's father okay, but in his eyes, I saw a hint of complexity, and when he came to this strange city, he should have his own story.

Tang Ning came out soon, still wearing a dark blue jeans and black pants, outlining her beautiful legs, and she still looked beautiful with a smile.

"Let's go, it's too late to catch the high-speed rail." Tang Ning was carrying a black leather bag, which looked quite trendy.

"And you are a dirt bun, and when you look back, you say that it is my mother's distant cousin, and it is said that my classmates will not be able to tell." Tang Ning said with a small face.

"Aha, you're my sister too?" I smiled helplessly.

"If you say a name, take advantage of me, just call me Tang Ning, don't call me sister!" Tang Ning glared at me and said.

.......

When I was sitting on the high-speed train, Tang Ning handed me a headphone, listening to the same song, and I also had an indescribable good feeling.

Tang Ning's hometown is not a rural area, it should be called the county seat, and the house is still a better house in the county, but her father's relatives and friends live relatively close, I heard that Tang Ning's father is an official of the Education Bureau, and many relatives ask about the child's schooling, as well as Tang Ning's grandparents, in short, there are a lot of words over there.

"Huh, I know that this is the case, a group of people ask my dad to go to school, every time I go to these things all day and night, my dad doesn't have much time to talk to his grandparents." Tang Ning took a deep breath, looking quite helpless.

"Chen An, will you go out to play, I'm still familiar with the county." Downing said.

"Let's go, I always feel like I'm a supporting role everywhere I go...... It seems that he is always speechless, and then he is ignored ......". I smiled helplessly.

Tang Ning also smiled after hearing this: "You are enough, let's go quickly."

In fact, there is a kind of market in the county, there will be a lot of food and classical art, it looks pretty good, I saw a little sugar man and the like.

When we gradually came to the end, we saw a large marriage tree with many Chinese knots on it, and an old woman was shouting there: "Marriage has arrived, copper coins."

I'm curious to see that there are a lot of people who are throwing coins into a copper box, and if they put it in, the old woman will wrap a special copper coin in a piece of paper printed with a special symbol, and then give this to the person you like, then the wish will come true.

Tang Ning bought two sugar gourds and walked over: "Chen An, what are you doing?"

"Wait for me, just vote for one". I smiled at Downing and said.

"Huh, isn't that fun?" Tang Ning looked at it with some puzzlement.

I bought a copper coin, and when I tossed it gently, the copper coin gradually fell into the copper box......

It's the first copper coin I've thrown in in so long, and it's my own.....