Chapter 65 - Because I am willing, I am willing

"Xiaoyang, I thank you, if it weren't for your care of Xiao Yan over the years, with his appearance, his temper, and his temperament, in that circle, he would not have been able to leave everything safely. Mrs. Li said.

"Auntie, I didn't do anything, Li Yan, he is very good, even without me, he is alive and well. He modestly spoke.

"You are very smart and talented, I admire your father, you are so young, he dares to throw you in that kind of place to experience, your family style is so strict, in the face of such "rumors", your father is indifferent, I don't know if your father has a big heart, or your father is receptive. Whose parents can spoil their children like this, I guess it's also yours. โ€

"Aunt, our tutor has always been open, the strong are on top, as long as it doesn't hurt family harmony, my father generally doesn't care much, compared to the other two brothers, when I had a heart attack when I was a child, I was much luckier than them, on the surface I am Tevez's successor, in fact, it is my two brothers who are really on the board, I think if it weren't for Li Heng's heart, I wouldn't be able to live now, so, I am very grateful to him, and, Xiao Yan, over the years, he has made me a lot of money to ensure that I have no worries for the rest of my life, in terms of business, we just take what we need." ใ€‚ He quickly returned to his usual business appearance.

"Xiaoyang, you don't have to speak for him, his temperament, I don't know yet, it's all nonsense. She was a little unhappy between her eyebrows, to be honest, if she could, she really didn't want Li Yan to be involved in that circle, how sinister it was when Xiao Heng went in before, they understood too well, if it wasn't for all these years, Shangguan Yang had been by his side, what would he have become?

Shangguan Yang replied with a clear gaze: " Aunt, I just want to protect him, more is, I want to find my own reason to live, before, I don't care about life and death, with this heart, I found out, I want to live well, aunt, not afraid of your jokes, at the beginning of the examination, the doctor was very surprised, because the heart of the desire to live is stronger than my own will, two years ago, I re-examined the body, the doctor told me, I am no different from ordinary people, he has never seen the heart can fit with the body so good, generally speaking, the body for heart transplantation more or less has a period of rejection, but my body is not at all, What's more interesting is that my heartbeat is more powerful than ordinary people's heartbeats, I think Li Heng wants me to replace him, take a good look at the world, and want to protect Xiao Yan, although Xiao Yan's ability is good, but for some reason, it just wants to stay by his side, I think Li Heng really wants to hurt Li Yan. โ€

"Xiaoyang, you are also a child, occasionally weak in front of me. Mother Li didn't want to say anything, she seemed to be why Li Heng wanted to give his heart to the man in front of him, his appearance was similar, and his temperament was the same.

"Xiaoyang, were you born with heart disease?" she asked with a slight deep groan.

"Yes. He glanced at Mother Li and said, "Auntie, why do you ask that?"

"No, I'm wondering if it's possible that you've seen Xiao Heng, this kid, you not only look like him, but your personality is also quite like him. โ€

"Auntie, because of this disease, I haven't seen any strangers since I was a child, my father doesn't allow it, he is still afraid of me, if it weren't for Li Heng's heart, I don't think I would have been able to get out of Tevez's school. He thought for a long time, could it be that Li Heng was once a student of Tevez.

"Auntie, did Li Heng go to school? Have you heard of Tevez Academy?"

"My brother has never been out of the tea garden because of physical reasons, except for going to the competition, but all his courses are completed from home, since I was born, I have never left my brother, my mother thinks too much, my brother's heart is just accidentally signed and donated to Yang. Li Yan groaned slightly, opened her mouth, and under Li Yan's clear gaze, she stopped.

"Actually, aunt, over the years, I have been willing to borrow Xiao Yan from my position, not because I am grateful to Li Heng's heart, so, aunt, you can rest assured, I am using me for Xiao Yan openly, I can help him, I am very happy. He looked out the window into the night and slowly spoke.

"Yang, I didn't take advantage of you, at first I wanted to use you, but when I got to the back, I found that I couldn't do it, and I don't think my brother wanted me to do that, and if I really like you, Xiaozi, she will be sad. Li Yan deliberately bit Situ Zi's cheek, she looked at him a little angrily and funny, in this world, there are two things that can't be hidden, love and cough, his eyes are full of light, he can only see it, she looked at him with a sweet smile, what to do, I love you so much, it turns out that you love me so much, I will be spoiled by you.

"Aunt, I knew that I was a dying person, if it weren't for Li Heng, I wouldn't have the right to live, and I wouldn't have anything else to think about Li Yan. He glanced at Li Yan a few times, his childish appearance in Situ Zi begging for a kiss, his eyes darkened, in fact, as long as he was happy, it would be fine, wouldn't it?

I also imagined that if I was in the days of accompanying you, one was not careful, I really had a heart recurrence, and my death could also be exchanged for your life, and I don't know why, there was a period of time, I thought about dying, but whenever I dreamed back at midnight and everything was silent, I knew very well that I wanted to live, if I really died, as your brother's stand-in to die, I was unwilling, and I felt a little pitiful, over time, it seems that I will die to you to remember, it is better to accompany you and watch you grow oldใ€‚

"Yan, I've always wanted to ask, I'm in front of you, is it Shangguan Yang, or Li Heng, can you tell the difference?" Now he has Situ Zi, he is a little surprised, he didn't know the answer before, but now he wants to know the answer, after all, there is only one her back and forth in his heart.

"You are you, brother is brother, at first I regarded you as a shadow of my brother, and then after getting along, I found that your existence was just reminding me, I told myself more clearly, the fact that my brother left, every time I heard your heartbeat, I felt so strongly that my brother was alive, I found myself, I really wanted to let my brother live, I wanted him to grow up with me, I wanted him to watch me happy, I slowly, I really regarded you as a brother. โ€

Suddenly, Shangguan Yang's heart hurt violently, it turned out that knowing the answer, my heart hurt so much, Mother Li looked at Shangguan Yang's frowning brows, she stretched out her hand and stroked his heart and said: "Xiaoyang, listen, Li Heng gives you heart, not to make you hurt, he is a very warm child, he always hopes that everyone around him is happy, I think he doesn't want your whole world to be Xiao Yan, but he wants to send a world to you, you have to take a good look at the world for him, and live your own life." The pain in Shangguan Yang's heart slowly calmed down in her gentle words.

He took a deep breath and said a little helplessly: "Auntie, Li Yan belongs to the whole world, but Li Yan's whole world is only called Situ Zi, and Situ Zi's whole world is called Li Yan, or Li Heng, I don't know what he thinks in his heart when he is alive, I only know that it is now in my heart, and it is only one Li Yan who comes and goes, what do you think I can do?" Shangguan Yang opened his mouth bitterly, Situ Zi stiffened in Li Yan's arms, and she also obviously felt that Li Yan stiffened, and her nails pierced her palm, and the pain was incomparable. She closed her eyes and slowly opened her mouth: " Shangguan Yang, you listen, once I was called Li Heng all over the world, it was a long, long time ago, Li Yan knew, at that time, Li Yan's world was not called Situ Zi, and his world was also called Li Heng, but I don't know when it started, my world has Li Yan, Li Yan's heart also swallowed my heart little by little, I tried to run, I also tried to push him away, I was also confused, painful, desperate, went around and around, and found that it was him who couldn't do without, he, I couldn't push away, I thought I could see the scenery of the whole world, but the person named Li Yan was in front of her, she couldn't see the world, only Li Yan, it turned out that the world was so big, I couldn't tolerate itBefore I met Li Yan, I asked Li Heng, if your brother is really as good as you say, what if I fall in love with him and don't love you? When he answered me, I saw a light in his eyes, he said this is normal, in fact, his heart is not very big, he can tolerate it, it is only a Situ Zi, a Li Yan, if the two have to choose one, he said that he chose Xiao Yan, when I heard him say this, I was annoyed, I said that I am the one who will accompany you all your life, how can you be like this, he said to me with a smile, but after everyone has Xiao Yan, they don't want anyone else, so, Xiao Zi really can't bear to let me be in a dilemma? Yes, when I really met him one day, I found out why Li Heng chose this way, because, when I met him, there was nothing to be entangled.

I said to him: Li Heng, I finally understand why you chose Li Yan? He hummed and told me, it is not in vain to change Li Yan all day long, not to mention, but my life is still a crippled life, if I can exchange it for not being lonely for a lifetime, I am willing.

Li Yan looked at Situ Zi with some shock, his tears were flooding, it turned out that he couldn't see through himself, Situ Zi was sober, so she didn't rob, didn't fight, didn't grab, she chose to protect him and protect herself.

"Yan, don't cry, Li Heng wants me to be his bride, I'm very happy, I'm glad he chose me, at least, in his heart, he subconsciously loves that it's me, if he really chooses Yan, maybe, Yan, I will really miss you." Her sweet voice became a wound after all.

"I'm really happy to be able to accompany me through the last days, I knew you would hate me, I still did it, because I promised him, I won't make it difficult for him one day, he loves me, what the world thinks of me, I don't care at all, I just want to know, if I don't do it, Li Heng really has to go with regrets in this life, in fact, I am afraid, if your brother chooses you, because I know, if Li Heng really chooses you, I will hate him for the rest of my life, I thought about it later, fortunately he chose me, because I know that if one day, Xiao Yan knows the answer, how painful he has to be, after all, Xiao Yan also loves his brotherใ€‚ Her fingertips ran across his delicate eyebrows, over and over again: " You don't know how glad I am to meet you, if it weren't for me to appear, I thought that if one day, Li Heng suddenly disappeared from Yan's world, then who would heal Li Yan's injury, I thought that if there was no me, Li Yan's life would not be so happy, I think Li Heng would not have a good time in another world, I don't know, Xiao Yan, you hate me for betraying you, but I know that I hate myself, after all, I became the bride of the person Xiao Yan loves the most, and I occupy the last period of his favorite person's life. She rubbed the tip of his nose and said, "So, Yan, let's not cry, you're not wrong, I'm not wrong, it's the world that's wrong, we will go on happily together in the future, okay? Her tears melted into his......