She looked through the crowd, her gaze resting on the serene and distant figure, since when did he reach the edge of her own untouchable......

The sound of "rustling" rain came from the glass, the raindrops knocked on the window, she was a little stuffy, she stood up, leaned on the balcony railing, the juice in the cup, ticking and ticking, the ice in the cup melted a little bit, like the sound of the raindrops falling on the roses dripping into the earth, this garden is really like Lin Yidie herself, noble, gorgeous, accidentally stabbed by her body, injured and bloody......

Before meeting them, she never thought that she would step into this world, before she met Li Heng, she had imagined that she would find an ordinary person, and then, get married, have children, raise children, and finally live her ordinary life.

In the hall, the sound of people, music, noise, and discussion, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, reached her ears, she frowned, she stared at the person with Lin Yidie through the crowd, she smiled inexplicably, like a very poisonous poppy.

Shangguan Yang passed through the crowd, the girl's smile, inexplicably felt a little familiar, a little distant, he whispered something in Li Yan's ear, said hello, walked off the stage, people automatically gave way to a way, no one wanted to recruit this eldest young master, let the Lin family take the initiative to cancel the marriage contract, can make Li Yan willing to give up Lin Yidie, and stay by his side willingly, it is definitely the master they can't afford to provoke.

He approached, she subconsciously wanted to escape, she didn't want Shangguan Yang to think of something for her own reasons, she stared at Li Yan, he was still shaking the red wine glass, and she didn't know what she was thinking......

Shangguan Yang's eyes followed the figure she deliberately left, his pupils, obviously extinguished, she was stunned for a moment, and took a deep breath at herself, she had to face it, and she should have to face it, and she should have broken it completely, those times that he forgot in the past, he provoked him first, there must be a cause and an effect, isn't it? Who can control him, he will never be remembered by him, instead of running away, it is better to face it.

"Shangguan Yang, hello, I really didn't expect to see you here, what's the matter, are you afraid that Lin Yidie will change his hexagram? Or are you afraid that Li Yan will be moved by Lin Yidie's words and will not withdraw from the marriage?" she teased.

"I have confidence in Li Yan, I just want to ask you, have you ever been with Li Yan before? I seem to have seen you participate in the piano competition of Sacred Heart Academy together. ”

"Well, we went together, and then I left him. "Anyway, if he wants to check, he can find out, and he can't hide it, so it's better to say it directly.

"Why do you want to come back when you're gone?" he said with a little annoyance in his tone, yes, it was because of the girl in front of him, everything didn't go according to his plan.

"Because I love him, I have to be him in this life, I don't have him by my side, I can't go anywhere, it's better to stay by his side like this, at least, I have peace of mind. Her gaze stopped at his figure, it was * naked love, this world, two things can't be hidden, cough and love, Shangguan Yang was silent for a while and said: "But, he doesn't love you anymore, he is mine." He shook the wine glass in his hand, and the inside of the glass flickered, which was his clear possessiveness......

She glanced at him and said: "Who he chooses, for me, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I have to be him in this life, even if I can only look at him from afar, I am not the heroine of the White Lotus, I can't do it, he is not in love with anyone, because he is not worthy of him, I can only watch from afar, the love I give, I also want to be reciprocated, I want to touch him, I want to have him, I want to get his response." She turned her head, the raindrops on the glass kept falling, they experienced life and death together, and she knew very well that neither of them could survive without anyone.

Li Yan, I just want you to know that I have always been there, if your heart feels cold and has no head, as long as you turn around, I am here, and the deepest warmth in my heart only belongs to you.

"Li Yan, he is accompanied by me now, where I am, his home is there, so I don't need you to take him home, I will give him a love. Situ Zi looked at Shangguan Yang with a complicated expression, and he looked like a child.

"Shangguan Yang, Li Yan is straight, not curved, he loves me. She struggled to spit out the words.

"So what?" he turned to look at her, his eyes sparkling horribly, "I'll snatch him over, he'll fall in love with me." Situ Zi didn't know where to start complaining for a while......

"Did you ask him, does he love you?" she calmed down the trembling little heart, and opened her mouth cautiously, she used to think that he was arrogant, but she didn't expect that the second illness of his youth was unexpectedly long.

"He doesn't reject an affair with me, do you know what that indicates?" she looked at him, who was a little crazy, took two steps back, and looked at him a little angrily......

"Are you sick? Do you know what will happen if you hear this to someone who cares? You're going to ruin him, aren't you?" she looked at him angrily, was he crazy?

"Tell me, how much do you want? to be able to stop being in front of him, I hate you, please don't appear in front of him again. Ye Luo was silent, he looked in the direction of Li Yan, there was restraint and infatuation in his eyes......

"Does Li Yan know that you want me to disappear?" she opened her mouth a little uneasily, she looked in Li Yan's direction, a little frightened, this can't let Yan know.

"I don't know, even if I know, he won't do anything to me, will he?" She was silent, yes, Li Yan has always regarded him as an elder brother, no matter what Li Heng does wrong, he will forgive him, even if he knows, he will not do anything, Shangguan Yang really still took advantage of him.

"Shangguan Yang, let me give you a reminder, if you want to stay by your side, you'd better treat me well, you'd better not drive me away, because, if I really disappear, Li Yan, he will die, he will really die, do you really think Lin Yidie is afraid of you? You are wrong, she is not afraid of you, but Li Yan, except for Li Heng, I am his only soft threat in the world, and Li Yan is Lin Yidie's only faith. ”

"You fart, didn't he live well with me in the days without you?"

"That's because of him, he knows where I am, he knows I'm happy, he knows I'm safe, he knows his brother is by my side. She stared at Shangguan Yang's almost paranoid pupils, she wanted to laugh and cry, Shangguan Yang, has you used him like this all these years? Or did you use your own face similar to him in order to get him, bind him to you, and let his world be the only one in your world, what is the difference between you and Li Heng? He always used his excuse that he died not long ago, the difference between you and Li Heng is: Li Yan is willing to trap himself in the world called Li Heng, if it weren't for my forcible intervention, Li Yan wouldn't be able to tell what is family affection and what is love.

"Shangguan Yang, do you know Li Yan? When I disappear, do you believe that he will stay by your side quietly? You are wrong, if I really disappear, he will die, do you really not know, or do you pretend not to know, why did Lin Yidie withdraw from the marriage? Do you think Li Yan is simply for freedom? You are too naïve, Li Yan only has two weaknesses in this life, one is his brother - Li Heng, he died, and the other is me, we promised each other that no matter who wants to leave each other in the end, the other party will hold each other's hands with a dead face and not let go, no matter which party dies first, the other party will live instead of each other. She walked towards him step by step, step by step, and it was shockingly beautiful......

The rose opened silently, she opened her mouth full of sadness, like sighing, as if helpless, she was the same kind of person as him, she would never let go, she would not let go of death, Yan, Lin Yidie left you, yes, you looked, you caused a lot of trouble for me! But because it is you, I am as willing as a fool.

"You said, you were and now he is with me. He opened his mouth a little embarrassed, it was obvious that she was more difficult than Lin Yidie.

"Don't worry, if he is willing to stay by your side, I won't affect you, and I won't hurt people in the name of love like Lin Yidie, you can not see me. She leaned against the railing of the balcony, did not say a word, put on her headphones, and stared quietly into the night sky with a sad expression......

Shangguan Yang didn't know what loneliness was like, he looked at him, he couldn't say a word, her shadow overlapped with Li Yan's shadow, Lin Yidie was right, they were born a pair, they are a world of their own, their world, others can't fit in, Lin Yidie didn't lose, she just lost to Li Yan, she said that her heart was warm, she didn't want to cover a stone.

He and her, lonely, lonely, ethereal......

He swallowed the words at the corner of his mouth, their world is not something he can fit into, he understands Lin Yidie's mood.

As Lin Yidie once said: I can't integrate into the world of you and Li Yan, one day, when you meet Situ Zi, you will find that you can't integrate into the world of her and Li Yan, they can only pretend to be each other in their hearts and eyes, you think you got Li Yan, you are wrong, from beginning to end, Li Yan's heart can only fit one Situ Zi, one Li Heng.

He silently walked back to Li Yan's side, Li Yan didn't notice him approaching, his gaze stopped at that corner, Shangguan Yang passed by his side, through his mask, staring at his pupils, the person reflected in his pupils was not himself, he took two steps back, and Situ Zi's words flashed in his mind: Without me, he would die, he would die.

A trace of bitterness flashed in his heart, knowing that what you saw in your eyes from the beginning was not me, or that the one reflected in your pupils from beginning to end was not me.

"Yan, it's almost over, we're going home. He looked at Li Yan

"Hmm. He replied lightly, his gaze stayed in the direction of Lin Yidie for a long time, he nodded in motion, Lin Yidie walked to the microphone: "Gentlemen, ladies, and the entertainers present, be quiet, at the end of tonight, in addition to me, the protagonist, of course, I also want another protagonist to finish, please Mr. Li Yan stepped forward to say a few words." ”

Shangguan Yang watched with some surprise as Li Yan got up and walked to the stage......