Chapter 19—The Voyage of Dreams

Sometimes some happiness comes too suddenly, like a bubble, in the moment when you are not careful, when you take away your happiness in the illusion of happiness.

When you think that all this happiness will accompany you forever, who does not know that it is an illusion, God, who always cruelly takes away your most precious things.

Since Li Heng entered Situ Zi's house, Xiaozhong has been as happy as a bird, squeaking and talking all day long, from the bud to the first sentence Brother Heng I love you, shouting for Brother Heng and Brother Heng every day.

I don't know when she found out that she saw a bright sadness in his eyes from Li Heng's eyes, sometimes she inadvertently pushed open the door, he stood in the sun, the dazzling sunlight sprinkled, his eyes flashed with crystal sunshine beads, he would lose his mind, until, Situ Zi hugged him behind his back, he looked back at her, there was regret in his eyes, there was love, and there was reluctance, the bright sadness fell on her heart, became a reflection, and generated a warm sadness that could not be touched, sometimes, waking up in a dream, she couldn't find his truth, in the moonlight, his lonely figure met her eyes, and inexplicable tears fell, was he not before he met himself, they were all so alone, playing notes in that tea garden that only he could understand.

Sometimes she said lightly: "Heng, I feel that you are so far away from me, as if I can't touch your heart." Li Heng would nervously hold her hand and put it in the place of his heart and said, "Can you feel it? My heart is still beating, then my love for you will always be there, I will always live, always live." He hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body and not let her leave him for half a moment.

Tears flickered in her eyes, Li Heng reached out to wipe her tears away, their hearts were twitching pain, Heng, why, your past, I can't participate, so now, the love you gave me is so heavy, how am I good, the love I gave, you want it, the love you gave, I took it, how should we go on.

Li Yan, who incarnated as Li Heng, quietly hugged Situ Zi, his heart was not at ease, without her by his side, every minute and every second, the cold accompanied him, every day when he opened his eyes, he saw the empty embrace on his left chest.

When she woke up every day, she didn't see his most beautiful face, that ray of sunshine burned her eyes, and no matter how warm the sun was, it couldn't bury her empty left atrium.

The feeling of love is too deep, how can you forget it in twos and twos?

The kiss fell softly on her earlobe, she was dyed with a blush and fell on his heart, his hand gently caressed her cheek, the wind blew gently, the night was beautiful and quiet, time stood still......

Suddenly, his heart burned, how could this be, was he leaving?How could I be willing to let her worry?In front of Xiao Zi, what about the weak self?*Naked in front of her, how could he be ruthless.

Li Heng, who had turned into Li Yan, his face changed slightly, is it time to leave? I'll be fine, right? Xiaozi, I will always be with you until the day you have happiness.

Li Yan's face began to be as pale as paper, and meteor-like points of light flew out of Li Yan's body, Situ Zi was taken aback, she wanted to rush to the piano, and when she wanted to play the piano again to keep him, Li Yan quickly grabbed her hand.

"Don't, Xiao Zi, your energy consumption is too great, if you play again, you will die, and Xiao Yan will also die, he will die, he can't bear my heavenly send. She vigorously brushed Li Yan's hand away and said: "If you want to die, then well, let us die with you, without you, I don't want to live for a long time, why don't Yan want to live alone." A slow sound poured out of the piano.

"Xiao Yan, wake up, hurry up, stun Xiao Zi, I can't let you have anything to do. The last words of Li Heng, the star spirit who turned into a human form, woke up Li Yan who was in a deep sleep, Li Yan glanced at his brother, and then at Situ Zi, who was already crazy, closed his eyes, and slashed hard......

"I'm sorry, Xiao Zi. Situ Zi fell down quickly, the flying stars were scattered in the fierce piano wind, and the stars that had nowhere to escape turned into swords and rushed towards Situ Zi, Li Yan tightly protected Situ Zi in his arms, and the stars scraped across his arms, body, and blood gushed out......

After a long, long time, the chaotic piano room regained its calm the moment the piano stopped sounding......

The sound of scattered footsteps sounded in their ears, everything was like a dream, everything was so real, he touched his face, it was real warmth, he was still alive, why was he still alive, if he died, would he not be burdened with so much pain, real pain.

"Xiao Zi. He moved his fingers, the sound of the strings still in his head, a stinging liquid slid down his face, was it blood?

If it weren't for him, wouldn't they be separated, uncomfortable? His heart ached faintly, and the vines of pain tightened his heart, so painful, so painful......

There was a pair of hands to help him wipe away his tears, those hands were very cold, very cold, his pupils reflected the beautiful face, he brushed away her hand, he didn't want to see this face again, the girl's beautiful face changed color, she broke Li Yan's face and kissed it......

Li Yan slapped him: "Lin Yidie, what do you want, how do you want to let me go, I don't love you at all, you are just my nominal fiancée, you forced me, I tell you, I will never fall in love with you in this life." ”

Lin Yidie raised her hand and wanted to slap it down, Li Yan raised her head and looked at her without blinking, Lin Yidie put her hand down, turned around, her eyes were red, her fists were clenched, and her body couldn't stop trembling......

He never tolerated her in the first place, and he was not his brother, so he had no reason to accept his parents' arrangement.

Lin Yidie walked out of the door of the ward angrily, suddenly turned around and smiled and said: "Li Yan, tell you a good thing, I have been transferred to your school, I want to see what magic that Situ Zi has to make you pay so much for her, you better protect her, if not, you owe me today, I will definitely ask her to pay back ten times." Her gradually distant figure disappeared into the fog of the early morning, he sat weakly on the hospital bed, the sun showed a milky white halo, he was a little confused, Xiao Zi, tell me, what should I do, what should I do?

Situ Zi looked at her father who was beside the bed, she looked at the empty ward with some confusion, like a dream, the temperature of Li Heng's kiss on her cheek had not yet faded, and at this time, the others did not know where they were, tears flowed, will he come back?

She looked at the man who was sleeping soundly beside her, and she tiptoed out of the living room, quietly out the door, and into the other side of the world that belonged only to him and hers.

The middle-aged man who pretended to be asleep, the transparent liquid slipped silently from his eye sockets, was it wrong to stop it at the beginning, if not, how could his baby become what it is today.

She took out the turquoise Xiao from the drawer, and the slow notes escaped......

You're always so far away from me

How do I find it?

My dear, do you still miss me

I'm so helpless without the days you're around

Are you still with me, my dear

Without you, my world is so lonely

Are you still happy, my dear?

"Is the night always so dark without you?" she said with a smile to the dawn starlight, tears could not stop sliding down her cheeks, dripping into the night sky before dawn, she held back her tears, smiled slightly in the mirror, kept laughing, kept laughing, the corners of her mouth smiled sore, and then she gently walked out of the room and went downstairs......

The campus is still dark, the east side is a little white, Situ Zi took a deep breath, pushed open the school gate, and walked in, everyone was still asleep, only she was alone, a person's world, a person's quiet existence, walking through the darkness before dawn.

It was quiet in the hospital room, and she pushed the door open and entered......

The sleeping boy on the hospital bed, his long eyelashes cover his usual cold expression, the corners of his mouth are less of the forty-five degrees of evil, more of a pure childishness, the excessively delicate eyebrows and eyes are knotted, and there is more distressing sadness, it turns out that a sadness can really become a painting, how ruthless he is, so he didn't even ask his opinion and wanted to pull him to go to hell together.

She sat beside his hospital bed, reached out to cover him with the quilt that he accidentally slipped when he turned over, and put her exposed hand into the warm quilt......

Suddenly, the sleeping person clasped her hand, and he muttered to himself: "Brother, brother, don't go, don't go, Xiaozi can't live without you, brother, brother......" Every word, every word, pierced her heart.

A tear slowly crossed his sleeping cheek and fell on the sky before dawn, burning her heart, fool, is Li Heng in his heart? He can't love himself well, he is an outsider, why put himself in a puzzle?

She leaned down and gently kissed away the unfrozen tears from the corners of his eyes, and the sleeping person seemed to sense her comfort, the knot between her eyebrows was scattered, and she smiled shallowly, clasped her hand, and fell asleep peacefully......

The first rays of sunlight passed through the glass of the ward, emitting a golden light, he looked at the golden light in his eyes a little blankly, his hand was held tightly by the girl, and the warm breath flowing in his palm was a warm breath, in this familiar warm breath, he did not want to wake up......

The golden sunlight fell on the girl's small nose, her smart eyes, hidden behind her long hair, with a well-behaved smile at the corner of her mouth, such a woman, who is willing to let go?

A smile escaped from the corners of his lips, and he reached out and stroked her smooth hair, his eyes doting on happiness, love rippling in the morning breeze......

The girl was awakened by his actions, and Ying Ying smiled and said, "Yan, you are awake." He nodded, smiling lowly.

"My brother, he's gone, isn't he? Are you okay, you're not hurt. He whispered.

"Well, he's gone, Xiao Yan protected me very well, I'm fine. The girl smiled silently, her eyes changing with his unknown color.

"It's class, let's go!Let's go to class!" The young man tried to struggle to get up, but the dizziness hit him again, he fell backwards, and Situ Zi hurriedly supported him......

At this moment, the door was pushed open, the silver sunlight was hitting the young man's body, and the anger emanating from his body shook up the dust, as soon as he entered the school doctor's room, he saw that the two people were so close, and his anger burned his chest, he rushed to Situ Zi, didn't say anything, pulled Situ Zi away and said, "Are you okay?"

"Yang, I'm fine. Situ Zi looked at him in surprise, Li Yan, who had no support, a wave of dizziness hit him, he smiled and hugged the edge of the bed and said, "Xiao Zi, you go to class with him first! I'll go over later." ”

Situ Zi looked at Shangguan Yang and didn't say anything, just let go of Shangguan Yang who was holding her hand tightly, she walked to Li Yan's side with a smile, supported him and said, "It's okay, Yan, I'll accompany you, my homework is very good, I don't have classes for a day or two, it's okay." Situ Zi walked from in front of Shangguan Yang to the side of the bed, stroked the creases on the quilt, and let him sit down......

Shangguan Yang looked at them without saying a word, and there was a pain in his heart, Xiao Zi, since when did your heart get closer to him, have you ever thought about me who has been worried about you all night, can you sense my heartache? I want to tell you how I feel in my heart, but what about you? Have you given me a chance? My love, isn't it that I will lose my place in my heart, and I will lose you? Why do I have a feeling, a feeling that you will walk away from me, is it because of his arrival? No, I'm definitely not going to let him snatch you from me, never, never.