"Situ Zi, let me ask you, is this your choice?" she turned her back to him, silent, and acquiesced.

Shangguan Yang walked to the door of the ward: "Xiaozi, give me a reason, is it because of his skin?" If so, I hope you will never regret your choice today, you better protect him, if not, you better remember for me, if one day, I will return all the pain you put on my body back to him." Her body stiffened, and Li Yan smiled bitterly......

He spoke: "Shangguan Yang, the fault is not her, it is me, if you resent her, then you can give me all your hatred." After saying this, the warmth was withdrawn from Li Yan's body a little bit, Li Yan's only remaining strength was exhausted, so tired, are you going to sleep? That's fine, at least it's safe here, Xiaozi, forgive me, I'm asleep at this moment, if I can still wake up, I will, I will never let you face the rights and wrongs of this world alone.

"Shangguan Yang, I will never regret every choice I made, if one day you hurt him, then I will repay you with a hundred times more pain than him, even if all people in this world can hurt him, but you can't. ”

"Why?" he looked back at her.

"Ask your heart, does your heart agree, and if you really hurt him, I think your heart will die with him. ”

"What nonsense are you talking about?" he was a little annoyed.

"Let's go, just think it's a dream, a sudden dream. She closed her eyes and slowly opened her mouth: "Shangguan Yang, I owe Li Yan too much, we have known each other for a long time, so it's not that we didn't have a chance, but that we met too late." ”

Because of her willfulness, she almost lost him, he is a fool, and he is also a fool.

People who love each other have to always be close to each other, aren't they? Because of their own willfulness, they are still a little bit apart, and they are separated by two worlds.

Shangguan Yang paused and walked out of the ward without looking back......

The sky began to rain lightly, the moonlight fell on Li Yan's beautiful face, tears rolled down, he opened his eyes in confusion, the cold moonlight on the window poured down like water, and the rain gently knocked on the windowsill, is this God's tears? Will God cry for them?

His eyelashes flashed with small undried tears, trembling slightly, his eyes flowed down, his hand was clenched by her, this picture, like a dream, once upon a time, this girl was once attached to him, like a child attached to his mother.

She had touched him a lot and left him with many warm memories, but couldn't he enter her heart? Shangguan Yang sighed deeply, his heart ached uncontrollably, and the glass outside the window reflected his bright sadness, and she said: "The whole world can hurt him, but I can't hurt him for half a point." He put his hand on the place of his heart, it was a pain that could not be intoned, it turned out that what he loved most was to let go of you who did not belong to me, so did he want to say goodbye?......

Li Yan held her hand, he looked at the ceiling, where is it not as good as his brother, why does his brother's smile make her as happy as a child eating her favorite candy for a long, long time, why her brother's words moved her for a long, long time, but her own garden of Bauhinia only made her a nervous disorder, despite this, he was still as happy as a child, he was still willing to wait for her, and when she looked back one day, he hid his softest heart in the depths of Bauhinia, and he never took away the light that looked at her.

He passed on the warmth to her little by little, his fingertips caressing her frowning brow, he wanted to tell her that she smiled beautifully, and his scorching heat pulled her back from her dream a little bit.

Situ Zi stared at Li Yan, and couldn't help but lose his mind, this young man, a long time ago, always looked like he didn't eat the fireworks of the world in front of her, but she knew that he had a heart that was gentler than ordinary people, and the more she understood him, the more she walked into his world, she realized that he was just an ordinary person, a very gentle ordinary person, an ordinary person who wanted love.

Suddenly, thunder and lightning exploded in the sky, and under the electric light, her face turned white after being overly frightened, was she afraid?

The diary said that her brother would cover her ears like that and sing her favorite song, but he was gone, and what about herself?

He gently covered her ears, thick doting, her tears flowed down in an instant, the light dimmed, a kiss fell on her face, kissed away tears for her, different from Heng's coldness, his lips were warm.

This cold kiss opened the door to her memories......

In the early summer of that year, when it rained heavily, he covered her ears like him, and that night she asked Heng: "If one day, I am gone, will you do the same thing to other girls?"

Heng bowed his head and was silent, and for a long time, he smiled and said: "I don't know, I only know one thing, if you are not there, then what is the use of my life." ”

It's just such a simple sentence, until now, when I think back to that night, thinking back to that sentence, my nose is slightly sour, my eyes are slightly red, and my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.

In everyone's life, there is such a person in their hearts, people who can't give up, and I only have you in my heart, maybe I don't know if I still have a smile on my face without you, but there is one thing I am the same as you, that is, no matter what, I want the man in front of me to live well, and I want him to be no longer lonely.

Your position can't be replaced, without you, it's like a scar in my heart that can never heal, no matter when, as long as it is lifted, lightly touched, I will have a faint pain, I think my mood at that time was the same as you, without you, what is the use of my life, but this angelic boy in front of him, how innocent he is, his heart was broken once, how can I let him break his heart again.

She smiled, Heng, without you by my side, why am I not like you?

She hummed the song softly......

Will it still hurt

I asked myself questions

The tears of growth are left to time to evaporate

Your words start with that year and take the summer vacation forever

In my heart, I refused to grow up

I can't hide from it

Tears of longing

Our affairs are still in flux

When the board eraser can't erase the sand paintings on the blackboard of the year

but burned the bouquet of phoenix flowers

Are you better after being sensible?

No more willful

I don't like to laugh anymore

It's not that a good breakup has to shine for the dream

Has I found anything more than I love you?

You can only get it if you give it

I don't know

I can't find it

There's no going back

The ethereal voice drifted away in the thunderstorm to dispel the uneasiness in each other's hearts, and his heart moved, and he asked, "Xiaozi, did you and my brother write this song? Why haven't I heard it? This song is very good." ”

She said: "No, this is a song by a singer named Ou Deyang, he is a very mysterious singer, he has never shown his face in the MV, I have listened to a lot of his songs, I never know what he looks like, I have checked on the Internet, but I can't find it, Yan, he is very similar to you!

In the dark, Li Yan burned her heart with the gaze of Mars, and he said: "I can't find it! I can't go back! But I don't want to find you, so, Situ Zi, please stay by my side." It was too dark in the hospital room for anyone to see the loneliness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow behind his fire-lit eyes.

In this heavy rain and gloom, there is such a person, from beginning to end, he is asleep, unwilling to wake up, unwilling to open his eyes to see the world, this world does not belong to him, he is superfluous, from beginning to end, he has never integrated into her world, nor has he understood her past, but now, he has no way to selectively leave or abandon his own memories, can he still wake up? Will his tomorrow be tomorrow? Can he still see the sunshine of tomorrow?

If life is as it first sees, what is the heart empty to the moon, and all the life is looking forward to the Yiren coming, but it is an empty dream, forget, okay! No matter what, it's just an ending, isn't it? The cold only reminds him that she doesn't love him, she doesn't love him, and she keeps repeating it over and over again......

That lamp, in the rainy campus, is like a lighthouse in the ocean, and the people wandering in the ocean follow the light to find their way home.

"Xiaozi, do you love my brother very much, as if he loves you. The demon's voice was a little uneasy, was he afraid that I would be sad?

"Well, how do you know your brother used to treat me like this?"

"It's a secret that can't be told!"

"Yan, you seem to have a lot of secrets!" she said with some dissatisfaction.

"And what about you and your brother? aren't you the same, many, many, secrets that I never knew?" the coquettish tone ......

"Are you angry?" she asked lightly, Li Yan's left finger was half-curled, knocked her head and said, "What qualifications can I have to be angry?"

"Xiao Zi, look!" He pointed out the window, she was startled, and at some point Shangguan Yang came to their window, like a ghost, his face was terrifyingly pale.

Situ Zi looked at Li Yan, Li Yan silently let go of her hand and said, "Go ahead!" ”

She walked out of the ward, and the lightning in the sky crossed the sky one after another, reflecting Shangguan Yang's pale face, and he looked at Situ Zi wordlessly, with a more fierce aura.

"Yang, do you have something to do with me?" Shangguan Yang glanced at her and said: "In your heart, is Li Yan important, or am I important, is he your boyfriend, or am I?" What you said just now, I can not hear it, can you come back to me, I can't live without you." ”

"Are you ?......," she asked in surprise.

"Since he came back, you have treated it as transparent at all, can you understand my feelings? How does a boy feel when he sees the person he loves talking to another boy?"

Situ Zi's heart sank, and she remembered Li Heng, he had also said the same thing, at that time, she had just met Yan, and she had spent more time with Yan than him, he would actually be jealous, just like Shangguan Yang's now, her heart softened, and she said in a low voice: "Yang, I'm sorry, but my decision will not change." She explained.

At this time, Shangguan Yang's complexion has changed, he is no longer the Shangguan Yang who loves her in every way, his anger is getting stronger and stronger, making him shudder, she retreats step by step, she begins to doubt the mistake she has made, maybe she shouldn't have treated him as another person in the first place, if not, he would not have come to this point, but is it too late to regret all this? She looked at Li Yan, who was quietly listening to the sound of rain on the hospital bed, gritted her teeth, and made a decision in her heart.

"I like Li Yan, I liked him a long, long time ago, I just regarded you as his stand-in, so, please don't disturb my life in the future, now, I'm doing well, he likes me, I like him, I'm sorry, I don't have a vacant place in my heart to accommodate you, if you are a gentleman, I ask you, don't force my heart to be empty again. She looked up, and that look was the same as the one she remembered, like, like, who was she, and who was I?

His heart hurt as if it were torn, why, this scene was so familiar, so familiar, had he ever heard the same thing that a girl said to him, her pupils flashed with the same ruthless eyes in his memory, and he couldn't help but exclaim: "Who are you? Who are you? Have I seen you, have you said the same thing to me, why? My heart hurts so much, why?" He clutched his chest tightly, his eyes were dark, and his ears were full of her resolute and ruthless voice, all of which were: "What I like is Li Yan, I liked him a long, long time ago." His eyes were dark and he almost fainted, but he held on to the base of the wall and laughed silently......