I thought it was a hallucination before I died, but when I listened closely, I thought it was too real. I opened my eyes with all my strength to confirm the authenticity of the voice, but I only caught a glimpse of the person's pure white clothes and fainted.

By the time I woke up again, I was in the bed I knew best.

"Awake?"

Sinan, who had been sitting by the window reading a book, felt my movements, first asked in a cold voice, then closed the book, got up and walked to my bedside. I was extremely worried that everything in front of me was still an illusion, and I was afraid that someone would deceive me by changing into Sinan's appearance, so I just watched him gradually get closer, without saying anything, and even faintly avoided his movements.

Seeing this, Sinan thought that I was beginning to hate his closeness, his brows couldn't help frowning, and his voice was even more cold and asked:

"Don't want to see me?"

It is undeniable that Sinan's words are really very lethal. You must know that the person I want to see most at this moment is him, but I am really worried that the current one is not real, after all, I have no way to accept this kind of blow in the future, so I did not answer his question, but asked:

"Am I still alive?"

was asked by me like this, Sinan was stunned in place. When I confirmed that I really wanted to know if I was still alive and not playing with him, all his anger finally turned into a helpless sigh.

"Well, you're alive, it's okay. ”

When I heard his words, I didn't have the heart to continue to ask, and I didn't care if what he said was true or not, so I immediately jumped out of the quilt and jumped out of bed, without even wearing shoes, I ran to Sinan in a few steps, hugged him and began to cry.

This cry seemed to be about to cry all my grievances and fears at that time, Sinan was taken aback by my presumptuous behavior, and he didn't react to the situation for a long time. It wasn't until I was crying breathlessly, with a lot of snot and tears, that he pursed his lips, then raised his hand and hugged me.

"I'm sorry I didn't protect you well and made you feel wronged. ”

At this time, Sinan's tone was like my favorite marshmallow, soft and soft, with a light sweetness, as if it could make people's whole hearts melt in this sentence. But for me now, his tone and attitude only deepened my despair. I buried my head in his chest, hugged him harder, and cried out:

"You are a fake Sinan, he has never spoken to me so gently, and you are too irresponsible...... But can you let me hug him again, it's so hard to hug him so gently, I miss him so much, you tell him I miss him so much......"

When I shouted like this, I felt that the person in my arms instantly became a little stiff. The next second, he grabbed me by the collar, forcibly pulled me off him, and almost yelled at me:

"Look at who I am. ”

Being dragged by Sinan's collar, my range of motion was suddenly limited, I shook my head with my eyes closed, and waved my hands wildly at the same time, as a way to express my inner resistance.

"I don't look at it, I don't look at it, it's all fake, I'm definitely dead...... I can't see Sinan anymore......"

At this point, I cried harder. In the end, Sinan was so noisy that I couldn't help it, so he hugged me at once, and then kissed me deeply on the lips.

This sudden kiss made me stop my tears for a moment, and I stared at the face of Sinan, who was suddenly close to me, with eyes soaked in tears, not only forgetting the struggle, but even forgetting to breathe. Seeing that I was like a wood, I didn't react to this at all, and kissed my lips and couldn't help but deepen the intensity.

I finally found myself in this increasingly heavy kiss, and I can finally be sure that the person in front of me is really Sinan. Suddenly, all the sadness, pain, unwillingness and regret in my heart were replaced by great joy, I did not refuse Sinan again, but hugged him tightly, closed my eyes, and tried to respond to his kiss.

For the first time, I was so glad that I was alive, because only alive did I have the opportunity to tell Sinan.

I'm sorry I hurt you that day, but actually, I like you too.