I took a chance and turned the bracelet that Chenbei left for me in circles, hoping that he could sense that I was in danger and rush to save me. But it turned out that I was too optimistic, because by the time the formation was completed, there was still no one around me.

Soon, with no way out, bright red blood slowly covered the top of my feet and began to swim towards me. The searing temperature of the blood carried a disgusting smell that soon made me feel pain. It was the first time I felt the proximity of death so truly in myself, and it was the first time I understood what kind of despair it was to be hopeless.

I am used to seeing the impermanence of life and death, and I have always thought that I have no need for life and death, and even when I was pierced through the chest by Sinan's sword, I was never afraid. But at this moment, when death clearly expressed its intentions in a painful way, I realized that I was much more cowardly than I had imagined.

I was really scared, I was afraid that I would die in this unknown place, and I was also afraid that I would die alone like this, I realized that I was actually afraid of many, many things, but what I didn't expect was that in the end, what I was most afraid of was to leave Sinan quietly like this.

I don't know why I'm crying while imagining in my mind how Sinan will live without me. I don't know why, I would be so viciously hoping that without me, Sinan would not have a happy and ordinary life.

How can this be? Sinan, he is my little master, he takes care of me, pampers me, and tolerates all my mistakes and faults, but why do I want him to be tormented by my death for the rest of his life?

Was it to get revenge for not saving my life at the critical moment? Or am I just afraid that he will forget me......

In the middle of my thoughts, the blood that had been spreading upwards had already reached my chest, and the severe pain made me gradually lose the ability to think, and I finally closed my eyes slowly in the midst of my weakness and struggle.

I'm going to die, although there are still many things to be done, although there are still many regrets, but to die here is actually a blessing in misfortune.

I have spent half my life searching for stones, and now he is in front of me, and although it is only a fantasy, it is always better than nothing.

Tears flowed down like a flood from a burst of the embankment, and soon melted into the filthy blood. I also accepted the reality of imminent death, gave up all desire to live, only raised my head one last time to look at the original body of the stone, and then closed my eyes and quietly waited for death to come.

I could clearly feel that life was passing by rapidly, and even that I was slowly changing back to my original shape. I suddenly remembered that I only bloom when I die, and I am afraid that I will never know if I will bloom as beautifully as the epiphany that bloomed in front of Nai He that night.

Thinking about it this way, this is probably the biggest regret of my life.

Although my body has been suffering from burning pain, I still feel helpless to laugh when I think about it. I barely managed to pull out a wry smile, but it was also distorted by the pain. Just as I bared my teeth and wanted to bite my tongue to end this pain, a voice suddenly came from my ear, which was all too familiar:

"If you mess around like this, I'm afraid you'll never see Ah Shu again. ”