Chapter 21 – Wake up, the wind is light

He stood quietly beside Shangguan Yang's bed, like a statue, motionless.

"Yan, why are you standing there stupidly, what's wrong with me?" Situ Zi said something faintly, he turned his head as if he had just woken up from a dream, smiled at Situ Zi, and said nothing.

He stroked Shangguan Yang's face, staring at the sleeping face, with a trace of sadness that was not easy to wipe in the delicateness, he faintly had a trace of pity for Shangguan Yang, it was by no means gentle, it was pain, it was helpless, it was pathos.

He slowly approached Situ Zi's hospital bed, clutching the edge of the bed, his face gradually turned pale, blood dripping from his lips, poignant with roses as brilliant as a cuckoo's cry, blooming brilliantly, he slowly fell down like a statue, maybe overworked?

Too many complicated emotions surged in his heart, and he couldn't find an outlet normally, forcing him to no longer have the ability to support his already scarred body, ah, Xiaozi, if one day, I die, please remember me.

He doesn't care what kind of world tomorrow will be, he just wants to know, if there is no me, will she empty her heart to a place, only his place, to place him well, and occasionally miss him, I am really pitiful, I am a defeat to you when I meet you.

The sound of rescue, the cry for help in the distant sky, had nothing to do with him, and he didn't want to open his eyes again. This world that once left his beautiful memories, his world, is an endless black, goodbye, Xiao Zi, if my death can be exchanged for the reunion between you and my brother, if his amnestics are deleted, you can meet again, you can love again, then my life is worth a life, and it is worth it, and when I die, no one will be hurt again.

It's just that I'm not here, it's just that I've never been here, isn't it, it's not going to be what it is today.

The wind was stronger, the rain was more intense, and he knew that once he started to choose, there was no turning back.

"Yan, Yan, wake up, wake up, wake up ......!" Li Yan didn't want to wake up anymore, he was waiting, waiting for the prince in the princess's heart to return, as long as she was happy, it was enough, as long as she was happy.

He is used to giving, he is used to waiting, why should he wait, maybe from the moment he met her, he knew that he would bet everything he had to love him, including life, if I knew that I loved you so much, I would have never seen you, nor had I ever hurt you.

The sun is shining, climbing up the high and wide window, the boy is sleeping, the sun is shining on his sleeping face, the wind has stopped, the rain has stopped, on the campus, the cherry blossoms are dyed with an intoxicating pink, there are already classmates on the campus reading aloud in the sun, Shangguan Yang woke up in this noise, he looked sideways at the opposite bed, the first thing he saw was the angelic boy, inexplicably his face was a little hot, this boy seems to be a little too delicate, not to mention girls, he is a big boy will be pounding when he sees it.

He was stunned for a moment: "Who is he, when did such a handsome boy come to the school, as the son of the principal, he doesn't even know?" He thought very seriously, but his mind was empty, he couldn't remember anything, maybe he wasn't from their school, he might be asleep, he shook his head, and threw out those meaningless thoughts, this idea was very dangerous.

His hair was scattered in the sunlight, his face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, and his beautiful eyebrows were knotted, was his dream bitter? He looked at the boy who was difficult to find a second boy in this world, he seemed to be a little more worried about him, he laughed silently, he was a devil, he was actually thinking about a boy, he was sick.

Suddenly, he looked away from the young man's face, there was a girl beside his bed, sleeping, she was holding the young man's hand, two people, a pair of hands, such a beautiful picture, in his eyes, even more scorching than the summer sun, people could not take their eyes off.

It turns out that some of the pictures in the comics are really good-looking in reality, no wonder so many girls like to read comics, if the group of girls in the school see it, they will go crazy.

This sea of pure whiteness, he was thinking, what the hell happened to him, when did he come here, he remembered how he came here in the piano room.

What is going on? His head hurt violently, he sat up, froze for a moment, smiled faintly, stretched his waist, and patted his forehead, where did that Shangguan Yang, who had very good grades and was particularly unattainable, go? How could these meaningless little things affect him? He really fell asleep.

He smiled at the delicate angel-like boy on the opposite bed, he didn't care that others were better than him, he was still him, and didn't he always wish that someone better than him would appear?

He smiled lightly, pure as ever, and his state of mind was clear.

His gaze was withdrawn from them, staring at the sun, his eyes narrowed slightly, his heart was very quiet, there was nothing in this world that could touch his heart.

Wasn't the trajectory of his life predestined from birth? He had to follow the trajectory of his life.

The sun mixed with the breeze brought the aroma of lemons, he took a deep breath, stepped out of the infirmary, and he saw the sea of flowers from a distance, the beautiful sea of clear flowers, which seemed to be in front of him and seemed to be on the horizon.

The wind is very light, the clouds are very light, his smile, like the white clouds floating in the sky, is very clear, everything is passing by the clouds, when the wind blows, the fragrance in the air dissipates in the light wind and clouds......

The early summer wind swept by the window, the floating clouds were scattered, the lingering butterflies pierced the edges in the cherry blossoms, and the soft wind swept across Situ Zi's pretty face, cool.

Yan, still sleepy, the wind ruffled the hair on his forehead, and butterflies flew in from the window, with Li Yanshen's delicate face, dancing, the sound of butterflies gently spreading their wings woke up Situ Zi's long and beautiful dream in the afternoon.

She stared silently at the young man who had no intention of waking up, his brows still knotted, and the corners of his eyes still lingered on the tears that had not dried yesterday.

At that moment, Situ Zi suddenly felt that whether it was a flower blooming, a flower falling, spring or autumn, as long as he could be like this at this moment, it would be enough.

In the past two years, how much he has endured, how many tears he has endured, how much pain he has swallowed, he doesn't say, he doesn't ask.

He can be called pain and bitterness by himself, but what about him, the unspeakable pain and suffering, hidden in his heart, obviously lost his continence, he was more sad than himself, he didn't let himself worry about him, accompanied him and guarded himself, and never said pain.

Maybe she was really wrong, she looked at people's masks too simply, she never thought about what kind of face Yan smiled under the mask, she directly regarded Yan's mask as his true mood, forgetting that under his beautiful mask was a tearful heart.

Suddenly, the butterfly stopped on Li Yan's eyelashes, she saw the tears of the butterfly, the tears of the butterfly, she put her hand on the place of his heart, and his heart stopped beating at some point and stopped breathing.

Her heart became flustered, and she said at a loss: "Li Yan, you listen to me, you can't die, do you hear it, I can't live without you, don't die, I don't have Heng anymore, I don't want to lose you anymore, if you die, I'll accompany you, do you hear? Did you hear it? If you die for a hundred years, I will follow for a hundred years, if you die for a thousand years, I will die for a thousand years, I will die for a thousand years, I tell you, I will sleep in a coffin, for the rest of my life, you don't want to escape from me." ”

A thousand words can't be explained He smiled, the world is changeable, he accidentally intervened between their brothers, he was born an ominous, if there is no himself, has their life always been so quiet, so dazzling, so gorgeous as a rainbow?

"My requirements are not high! I just want you to be able to glance at me who has been guarding you around the corner when you think about him, is this request too much? Why are you so ruthless, every time you push me away coldly, am I so unacceptable to you?" such a passage flashed through his mind, his fingertips touched his beautiful face, and tears fell, obviously he was the most favored boy in God, he should not be forgotten by love! He is the prince that everyone is looking forward to, he shouldn't beg for a little love, she closed her eyes, Li Yan, if you really dare to give up yourself like this, then, I will accompany you in this life, Li Heng, don't you love him the most? Where are you now? Please save him.

Cool tears crossed the finely carved face, something was like a thousand catties of boulders pressing on Li Yan's heart, his heart hurt so much, it hurt......

Is she crying? Is it because of me? Now, you are so annoying, in this case, I will be even more reluctant to let you, what should I do? I am so cunning, I know that I love her, how can I let her shed tears for herself? But if it were not for him, would my brother have returned, and then I would have continued to sleep......

"Will it still hurt, the tears of time, the things of growth, will be the tears of time now, I can't hide it, the struggle of time ......" slowly singing drifted in the empty ward, teardrops, two, three drops......

Blood and tears flowed down from Li Yan's eyes, and in the sun, they were as delicate as blood.

"Xiao Zi, I'm really happy, you can finally shed tears for me. With a simple word, her heart was crushed by him, she couldn't hold back any longer, threw herself into Li Yan's arms, and cried loudly: "You are really cunning, you obviously said that you love me, how can you not want me first." ”

She cried loudly, for this neglected by herself, she pushed away again and again, but he had no regrets and silently guarded his own Yan.

He patted Situ Zi's back, her tears slid across her sweet face and fell on the corners of his mouth, he licked it with his tongue, it was bitter, a little more sweet, at this moment, he wanted to be a little selfish, he wanted time to stop at this second, he was in her heart at this second.

He clearly knows that no matter how good things are, there will be a day of loss, no matter how deep the memory, there will be a day of forgetting, no matter how much he loves, there will be a day when he will go away, no matter how beautiful the dream, there will be a day when he wakes up.

The day she wants him to let go, what reason does he use to clasp her hand, the day she is leaving, what qualifications does he use to redeem her, and the day she wants to return to him, what identity can he use to keep her.

"Yan, can you tell me, how should I face you, what can I say to you, I am so humble in front of you, I hurt you so deeply, why, you are so good, so good that I am overwhelmed, at this moment, at this second I just want to love you well, can I?"

Li Heng, who was guarding Li Yan in the air, was a little sad inexplicably, maybe he came back suddenly, it was really wrong, Xiao Zi, shouldn't I use the past to restrain you anymore, has my death really become the deepest wound in the hearts of the two of you, and has become the reason why you can't be together.

She was really scared, because she loved deeply, so she refused, because she was afraid, so she gave up, so in front of Li Yan, she walked forward cautiously, afraid that she would lose it again if she was not careful? Is she a fool?

A Li Heng has already made her heart exhausted, a Li Heng has made her heart no longer tolerate anyone, a Li Heng has filled her heart, it is because she has loved so much, so she doesn't want another person to bear such a heavy pain, so are you afraid of love? Xiaozi, what to start with, I taught you to be cowardly.

"Don't force yourself to do anything, don't let yourself have any burden, don't feel sorry for me, all this, I volunteered, no one forced me! It's as if no one forced you to give your life for my brother, we are all people who go around in circles in love, one day, someone will get tired first and let go, no one will force us to do anything we don't want to do, but have to do, so Xiaozi, don't cry, I'm willing to wait, in love, we are luckier than others, at least we are in love, we are not a one-man show played by ourselves. ”

Her hand held Li Yan's hand, and she took this person's hand for the first time, Li Yan, have you decided? Yes, I have decided, so no matter what happens, I will not let go of your hand......

"Miss Situ Zi, do you know what you're doing?"

"Yes. ”

"Well, I'll tell you first, I'm a sticky demon, don't let me get to Phi halfway!"

"Okay, okay, okay, this time, even if you let go, I'm going to shamelessly hold you, unless you cut off my hand. ”

"Stupid. ”

"Fools"

"yes, we're all a pair of little fools. Li Yan knocked her forehead and smiled silently......