Chapter 21 - Memories of Forsaken

"Heng, come out! I know, you're here. She spoke into the air, and a transparent figure flashed in the dark corner.

"Xiao Zi, I knew I wouldn't be hiding for long, I didn't expect you to find out so quickly, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”

"Heng, should you also tell me something?Yan, what about you, did you hide something from me too?"

Yes, she really wanted to know the answer, she wanted to know how much Yan was still hiding from her, she must know why? Obviously, Li Heng didn't belong to this world, why could he still come back, why Yan could see Heng, why couldn't he himself?

"Do you want to know why?" Li Yan leaned down and stared at the elf-like self in her pupils.

Li Yan seemed to be able to see the doubts in her heart, and he asked lightly, without any emotion: "You want to know the answer, right?"

"Xiao Zi, it's none of Xiao Yan's business, it's just that I insist on doing it. He stopped dodging his gaze and stared straight at him.

"Why?" Yes, she wanted to know what Li Heng wanted to do, she stood at a loss, and Li Heng had been looking at the three of them silently......

Suddenly, Shangguan Yang fell down softly, Li Yan was startled, he shook him, trying to wake him up, but, Shangguan Yang didn't react, as if he was asleep, Li Yan panicked, he called Xiao Zi: "Xiao Zi, you come here, Shangguan Yang seems to be dizz......y" She hurriedly squatted down next to Shangguan Yang, she reached out to probe the pulse, she was taken aback, "Yan, you hurry up and carry him, he is very weak now, we have to find a doctor for him immediately, otherwise his life will be in danger." ”

When Li Yan heard this, he hurriedly picked up Shangguan Yang and rushed out, the rain kept falling, getting heavier and heavier, the rain blurred Li Yan's tears, he knew very well that some words were for Shangguan Yang, and even for the heart on Shangguan Yang's body, it must be something he couldn't bear, from beginning to end, he knew the ins and outs of the matter, so Shangguan Yang couldn't die, if he died, then the other one would not be saved......

The rain hit his thin body, it was cold, it was painful, it was tired, he couldn't tell the difference, he was only cold......

He rushed to the door of the emergency room, he put down Shangguan Yang, and hurriedly called the nurse, at the moment at his door, he froze, Situ Zi pushed him and said, "Yan, what's wrong with you, call the doctor quickly, if you don't call it again, it's too late." ”

He let go of Shangguan Yang casually, he knew that she was invisible at this time, he let him go, and with a backhand blow, Situ Zi fell......

"Brother, do you have a way to save him. Li Yan said into the ethereal air.

"Yes, I have a way to save him. Li Yan said lightly.

"What's the way?" asked Li Yan.

"Erased all his memories of Xiao Zi. Li Heng's cold temperament showed up little by little, which Situ Zi had never seen before.

"Brother, but he'll remember it one day. Li Yan reminded him.

"Xiao Yan, if I don't delete his memory, he will be controlled by my heart's memory, I can't hurt one more person because of my affairs, Xiao Zi is already painful enough, I don't want to make Xiao Zi feel guilty because of my relationship, do you understand? ”

"Have you ever wondered how I'm going to survive if you just disappear?"

"You still have Xiao Zi. Li Heng said in a low voice

I don't know when, there was an extra turquoise Xiao in Li Heng's hand, and the smart melody flew up.

Li Heng closed his eyes and said silently in his heart: "Almighty God, I am the spirit of all things you created, I beg you with the life of the spirit, the point of starlight, delete his amnestics!" The melody danced wildly, Shangguan Yang seemed to be in pain, like reluctance, like Fu Nai, like helpless, Qingxiu's face became distorted, the rapid melody gradually lowered, the gentle music flowed in the ward, Shangguan Yang With the music, the pain was reduced, The crying music was inexplicably warm as spring, and his tears flowed down as if something important to him had been taken away, and the memory dissipated in the air......

"Shangguan Yang, sleep well, sleep well, everything will be fine tomorrow, you are still you, Xiao Zi or Xiao Zi, Xiao Yan or Xiao Yan, you don't have any intersection, you are so miserable now, do you want to give up all your forgetfulness? I am here to help you realize your wishes, so, believe me, come, read with me, it will be fine for a while, as long as it will pass after a while, Shangguan Yang, you follow me now......

The evil voice was demagogic, and like a marionette, he silently recited along with the voice: "I swear by my life, with my heart as a contract, the point of starlight, at the price of what I have abandoned, please use the point of starlight for me, fulfill the price of what I have done, remember, erase!"

The starlight began to turn into a strong light, injected into Shangguan Yang's mind, tears slid down, submerged into the dust, splashed and flickered, those heart-warming memories no longer existed, whether they were forgotten or lost, he would not know, he was still the same as before, there was no Situ Zi, no Li Yan, no sadness, and no joy.

He is tired and needs to rest, I'm sorry, Shangguan Yang, please forgive me for my selfish choice, if I don't choose like this, you will be controlled by my heart, it's not that I don't let you love Xiaozi, it's just that the heart is mine, I can't let you be controlled by it, it will make you choose the wrong path, now I just hope that more people won't be hurt by this undeserved fate between me and Xiaozi, so I'm only sorry, forgive me, he put his hand under Shangguan Yang's forehead and stroked it, little by little to extract the memory from his brainwave.

Xiao Zi, I'm about to disappear, do you know?

If there is a next life, will you be as smart as you were just now, and find me out at once, I believe that you will, but my next life will be hell.

It's like before, no matter where you get lost, I can find you, I said, we have telepathy, no matter where we are, we can find each other, na, if there is a next life, can you no longer meet me first, you have to find Xiao Yan first, he is the person who loves you the most in this world.

Xiaozi, I love you, but it's a pity that I have nothing to do with you, even God has to oppose it, so many boundaries are in front of our eyes, it's not that I want to abandon you, just like you don't want to leave me, Xiaozi, can I not love you? Because love is too difficult, no matter how I fight, I can't fight for the sky.

You once loved me so firmly, so that now we can bear to lose each other, we once said that we will always be together, to pick the farthest star, the happiness of being embraced by you still warms me, I really hope you don't love me anymore, I don't want to see you sad.

I once thought about deleting your memory, but you are so stubborn, even if I delete your memory, you will get the memory back, hehe, I always can't do anything about you, because of this, that's why I love you like this.

"Xiao Yan, now it's only you, only you can help my brother, let Xiao Zi forget me, let her use you to forget me, if one day, she falls in love with you, I won't hate you, because Xiao Yan, you are an angel, you know? Angel of everyone who will love you, your heart, clean as crystal, the biggest luck in my life is not to meet Xiao Zi, but to become your brother, in my short life, with your protection, I am really happy, I can meet Xiao Zi, let me know what love looks like, I am very satisfied, farewell, my dear brother, I'm sorry, all my faults, I want you to find down, I am really an incompetent brother.

Xiao Zi, can you feel my heartache? Li Heng held her hand, a tear flowed out of Situ Zi's eyes, Li Heng leaned down and kissed away the tears that condensed in the corners of her eyes.

"Disappear, hide!" The point of starlight disappeared into the dark sunset of the night, and Li Heng, who was unrealistically beautiful, slowly dispersed, leaving only boundless darkness, only boundless cold, and only boundless despair......