Chapter 3 - Is This Love?

The rain is like a lover's tears, a drop will be drunk, love is a lovesick tear, it will break when you touch it, love is charming, like poison, you know that it will break your liver and intestines, but you still want to get close to it.

Shangguan Yang leaned against the wall, with clean and transparent music flowing in his ears, inexplicably remembering the girl he met that day, she didn't know what she was doing?

Her shadow was deeply engraved in his mind, lingering, it was really a disturbing mood, trying to calm down, his heart beat violently, grinding his heart and lungs.

The clouds by the window, one by one, floated in the air, the unknown wind, the clouds that had formed a good shape dispersed, and instantly changed into another shape......

She looked out the window and sighed softly, what is the boy she met that day, what is he doing now? Miss him, is it just because he looks like Li Heng?

Why do two people who are obviously missing each other torture each other?

Situ Zi sighed deeply, his gaze fell not far away, and his eyes just happened to look at her through the window, is it that the two people he misses have a kind of thing, which is called the heart has a soul.

Her heart was slightly painful......

The rain fell gently and quietly, the boy's back was against the wall, the wind blew his hair like ink, the soft bangs fluttered in the wind, his smooth forehead, long eyelashes fanned like butterflies, his clear pupils were stained with a smile like sunshine, the long white earphone cable obediently attached to the blue shirt, the boy's hands were bored in the white jeans pockets, the corners of his lips rose slightly forty-five degrees, his eyes were half-closed, with a melancholy silence, from a long distance, Situ Zi would also feel the same temperament that exuded from him, that is, he was full of alienation from the world, that kind of feeling, called loneliness, Her heart hurt slightly, she didn't think about it, picked up the umbrella placed in the corner and walked out......

What is the mood of missing, is it to guess what he is doing now? or to guess what kind of mood he is in now? is it because of her appearance? That inexplicable girl......

A smile appeared on the corner of Shangguan Yang's mouth, could she be as concerned about me as I was at this moment? He closed his eyes, and her face appeared in his mind...... There was a slight coolness of fingertips sliding through his eyebrows, and a voice like a breeze came from his ears: "You shouldn't be so lonely." โ€

Shangguan Yang smiled slightly, opened his eyes, his eyes were staggered, and his eyes met, as if separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, the hearts of each other adrift found a warm harbor bend and no longer drifted.

She still came, did I finally wait for her? The girl who couldn't let go of her heart, she had a sweet smile on her face, he did it on purpose, because he knew that in this position, as long as she was 'accidental', she could see herself, and she had won the bet, didn't she?

With peace of mind, she can come, does it prove that she also has her own place in her heart?

His palm slid over her face, she didn't dodge, her face was buried deep in his palm, the temperature of his palm scorched her coldness, who said that it only takes a minute to fall in love at first sight, but forgetting a person takes a lifetime, so will I let you remember it for a lifetime? He was a little confused......

Shangguan Yang looked at the beautiful person in front of him, and smiled: "Situ Zi, if I am not lonely, how can I impress you, Shangguan Yang, class 2 of high school." โ€

Situ Zi looked at Shangguan Yang's smile like the March sun, her face was flushed, and she was about to speak......

Shangguan Yang was the first to speak: "Class 2 (6) of high school, Situ Zi, recognized as a talented woman, is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and is the only one who dares to refuse the principal's invitation to enter the 'top class', your name is like thunder, not to mention, there is no one in this school that I want to know but can't know." The corners of Situ Zi's lips raised a wry smile, the person who had already left, how much blood did he spend on her, how could she let him down?

Although I tried my best to hide the light he gave him, there were some lights that no matter how much you tried to hide them, she couldn't hide the aura she exuded, just like him

It's as if time, no matter how it passes, can't erase the memories he left her, the talents he left in her, the light that can stay, the indelible traces, all the light she has, who reminds her every day that he has entered her world, the inner world that no one else can enter.

Time erased everything, and it couldn't erase the edge left by the gaps in time that she hid on her body.

"Are you making fun of me?" Situ Zi looked at Shangguan Yang with a smile, Shangguan Yang gently scratched her nose and chuckled: "Fool! I just want to know, why would you refuse to go to the 'top class'?

Situ Zi gently dodged his ambiguous hand: "There is no why! I just like the class I am in now, the life I live, just like that, there is no reason! There is no pressure and competition! I like that kind of free life, those happiness that is so simple that it can't be simpler." She stretched out her hand to catch the raindrops that slipped along the eaves of the umbrella, a sweet smile, he was a little stunned, in the days when he followed her, she smiled very rarely, even if she laughed, it was faint, alienated, hazy, and these were the same things, so he was sure that she and he were people in the same worldview, and that world was called loneliness.

"Simple happiness, is it okay?" Shangguan Yang frowned his delicate eyebrows, looking at her helplessly, there was an inexplicable distress in my heart, what would make you so melancholy, you shouldn't have such a melancholy side, I stretched out my hand and gently stroked between his eyebrows and said, "You shouldn't have such melancholy eyebrows, tell me, how can I smooth the wrinkles between my eyebrows for you, how can I make you happy, and I smile happily all the time." That light language, no one had ever said such a thing to him, Shangguan Yang's heart throbbed, for the first time, someone was so sincerely worried about him, sad for his sadness, but how could it be her, his heart moved, opened his arms, and hugged her tightly, he was afraid that this inexplicable happiness would no longer belong to him in the next second.

She was slightly stunned, and soon she reacted, this embrace was unfamiliar, not her Heng, no.

She patted Shangguan Yang on the shoulder, and said with a forced smile: "Hey, I rarely know a handsome guy, I'm invited, don't refuse, it's the first time I've invited someone to dinner! But I'm a treat, you pay, how can I say I'm also a girl! Girls shouldn't pay, but they still need to contribute." โ€

Shangguan Yang was amused by her cute appearance, and he pretended to think seriously: "Mm-hmm...... It's a rarity, since you also know that you have to contribute, you must know that it is a great loss to have a handsome guy to accompany you to eat with such a 'neurotic', although I am not a big star, but in the end I am also the school grass of our school! And you know, once I invite you to dinner, your popularity has greatly increased, and it is not too much for you to say that I will charge you 1,000 or hundreds of appearance fees!"

"1,000 or 100, I might as well go home and eat? It's much better for you to rob in vain! Although I really want to get to know you, a handsome guy, I love money more than a handsome guy, so you should eat more at home alone! 1,000 or a hundred is enough for me to eat for a semester? Do you say that I choose a long-term meal ticket for a semester, or eat 1,000 or hundreds in one meal, which is more cost-effective, I think you are better at calculating than me. โ€

She deliberately pretended to be angry and ran away, and for a while, her hand was grabbed by Shangguan Yang, who hurriedly said: "Hey! It's so easy to get angry! Well, if you want to leave, you have to listen to me before leaving, okay? These days, I really miss you!" His face turned red.

A hint of sweetness slipped through Situ Zi's heart, she was not the only one who was making a fool of herself these days, she turned around and said with a smile: "Is this a confession?" Shangguan Yang wanted to strangle her with his hands, it was so obvious, did he need to say more? He looked at her with a depressed face, pretending to be contemplative......

Situ Zi smiled embarrassedly and said, "Hey, just kidding, I don't need to think about this question so seriously, where are I going to eat!" I'm hungry," Shangguan Yang rolled his eyes and said very sinisterly: "I think our school cafeteria is good!"

"Ah!" Situ Zi exclaimed in horror, "Don't!"

Everyone knows that going there is completely an act of looking for death, and God knows that a woman's jealousy is a disease.

Situ Zi had a desire to kill himself directly, and it was more neat than the eyes of those girls who loved him in the cafeteria, but his hand had already been held by Shangguan Yang and walked towards the cafeteria......

"Xiao Zi, can I call you that?" It was so natural, so natural that it surprised me, did they know each other in their previous lives.

"Okay, what should I call you?" Xiao Zi looked at the boy in front of her who was so easy to hold her hand so easily, what could she call him? Is it called Heng? No, Heng has already left her, so Heng does not exist, but she really hopes that he is Heng, a fool who can always be by her side to laugh with her and cry with her.

"And what do you want to hear me call you?" she asked him rhetorically.

"Then call me a fool!"

That day, he gently scratched the tip of her nose and said, "Then you can call me a fool, a fool who has been stupid for you all my life." Tears fell without warning.

Shangguan Yang saw her tears, and felt inexplicably distressed, he stretched out his fingertips to wipe away her tears, very bitter, very bitter, how many secrets do you have that I didn't know.

"Fool, you're such a big fool. "She was in tears, and the pear blossoms brought rain.

Shangguan Yang smiled and said to her: "Yes, I am a fool, a fool who becomes a fool for you alone." She gently slapped him on the shoulder and said, "I don't want you to be a fool?"

"Well, I'm not a fool, you're done, crying and laughing, you're really a child. โ€

"I'm a kid, so what about you? You're not the same, nasty. I said softly, with peach blossoms in my eyes and ripples in my eyes.

He reached out and brushed the hair from my forehead, his eyes were surging with desire, he leaned down and said to me, "The first time I saw you, I don't know why, it seems like I saw you a long, long time ago, as if you were my destined angel!"

When I heard this, I stared, the young man in front of me was so familiar, was it really providence? The person who loved me the most was taken away, and another similar face was put into his life, was it fate? Or was it the will of God again?

She didn't say anything, just hugged gently, just as Heng was still there, and she could still stay in Heng's arms.

Is this love? There is no reason, there is no time, when she meets, she falls in love, but why, she feels that her heart is terrible empty, obviously her heart fell to the ground the moment she met him, and now it seems to be hanging in the air, and she can't find a foothold.

If this is love, then when I see him, why do I always think about Heng? Am I missing Heng? Or am I accidentally taking him as Heng?

There was such a strange smell in his arms, but the heartbeat was obviously Heng's heartbeat, and what she heard, the heart echoed again and again, it was her name.

Tears fell in an instant, soaking Shangguan Yang's heart, and the lingering that has been left since then will not end well......

"Fool, why are you crying, I don't want to see you cry, you don't know, how much I feel sorry for you. She forced her joy and said, "Let's go, let's go to dinner, I'm so hungry!"

Shangguan Yang blinked: "Okay, I'll accompany my princess to dinner, okay, you will pay for this meal!"

"Okay, okay, I'll pay!

"It's not fun to compromise so easily!" he took her hand and walked to the dining hall in a playful manner......