There are no gaps and the walls are smooth.

I tilted my head sideways and pressed my ear to the wall, trying to hear something instead of sitting in my room and waiting. Sitting still, my mind would keep thinking, imagining what Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng looked like in the room, imagining what they were doing in the room.

I want to see the verdict, I want to hear the voice, this will me, like a rape, but I know that the two of them are next door, but I can't go over.

Because I know that catching rape is just my feelings, and from a legal point of view, what Tong Wangjun does has nothing to do with me.

Whether it's law or morality, she has done nothing wrong.

"Dad, I'm hungry, let's go find Mom, and Uncle Xu will go down to eat together." Chen Ke suddenly opened his mouth and said to me.

"Eat, eat, I want to eat. Chen Le listened to it, and also jumped on the bed, clapping his hands in agreement.

"Okay, Daddy will dress you, and now go and call Mommy to go down to dinner together." I dressed Chen Ke and Chen Le, went out, and patted the door next door.

I heard the sound of someone approaching, but the door didn't open, and Tong Wangjun was talking inside: "What are you knocking on?"

There was a cat's eye on the door, and she saw me through the cat's eye, but she didn't open the door, but spoke to me through the door. Is it because it's inconvenient? Is it because she doesn't have any clothes? Is it because she and Xu Huan were doing something just now?

The desire in my heart to explore the end was extinguished at once, I think it must be because of this reason, so Tong Wangjun didn't open the door, in this case, then why do I need to go down to eat with her?

I came to knock on the door just to make sure if anything happened to Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng, and now that it has been confirmed, there is no need to see it again.

My wound was painful enough that I didn't want to rub salt on it anymore.

I didn't answer, turned and left.

"Daddy will take you to eat. I told my two children.

After walking a few steps, the door behind him suddenly opened, and Tong Wangjun went out: "What did you knock on the door just now, why did you leave without saying anything, where are you going to take the two children?"

I glanced back, and Tong Wangjun was still wearing clothes.

"I took them to dinner, and the child was hungry. I said.

Xu Heng appeared at the door, his hand was on Tong Wangjun's waist, my pupils shrank, Tong Wangjun frowned, and did not avoid it.

The light in my eyes dimmed again, and what does it mean to put on my clothes? I can put them back on when I take them off, and I suddenly feel that my behavior is very childish.

I really looked like a fool, knowing that the wood was already in the boat and there was no possibility of change, but I still had to lean over and keep grabbing salt and sprinkling it on my wounds.

"You guys rest, I'll just take the two children down. "My heart was twitching for a while, I didn't want to see Xu Heng and Tong Wangjun together, I just wanted to stay away from the two of them.

Maybe it would be better that way, and maybe my heart wouldn't hurt so much.

"It just so happens that we have just gotten up and are going to eat, so let's go together. Xu Heng said.

Just get up.

I heard those three words very clearly.

Tong Wangjun turned his head to look at Xu Heng.

Xu Heng smiled: "There are more people, let's come up and rest when we have dinner." ”

There is a place to eat in the hotel, eating with the same taste as chewing wax, watching Xu Heng add vegetables to Tong Wangjun and pick up vegetables for the two children, I silently picked up the rice in my mouth with a bowl.

The food was sumptuous, but I didn't have an appetite at all.

"Don't just eat white rice, eat more dishes, it tastes good, I invited this meal, today is a memorable day, it should be the anniversary of me and Wangjun, it is really special to have a witness like you by the side. Xu Heng sandwiched a piece of Coke chicken wings for Tong Wangjun, "You like to eat this, try the Coke chicken wings made in this hotel and see how it tastes." ”

I glanced up at Tong Wangjun, and I suddenly realized that I didn't even know what kind of food Tong Wangjun liked to eat.

I'm really sorry for Tong Wangjun, maybe she is really the most suitable choice to follow Xu Heng.

After eating a bowl of white rice, I sandwiched a few chopsticks of dish, and when I finished eating, I said to Tong Wangjun: "You take the two children to go up first, and I'll go out for a while." ”

"Okay. Tong Wangjun didn't even ask where I was going to go around, why I wanted to go out, he just replied with a simple word.

I didn't say anything more, I walked out of the hotel alone, the lights were bright outside, everything was very strange, but loneliness was no different.

I lit a cigarette for myself and walked slowly along the road alone, I wanted to smoke in my room just now, but I controlled it, now I just want to get the smoke into my lungs as soon as possible, and even into my heart, so that these irritating smoke can replace the dull pain.

Unconsciously, I walked to the beach alone, there were many fewer people at night, the sea water blowing over had a moist fishy smell, some cool, some moist, I silently walked to a corner where there was no one, sat on the beach and bowed my legs, looking at the dark sea, smoking a cigarette.

Suddenly, I had the feeling that I wanted to be swept into the darkness of the night as the sea advanced and retreated.

After smoking the last cigarette, I stood up, stared at the sea, and walked into the water, letting it go over my knees, over my waist, and finally over my head.

I held my breath in the sea until I was about to take it anymore and my chest was about to burst, then I surfaced, turned around and lay on my back, my whole body floating in the water, letting the water wrap around my body, and only half of my face was staring at the sky.

I wish I could hear someone calling me on the shore, and I wish Tong Wangjun would call me on the shore like last time, as if she would rush into the water and pull me back.

But no, there was no sound, only the sound of the rushing sea.

After a long time, I went ashore, twisted the water stains on my clothes, and made a call to Tong Wangjun: "I won't go back at night, you watch, child." ”

After saying this, I didn't wait for Tong Wangjun to answer, hung up the phone directly, sat on the beach for a while, and then stopped a taxi and went back to the hotel where Yu Lu held the wedding.

I knocked on the door, but there was no one inside, Tang Wan was not there.

I sat on the floor and leaned against the door.

I don't know how long it took, just when I was drowsy, Tang Wan came back: "Why are you sitting outside, when did you come back, why didn't you call me?"

"It's fine. I stood up.

"I went to accompany Yu Lu just now, and I've been chatting with her. Tang Wan glanced at it and opened the door, "Come in and take off your clothes." ”

Tang Wan closed the door and helped me untie my clothes: "What's wrong with you, why are you all wet, did you fall into the water?"

"It's fine. I said.

Tang Wan glanced at me again, didn't ask anything more, and after helping me scrub my body, she said to me, "You go to the bed and lie down first, and I'll wash the clothes." ”

I got into the quilt on the bed, shrunk back, I just didn't want to talk, Tang Wan was washing clothes in the bathroom.

Hanging her clothes under the air conditioner, Tang Wan turned on the air conditioner: "It's late now, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning, and the air conditioner will dry faster when it's on." ”

"Hmm. I answered.

Tang Wan entered the bathroom, there was a sound of rain inside, and after a while, Tang Wan got into my quilt and hugged me from behind: "Is Tong Wangjun about to get married?"

"How do you know?" I'm a little strange, could it be that Tang Wan and Tong Wangjun left each other's contact information, and they were chatting, so Tang Wan knew?

"It's not hard to guess, you're all down, you're all wet, and you don't want to talk. In fact, when you left, I was thinking, you will definitely not come back at night, you should accompany your two daughters, so I stayed in Yu Lu for so long, but I didn't expect you to come back, still like this, you must have encountered something. Tang Wan said, "What else could it be? It could only be that Tong Wangjun agreed to the marriage proposal of the man who was with her." ”

"Chen Jin, it's over, it's over, your responsibility to Tong Wangjun has been fulfilled, don't make yourself so uncomfortable anymore, you still have me. ”

I sighed in my heart, have I really fulfilled my responsibility to Tong Wangjun?

I don't think so.