Tong Wangjun's words made me a little uncomfortable.

With us, the word makes people feel as if she and Xu Heng have become a whole, and I am an outsider.

"Well, it took some time when I came over, it's too troublesome to go now, I'm going to leave tomorrow anyway, I'll go back tomorrow morning. I nodded, looking for a reason.

"Okay, you can stay if you want, and you don't have to look for another place to stay, and you can sleep in my room later." Tong Wangjun said.

As if I was hit by a pie falling from the sky, I suddenly felt that my persistence was not in vain, and Tong Wangjun should have changed his mind. But faintly I felt that something was wrong, because Tong Wangjun's transformation did not have any warning, and she suddenly asked me to sleep in her room, which was a little different from her behavior just now.

I was a little worried, worried that I was mistaken.

Immediately, my worries became a reality, and Tong Wangjun then said, "Just so you can accompany Ah Ke and Xiaole, and I will go to Xu Heng's room to sleep." ”

As if struck by lightning, my chest was hammered hard, my body stiffened, the smile on my face that I didn't have time to show immediately stopped, and the hope that had just been ignited was replaced by disappointment, and the violent emotional conflict made me not react for a while.

"Are you still going?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me.

Her words whipped me in the chest like a whip, whipping me deep into my soul, and she was torturing me in this way, making me suffer the backlash of not being able to control my lower body.

I know I deserve it.

I originally thought I could bear it, when I was with Tang Wan last night, I had already thought of this situation, even when Tong Wangjun accepted Xu Heng's flowers, Xu Heng's ring, and Xu Heng's marriage proposal just now, I endured the feeling of pain suddenly attacking.

I followed, and I thought I could still handle it, but I overestimated myself, and the pain seemed to have no limit, and I felt the pain again.

It was an intense pain that shook my soul.

"Do you have to look like this?" I looked at Tong Wangjun and felt that she was doing it on purpose.

"Don't say these inexplicable words. Tang Wangjun told me, her tone seemed to be keeping a distance from me.

I stretched out my hand to pull her, but Tong Wangjun blocked me: "Don't pull and pull, if you want to live here, go up, if you don't want to live, go to your friends, or if you go outside to find a place to live alone, your body is yours, I can't stop you from doing anything, and I'm not qualified to stop you." ”

Tong Wangjun's words seemed to have something in his words, but I couldn't refute it after listening to it.

"I really don't know, Tang Wan said that to me last night, I thought you had agreed to Xu Heng, I can see that you still can't let go of me, right? You don't have to deliberately run to Xu Heng's room and use this to stimulate me. Do you know that my heart is really hurting right now, and I wish I could prick my heart with an awl to make it feel better. "I told Tong Wangjun.

"Pay attention to your words, she is now my girlfriend, no, to be exact, my fiancée, these words of yours are not appropriate to say on this occasion, if you just come to see the children and want to accompany Ah Ke and Xiaole, I welcome it very much, and I don't mind, but if you come with the purpose of pestering my fiancée, then I don't welcome you. Xu Heng stood by Tong Wangjun's side.

I didn't look at Xu Heng, just looked at Tong Wangjun: "Don't be rash, marriage is not child's play, you should think about it carefully before making a decision, you can't impulsively agree to Xu Heng just because you are angry with me." ”

"What do you mean by this, do you think Tong Wangjun was wronged for marrying me? She followed you to be wronged, you swayed between several women, you have no ability to still think about hugging left and right, left and right, it's really a thief to be a thief. Xu Heng pointed at me, "You are really shameful, can you still have a face?"

"He's right, you're a scumbag. Tong Wangjun suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Xu Heng's hand, "Let's go up, leave him alone, he can follow if he wants, he can follow if he doesn't want to, he can go wherever he wants, it has nothing to do with me." ”

Tong Wangjun took Xu Heng's hand, and the two walked to the elevator on the side.

My heart is bleeding.

After hesitating for a while, I followed, and the moment the elevator door closed, I reached out and got into the elevator.

Tong Wangjun didn't even look at me, and Xu Heng just glanced at me, and the two of them were still holding their hands.

I kept silent, I was afraid that if I spoke again, it would stimulate Tong Wangjun again, and my rebuttal was just to speed up the development of her and Xu Heng, I didn't dare to do that again.

My heart hurts, it hurts, I don't want to see the picture of Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng getting close, but I can't help but want to follow.

I don't know why, in the face of Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng's hand-holding, as well as the relationship between the two of them, I really want to escape, because I can't stand seeing such a picture, but on the other hand, I want to see the result, and I want to see Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng together is just the result of Tong Wangjun's angry words.

I knew that the possibility was very small, but I couldn't help but want to follow along.

Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng's room was next to each other, Xu Heng opened the door and said to Tong Wangjun: "I'll go in first, you deal with your own affairs first, I believe in you, I'll wait for you in the room." ”

"No, I'll go in with you. Tong Wangjun took out the room card, handed it to me, and then entered a room with Xu Heng, and the door was closed.

I looked at the closed door and wanted to punch it.

With a long sigh, I opened the door, hugged Chen Le, and took Chen Ke into the room.

Chen Ke was very well-behaved, she took Chen Le to play in the room, helped Chen Le get food, I sat on the bed and looked at the wall and was stunned.

"Dad, if you want to smoke, go to the bathroom and turn on the exhaust fan, I don't mind. Chen Ke told me.

I turned my head to look at her: "Ake, do you think Dad is not as good as him?"

"Do you mean Uncle Xu? He is really nice, he cares about his mother very much, he wants to go to see his mother after work, bring me and Xiaole some gifts, you didn't come over on the weekend, it was Uncle Xu who accompanied his mother, took me and Xiaole out to play, he also went to school to see me, Uncle Xu is really very good. Chen Ke said.

My eyes darkened, my hands propped up my head, and I was silent.

"But no matter how good Uncle Xu is, he is not my father, his father is my father. Dad, did you do something sorry for Mom, that's why Mom did that? Dad, why are you sorry for Mom, are you not good with Mom? Is there something wrong with Mom, why can't you forgive her?" Chen Ke ran over and stood in front of me.

"Your mother is not at fault, it is my fault, I am sorry for her. I looked up at Chen Ke, my eyes were a little sour, recalling the bits and pieces of me and Tong Wangjun together.

I can't remember a lot of things, I don't remember, but Tong Wangjun gave birth to two daughters for me, I couldn't give her a grand wedding, and I called another woman's name when I was in bed, and I didn't do any of these three things.

Just these few things, my guilt towards Tong Wangjun can't make up for it.

I seem to owe a lot of love debts that I can never pay back.

Make up for one, but not the other.

"Dad, don't cry, you still have me, Mom doesn't want you, I want you, I will always be with you in the future. Chen Ke hugged me.

"Daddy, hug. Chen Le was at the other end of the bed, with his hands outstretched, tiptoeing, asking me to hug him, and climbed twice, but failed to climb on the bed.

I reached out and hugged Chen Le into my arms, and Chen Le's head arched in my arms.

I hugged my two daughters tightly.

When I bathed my two daughters, my mobile phone was in the bathroom, it didn't ring, and no one knocked on the door, until I was lying down with my two daughters in my arms, and Tong Wangjun didn't come.

I looked at the time, eight o'clock in the evening.

Tong Wangjun didn't even come over to call me to dinner, what were she and Xu Heng doing in the room?

I leaned over the wall and searched.