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Pulling back from Aye's memory, I took a deep breath, trying to calm the pent-up and angry emotions I had been feeling in.

No, there must be something wrong with this, otherwise, how could all this happen be different from what I remember?

The Ah Ye in the memories is so young and beautiful, so lively and smart, she is like a fluttering butterfly, full of vitality.

But now, the current Ah Ye is like a withered rose, complaining and confused, and the whole person is lifeless. Her eyes, which had once sparkled, had lost all their luster and were only dim and ...... Despair.

Why?

Why is the person who was abandoned Ah Ye, but in the end, she was asked to bear all the unbearable consequences?

Why did the person who hurt Ah Ye get such a glorious glory, and even be praised by countless people, but she, the person who was hurt, ended up with nothing and a lost soul?

What did she do wrong?

She's just following her heart and trying to love someone, and she's done nothing wrong!

"Ah Ye, do you really want to see him, he has already given up on you, why do you still want to go to him, he doesn't deserve you like this at all!"

I calmed down for a long time, but I couldn't swallow the breath in my heart, so my tone couldn't help but be a little anxious. Ah Ye looked at me, who was dominated by anger and distress, quietly, slowly, and pulled out a smile.

"You haven't loved anyone, so you don't think it's worth it. When you really love someone, you will find that whether he loves you or not, you are willing to do anything for him. You can call me stupid, say I deserve it, say that I am blind to such a negative person, but from the time he cried and told me what was on his mind when he was a child, I made up my mind to be by his side forever. I tried, tried to give him everything I could give him. It's just a pity that we all broke our promises later. ”

"I have complained about him and hated him, but these resentments and hatreds can't match my love for him so much. I know he didn't love me at all, but I just couldn't control myself. I've been pursuing him for too long, and I've been lonely for too long, and I know I'll never get him, but if I can see him again before I die, it's ...... Completed ......"

Ah Ye's voice has always been calm, calm without any mood swings. But I could clearly see that tears were constantly flowing from her eyes.

I know she loves him very much, and I know that her heart hurts, but I don't know why she loves her so much that she is bruised and still refuses to let go.

What is love, and is it really worth it?

I do not know.

The atmosphere became very oppressive for a while, I thought about it, and finally looked at Ah Ye's gaze, and ruthlessly crushed all the anger and distress, and then chose to compromise.

"I'm a selfish person, so I don't know what you mean by love, and I don't want to experience your persistent love. But since I promised to let you look at him again, I won't break my word. I have already found Lu Yu's reincarnation, if you want to see it, I will take you to see it now. But before I go, I have to tell you in advance that Lu Yu has been reincarnated, which means that he has drunk Meng Po soup and left all the past in the underworld. He won't recognize you anymore and won't remember that he hurt you. You are no different from a stranger to him. So, do you still want to see him?"

I looked at Ah Ye's soul seriously through Ah Shu's eyes. I wanted her to listen to my advice and give up her insistence, but I knew she wouldn't give up.

And then as a result, I heard the answer I least wanted to hear.

"It's okay, I'...... It would be nice to see him one last time. ”