The sky was like a black beast, lying outside the window. ~Sui~Dream~Small~ Say~щ~Suimеng~lā Cen Ye took a bath and sat on the edge of the bed, but he didn't feel sleepy. After being extremely excited, the brain and body seem to be unwilling to calm down. The noisy voices and the blinding light seemed to still be in his head.

When he sang in front of tens of thousands of people, he became the passionate and forgetful self. Nothing matters, the world doesn't matter, only music remains, making him the center of that small universe. He loves music, he loves his dreams, he loves them, he loves them, and he loves himself.

But when it's all over, he is tired, sitting here, but he will feel that the whole world has become very quiet, in fact, you are the only one from beginning to end, and no one can really accompany you.

He was a little annoyed inexplicably. The annoyance was not concrete, not vivid, but dull and silent like the night outside the window, which made him even more reluctant to sleep. He subconsciously looked at the wine cabinet in the room, this kind of top suite, there is always enough wine.

I almost wanted to reach out.

But there was another thing that kept his mind. Instead of immediately going to get the drink, he picked up his phone and clicked on the name. She didn't send anything new. Cen Ye looked through the previous chat records, every sentence and every word, and read it slowly.

The human heart turned out to be such a self-deceiving thing. That person, I haven't seen him for two years. Back then, you cut the scar with a knife, and you thought it would never hurt again, and even thought that there was hope for healing.

But with a slight casual touch, you find that the break is dripping with blood. The slightest trace of her began to wrap around you like an invisible web. And you simply don't have time and don't want to struggle, so you fall into it.

And then you realize, when did you ever come out? You never really quit her, you just pretended not to see her. transferred his infatuation with her to something else.

But now it's different. I crossed paths with her again, and the empty space in my heart seemed to be slowly filling.

After watching it for a while, his heart quieted down unconsciously, and the night seemed to be quiet. Almost without thinking, he texted her: "Did you sleep?"

So late, he thought she must have slept. But if this one is not sent out, he is uncomfortable, and his heart is very unbearable.

Seeing the prompt of "the other party is typing ......", Cen Ye's heart jumped.

She replied: "Preparing." ”

Such simple words, but with a unique naughtiness. Cen Ye supported his face with his hands, smiled, and asked again, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

She replied, "Can't sleep, what about you?"

He replied, "Me too." ”

Both of them didn't speak for a while, maybe the night was too quiet and the night was too good, and his heart couldn't find peace, and he said to her: "I feel very tired, and now I have done a lot of business, and I have made a lot of money." But I always felt unhappy. There are a lot of things that I don't really want, what I like, but I have to do. Sometimes I feel ...... I don't know what this kind of life is for, and I'm still working hard. ”

Over there, the community where Xu Xunsheng lives is already in the dead of night, and the autumn is cold. She was wrapped in a quilt and lying on the bed, and when she saw this text message from "Wilderness", she was a little surprised and a little moved.

She always thought that since the other party was behind the scenes, he had probably achieved a high position in the company. And such a senior in the industry who is much more mature than her and older than her confides in her friend for her fragile and secret thoughts. Her first thought was that she couldn't live up to the other party's honesty and trust.

The lights were dim and the air was cold, so she didn't bother to type, thought about it, pointed her phone at herself, and said, "Wilderness, I may not have experienced what you have experienced, nor have I made the same achievements as you, I am just an ordinary person, and I can't evaluate anything." However, I think that many times in life, there is a give-and-take. If you choose that kind of life, there will be something that makes you happy, and there will be a price attached to it. But none of those things matter, the key is that what you really want to pursue in your heart has never been buried or blocked by something else, you have always seen it, you know where it is, and you have never given up, just fine. ”

Cen Ye saw her send a voice message, and the whole person was still for a few seconds before he quickly clicked on. When the familiar gentle voice sounded in his ears, Cen Ye only heard the sound for a while, and he didn't hear anything clearly. After a passage was played, he suddenly realized, lowered his head, and clicked to play again.

However, her words were like a clear stream of water, slowly flowing into Cen Ye's heart. The force was not great, but it slowly washed away some of the mud and stains. He slowly recalled what she said in his heart: the key is that what you really want has never been buried and obscured by anything else, you can always see it.

He suddenly remembered that night long ago, when he was here and she was there. is also such a gentle and moving voice, perhaps with a little doting, and said to him: Ono, don't be angry with your family. Wait for the day when you really succeed and realize your dreams. They'll look up and look at you all the time.

Cen Ye pressed his eyebrows hard, calmed down, and replied by typing: "Maybe I should calm down and think carefully about what I really want." Your words touched me very much. ”

Xu Xunsheng saw the text he sent, and realized that he thought he would hear him reply with voice. Anyway, she thinks he's a straightforward guy and shouldn't mind letting her hear. But he didn't.

Xu Xunsheng didn't care, probably in such a cold autumn night, she also temporarily forgot all her troubles and earthly trivialities, leaving only a transparent mood like the night sky, she said unconsciously: "I used to have a ...... Very good friend who has also made very difficult choices. At that time, I didn't understand him, and probably I was too impulsive at that time, and I saw things in black and white, and I was too troubled by gains and losses. Now I don't think so....

Because there are many choices of people, there is no absolute right or wrong. He simply followed his heart and chose what was most important in his life. He's doing well now, and I'm very happy for him. That's why you asked me just now, and I felt that way. I'm sure you'll handle it better than me and him. ”

After listening to this voice, Cen Ye couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, what was faintly rolling in his heart, but what was so quiet that he seemed to be dead, dead for a long, long time.

After a long while, he replied to her: "Thank you, good night." ”

Xu Xunsheng only sent a smile.

Cen Ye raised his head and looked out the window at the thick night, the white and bright moon rose to the highest point in the sky, and the moonlight slowly faded outward, it was such a small piece of light, shining on everything in the world.

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The next day.

After Cen Zhi saw his younger brother, he sensitively noticed that he seemed to be a little different from before.

At that time, everyone stayed in the hotel suite, making final preparations for the next day's concert, while dealing with some other collaborations. Liu Xiaoqiao took people to run the venue.