Chapter 156: All in the World (Part II)
Cen Zhi was busy, and when he looked up at Cen Ye, he leaned on the armrest of the sofa, holding the concert notice and watching. [Sui_dream]ā occasionally patted the head of the assistant next to him and asked someone a word or two.
It looks the same as usual. But Cen Zhi is no one else, he is his own brother, watching him grow up. Cen Zhi felt that Cen Ye looked ...... today It's very easy and happy.
During this period of time, the younger brother is like an extra shell, no matter who he gets along with, even if it is with his brother, the shell is there. Even Cen Ye will laugh, be high-spirited, and have an uninhibited personality. But Cen Zhi always felt that he was not really happy. The depression and gloom were hidden in the deepest part of Cen Ye's eyes, hidden in his body.
So although the younger brother has never treated the staff around him harshly, the aura on his body can faintly affect people. Everyone was actually a little afraid of him, and they couldn't guess what the superstar was thinking.
But today, Cen Ye seems to have thrown away that shell. It was a strange feeling, Cen Zhi looked at him, and felt that his every move, a small demeanor, seemed to be relaxed. Occasionally telling a joke to the people next to him, the smile on his face is from the heart. Cen Zhi even saw him holding the notice, stood up, closed his eyes, seemed to hum a song softly in his mouth, and casually spun around in place.
At this moment, Cen Zhi's mood was actually a little bitter and comforted, because he suddenly seemed to see the younger brother two years ago, that is, although he did not become a superstar, did not have wealth and fame, but he was a big boy who did whatever he wanted all the time. At this moment, that Cen Ye seemed to be back again.
Cen Zhi walked over, Cen Ye opened his eyes, leaned against the wall, and still had a very leisurely posture. Cen Zhi also knew that he hadn't drunk last night, so he was happy and said, "What's the happy thing? I see you're in a good mood today." ”
Cen Ye smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just figured out some things." Do you have time, let's talk?"
Cen Zhi naturally said yes.
The two went to a small living room next to it, closed the door, and sat down on the sofa. Cen Zhi saw his younger brother rubbing his hands, but his expression was very calm.
Cen Ye said: "I thought about it carefully last night, and I don't want to take the theme song of Tang Sange's movie." This kind of old-themed movie with a big director and a large number of top traffic stars, or an inexplicable shootout, I am not interested in it at all, and it has nothing to do with me. Now that you're walking around the streets, there's no black organization for sexy beauty agents shootouts? I've watched the synopsis of the movies you mentioned last time. Among them, there is a new director, who seems to be surnamed Ding, and makes a love suspense film, which is adapted from a true story that takes place in a remote ancient town. I went online and read the original, and although it was short, it was very touching. That inspired me and I wanted to write the theme song for him. ”
Cen Zhi didn't speak. Cen Ye smiled, looked at him with those clear eyes, and said, "Brother, I know what you have to say, I understand all of that." But I've come this far, almost holding my life for two years, fighting to get to where I am now, isn't it just for my dream? Sing the songs I like to sing, and freely follow the path I want to take.
Popularity and compulsion are important. But music is nothing else for me, and I can only write songs that touch people's souls by writing songs with my soul. I have read the resume of Director Ding, although he is not very famous, but the content really moved me. The actors they are looking for now are all powerful people with low traffic, and with such good content, even I will be moved to tears. Coupled with my popularity and my songs, why can't this movie become popular? Why is this not a better choice for me? Is it the theme song of a movie with a lot of big names, which is underproduced and empty, and it is important to put gold on my face, or is it a work that really touches the soul that can bring me more word of mouth and popularity? I think it's the latter. ”
Cen Zhi was speechless for a long time. It is true that as his younger brother said, the reasons he had thought of before: signboard, fame, traffic, and exposure, these were also vulnerable in the face of the considerations that Cen Ye said. Cen Zhi is not a stubborn and shallow person, so although he felt that the ideas proposed by his brother were inappropriate at this time, he did not blindly refute them for a while, but lowered his head and seriously considered and weighed them in his heart.
Cen Ye said, "Brother, I just want to do this." When I encounter something that really touches my heart, I can go and write the song right now without eating or drinking for three days and three nights. What am I working so hard for, so tired, and so desperate? Isn't it just to live the life I want to live and write the songs I want to write? That's the purpose of my entry into the circle, not just for fame and fortune. Now I'm about to lose my goal, so I can't hold on.
There is also a reality show on Satellite TV, I know I haven't signed a contract yet, so I won't sign it. You tell them that I really like to watch that show, and you can sing the theme song to them without pay, and it's okay to go to it once or twice as a guest. But if I want to participate in reality shows for most of the next half a year and be watched by people all over the country, it would be better to kill me, and it will be annoying to think about it.
Brother, from now on, I have to live according to my own heart, and fight to get what I want, whether it is money, fame, fortune or status. That's what makes it interesting. I don't think I'll be able to get less than I used to. Brother Yue, if you are embarrassed, I will tell him myself. ”
At this time, Cen Zhi's biggest feeling was not only shock, but also the changes he had seen in his younger brother in a few days. The change was not earth-shattering, but he was telling it with a determined expression at this time. And Cen Zhi felt that the most obvious thing was that his younger brother's whole person, his spiritual head, became bright and transparent. Although he still does not lose the composure of a twenty-five-year-old man, the gray emotions that were originally hidden in his eyes seem to have faded a lot. And you will suddenly realize that Cen Ye should be like this. It's just that in the past two years, he has gradually hidden himself and suppressed it. Now, somehow, I suddenly came to life.
In the next two weeks, Cen Ye was busy with the end of the tour, and at the same time asked Cen Zhi to reorganize and promote the next work and cooperation. When he is free, he will also take out his mobile phone and chat with the "scaleless fish". I don't dare to look for it every day, so I basically talk about it every other day.
Sometimes he would send her a sample of the song he had written, or a picture of his new guitar. He didn't plan to publish the tunes he had shown her, he just enjoyed them himself, so he didn't worry about her finding out her identity.
And Xu Xunsheng suddenly got such a friend, most of the time he mainly communicates music, sometimes chatting about his views on life and life, sometimes it is purely funny and nonsense, and he gradually feels that he has expectations and pleasure before going to bed every night.