Fear and confusion filled my heart, then ran down my blood, eating away at my limbs. I trembled and tried to raise my hand to push Si Nan away, but as soon as my hand touched his chest, he grabbed it.

Because of my resistance, Sinan stopped his movements, he moved his lips to my ear, and then pressed my hand to the position of his heart, and said word by word:

"You don't have the right to be angry with me, because it's all you, but you shouldn't be here. ”

Sinan's tone carried a kind of resoluteness, as if if I would never see him again if I said goodbye today. I should have been scared of this, but in his words, I suddenly understood what was going on.

I finally knew why Sinan was so desperate, why he made this series of unbelievable actions, and I finally knew who was the culprit of this situation.

It's just that he's so innocent, so innocent that I don't dare and don't want to mention his name again.

Stone.

Yes, that's him. Because of his presence, I have an excuse to keep rejecting others. Because of his existence, I would quarrel with Chenbei and Sinan over and over again, and then break up again and again. It is also because of his existence that I can't face my heart and dare not confess.

Do I like stones? No, I don't. The reason why I feel that I miss him is because the ending between me and him is not happy. I need to find him, and only by seeing him and making sure he still exists can my heart knot be untied. I know why, but in order to avoid trouble, I am always silent, and I don't explain a word.

As for Sinan, I don't know how I feel about him, the only thing I can be sure of is that he took care of me so well that I would definitely not be able to live without him.

Chenbei has instilled in me more than once that Sinan loves me. But Sinan himself has never admitted this matter, but he has never refuted it. Earlier, I always thought that Sinan was just too lazy to argue, but it wasn't until today that I found out that the reason was much more complicated than I imagined.

He is my master, and although he has never studied the art seriously, he is still my master. In addition, he thought that I had a stone in my heart, and thus thought that I would not accept anyone again. These two huge ravines lay in front of him, and with his personality, he naturally would not do anything out of the ordinary. If it hadn't happened today, I probably wouldn't have known about it for the rest of my life.

But what do I do?

I have always felt that Sinan treats me like a daughter, because it was through his hands that I was able to transform into a human form, and then follow him until now. I never even thought about why Sinan and Chenbei could have stayed in the Heavenly Realm and enjoyed a life countless times more comfortable than now, but still had to solve these troubles in the Human Realm with me. I got used to him, relied on him, trusted him, and willingly surrendered everything I had, including my life, to him. But even so, I still didn't dare to say that I loved him.

I have seen so many and heard so many stories related to love, from desperate to compromised, from brilliant fireworks to a long stream of water, there are too many examples for my reference, but now, even if Sinan forced me into such a situation, I still don't understand what kind of feeling love is.

How, then, do I say I love him or not......