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In the thousands of years that I have been with Sinan and Chenbei, I have never bothered to understand what kind of people the two of them are. Because we have been together for too long, I know all their behavior habits and styles of doing things, and I will not have any suspicions when I become like them to deceive Ah Shu. I thought I understood, but today's unexpected kiss made me realize that all along my thoughts, I was wrong.

I don't know them at all, no, to be exact, I don't know everything. For example, if Mu Chen and the person who wanted to kill me hadn't appeared, I would never have known that Chenbei also had such a ruthless and cold-blooded side, and besides, if it wasn't for this kiss, I wouldn't have known that Sinan also has human feelings like us.

Sinan, whom I knew before this, has always been strong and indifferent. He has the strength to not lose to the Emperor of Heaven and the King of Hades, and within the Three Realms, no matter the gods and demons, they almost have to give him three points. Not only that, in my impression, there seems to be no problem in the world that Sinan can't solve, almost every time I have an accident, Sinan is helping me deal with it, which directly leads to my dependence on Sinan, so dependent that every time I leave him, I have a feeling that I am a cripple. But even so, even if everyone thinks that Sinan pampered me and indulges me, in my eyes, Sinan is still an indifferent person. Because I know that he dotes on me and takes care of me because I was brought up by him, and other than that, he is never moved by anything that has nothing to do with him, and even when it comes to him, he also acts cold and does not have too many mood swings. And he rarely laughs or gets angry, always expressionless, even if it is a big thing, it will only make him frown at most if it falls in his eyes.

It is a person like him, omnipotent, ruthless and desireless, how can there be such a deep despair?

No, I can't accept it, I'd rather believe that this person is not the Si Nan I know, than believe that Si Nan will also despair of the reality.

He is my dependence, and if he will also despair and be powerless, then what about me, a good-for-nothing person like me?

At some point, tears flowed out of my eyes, over my face and over his lips. The temperature of the tears made the kiss even more hopeless, but it also turned the entanglement into a kind of fire, burning all the feelings that should not exist in the first place.

Finally, Sinan let go of me, who was already in tears, and said in an extremely dangerous tone:

"Su Qing, do you know how much I regret meeting you. ”

I don't need to listen to the content, just the tone of Sinan's speech is enough to make me cry out loud. But Sinan didn't give me time to react to his words, and as soon as he finished speaking, he picked me up and threw me on the bed.

I thought that this was the end of the matter, and I thought that Sinan was going to leave me like this, but the actual development situation was very different from my thoughts. I widened my eyes and looked at Sinan, who not only did not leave, but firmly controlled my movements, completely at a loss. Seeing that I was so scared, Sinan frowned, and said in a cold and disgusted tone:

"Don't look at me like that, you have no right to hate me. ”

He said as he wiped the tears that kept coming out of my eyes. My brain had stopped working at this point, and there was no way to react to his movements and words. He wanted to say something more, but seeing that I was so, he simply omitted all the words, and kissed me the lips again.