I listened to my mother's words, startled, and hurriedly said: "Where did you get the recipe, don't try it randomly, those are unreliable, they are all deceptive things." ”

From the bottom of my heart, I have awe of Chinese medicine, but this kind of awe is not the same as trust, people also have awe of ghosts and gods, and I have this mentality for Chinese medicine.

I don't understand, I don't deny what it does, but if I want to believe it, I can't do it.

After all, the education I received, and some of what I saw on the news, made me more in awe of its attitude than in trust.

If I have cancer and Western medicine is sure that there is no way to cure it, I may try to use Chinese medicine, try to use home remedies for conservative treatment, and become a dead horse doctor.

Chen Lecai is only three years old. I just can't speak, I don't want my mother to use home remedies to give her indiscriminately, in case it goes bad, the gains outweigh the losses.

I occasionally watch the news, and I have seen many similar tragedies, in order to treat their children, parents put their children on the fire to smoke, or stuff them into a steamer, and burn a fire underneath, covered with a quilt, saying that it can cure mental illness.

The final ending is invariably tragic.

I didn't want this to happen to Chen Le, so I was scared when I heard my mother say that I wanted to use home remedies.

I also reminded my mom before this.

"Those are Chinese medicines, you will be fine if you are not sick, I have inquired clearly, there is a family in the community next to it, and his grandson is also frightened and can't speak, according to that recipe, I boiled some Chinese medicine, and after eating it for three or four days, it will be fine. My mom said.

"You can't take medicine, it's three points of poison, don't give the child to eat indiscriminately, Xiaole is not a serious illness, but he can't speak, he will definitely be able to say it after a long time, if she uses a prescription to boil medicine for her, what if something goes wrong with eating." "I'm already a bit heavy.

"What's wrong with eating? I can still hurt Xiaole. You don't worry, when the time comes, I will take the Chinese medicine first, and then give it to Xiaole if I eat it, she is three years old, and she should go to kindergarten soon, and when school starts in another month or two, is it difficult to let her stay at home? This will delay her studies, and when she goes to kindergarten and can't speak, other children bully her, the teacher bullies her, and she can't talk when she comes back?" My mother argued with me, "You know your aunt, right?"

"What's wrong?" I don't know what my mom was going to say to my aunt.

"Your aunt has a tumor in his stomach and went to the hospital for examination, but the doctor said that he only has half a year to live, and it is useless to do any surgery, so he can only wait for death. As a result, he didn't know where to get some recipes, stewed medicine and drank it himself, and now three or four years have passed, and he is still in good health, not only is he fine, but he has gained some weight. My mother said, "I'm old, but I'm not stupid, I can't give poison to Xiaole, it's really useful, so I thought I'd give it a try." ”

I know what my mother said, and when I went back for the Chinese New Year, my relatives at home also told me about my aunt's story, and it was impossible to deceive people. I hesitated to listen to my mom.

"Xiaole has been here for a short time, how to tease her she doesn't speak, your father and I take her to go around below every day, and play with the children in the community, but she just doesn't speak, some children still call her a little mute, Xiaole is still young, I don't know what a little mute means, I can't hear the quality of the words, wait for a long time, if Xiaole still can't speak, then she can understand the meaning of this sentence, can she feel better?"

"I'll taste the medicine first, and then give it to Xiaole when it's okay, it'll be fine, I've also found someone to see the ingredients of those Chinese medicines, and they're all non-poisonous." ”

"Is there really someone in the neighborhood next door who got better after taking the medicine according to the prescription?" I finally wavered, what my mother said was not impossible.

People with physical disabilities will be more sensitive in their hearts, and they are very bad for future growth, I don't want Chen Le to become like that, I just want her to grow up healthy and healthy, if she can speak earlier, I am not unwilling to try other methods.

If there is really a child who is cured by grabbing medicine according to that prescription, Chen Le may be able to give it a try.

"His family has opened a grocery store on this road, Want Want grocery store, do you want to worry about waiting for a while, I will take you over and ask together, to see if there is such a thing. My mom said.

I hugged Chen Le, followed my mother to the Want Want grocery store, and asked, but what they said was clear-eyed, and they also brought the child over to show me.

I finally believed it and acquiesced to my mother's approach.

In the evening, I boiled Chinese medicine with my mother, I didn't let my mother drink it, I drank it myself, and after waiting for a while, it was nothing, it was just a little bitter, and the taste was a little strange.

Traditional Chinese medicine should all smell like this, and it's good that there is no other situation happening.

I coaxed Chen Le and fed a small half bowl of Chinese medicine.

"Xiaole, call grandma. My mother couldn't wait, wiped off the medicine stains on the corners of Chen Le's mouth, and teased her.

Chen Le waved his hand, very reluctant to drink the medicine, and almost knocked over the medicine in my hand just now.

She still didn't speak, and ran to the side to play with her toys.

My mom was a little disappointed, and I advised her, "It's not so fast, give her another two or three days to eat." ”

When I put the bowl in the kitchen and turned around to look for Chen Le, I found that she didn't play with toys anymore, so she actually ran to the bathroom with a small stool at her feet, took water from the faucet and put it in her mouth, and then spit it out the water again.

I thought it was very interesting when I looked at it, Chen Le was so smart that he actually knew how to rinse his mouth with water to remove the bitter taste in his mouth.

It is worthy of my species, inherited my genes, and is smart in everything.

I didn't go over, just sat on the sofa and watched Chen Le rinse his mouth in the bathroom, feeling relieved and a little lost at the same time, I just hoped that this recipe would work and help Chen Le speak.

As long as Chen Le can speak, even if I live five years less, there will be no problem, I suddenly became a believer, and I secretly prayed in my heart.

I didn't leave at night, I put Chen Le on the bed after bathing, and I lay on the sofa, ready to deal with it for the night, and then leave tomorrow morning.

But Chen Le suddenly ran out, holding a doll in his hand, running to me barefoot and wearing boxers, grabbed my legs and climbed up, and then lay on top of me, with his head resting on my stomach.

"Do you want to sleep with Daddy?" I asked her.

Chen Le nodded.

"It's good to go to the house and sleep with grandma, sleeping on the sofa will fall down. I put my arm around Chen Le and prevented her from falling.

Chen Le shook his head, holding me with both hands, and it hurt a little to grasp my flesh.

"Okay, you'll sleep with Dad tonight. "I also kind of want to sleep with Chen Le.

Chen Le sat up, sat on my belly, grabbed the doll with both hands, and played with herself, I suddenly regretted it, her spirit was so good, she seemed to be pretending to be with me just now.

When I was about to fall asleep in a daze, Chen Le rolled my eyelids up, or smashed my head with a doll, and I couldn't sleep at all after a few hits, and she didn't fall asleep in my arms until more than ten o'clock.

I didn't dare to turn over all night, my neck hurt a little when I got up in the morning, my waist was a little uncomfortable, and after breakfast, I secretly left while Chen Le was not paying attention.

I arrived at No. 1 Middle School and was ready to fill in the college entrance examination volunteer.

The admission score line of each university has not yet come out, but everyone has a reference book issued by the school, which contains the admission score line of each school in the past years, which can be used as a reference for filling in the application.

"You really don't plan to repeat your studies?" Li Zhengjun persuaded me after knowing that I was going to fill in the volunteers, "Don't you think about it anymore? You will be able to enter Tsinghua University and Peking University by taking the college entrance examination next year, and I have already told the school about your situation, if you want to register again, you don't need to pay tuition, you can study at home, as long as you take the exam." ”

"No, I don't want to take the test, just fill in the volunteer. "I rejected Li Zhengjun's kindness, since I no longer have the passion to enter Tsinghua University and Peking University, there is no need to take the exam again.

When I went to the computer room of the school, I filled in the volunteers, the first choice was Wuhan University, and the second choice was University of Science and Technology.