"I don't hate you, and I have no reason to hate you, you have paid so much for me, waited for me for 8 years, gave up the opportunity to study abroad, and because I had a car accident, you gave me your body, that was your first time, I have no reason to hate you. I said.

I may have some grievances against Tang Wan in my heart, but I have never risen to the level of hatred, and I never thought that I would beat her, nor did I think about snatching things from her.

The recorder is in her hand, but I won't grab it, if Tang Wan wants to give the recorder to Boss Wu and wants to take revenge on me, or just to make money, complete the company's tasks, and make profits for the company, it's okay, that's Tang Wan's freedom, she has the right to choose, I won't do tough things.

"Actually, I know I can't blame you for the car accident, but I still can't help but compare myself with Tong Wangjun, thinking about how you will choose between me and her, every time I think of you leaving me to save Tong Wangjun, I feel uncomfortable in my heart, I feel uncomfortable, I feel that my efforts over the years have become a joke. Tang Wan said.

"This is secondary, I like you, I love you, pay for you, I am willing, but there are other women in your heart, you leave me for her, I can't bear this, I can't accept it, I persuade myself over and over again to forgive you, I know it's not your fault for the car accident, but as long as I see you, I will think of the scene when you left me and ran to save Tong Wangjun despite my crying, I was angry, I couldn't help but want to vent. ”

I looked at Tang Wan and listened to her say that this was the first time she told me what she was thinking, so that I could know what she really felt in her heart. I didn't think that in my heart she actually wanted to forgive me, but she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.

In fact, don't say that she can't get over that hurdle, even if it's me, I can understand the hatred in Tang Wan's heart, and I can understand her emotions, so even if she makes me unable to take the English test, let me go to clean, and lay a cardboard box to sleep on the ground of the villa alone, I don't hate her.

These should have been the retribution I should have suffered, even if I complained in my heart, it was because Tang Wan pulled Liu Chuang in and used Liu Chuang to humiliate me.

I don't like Liu Chuang.

"I can understand, I understand your feelings, I'm sorry. I said, "Can you forgive me?"

I really hope that this time Tang Wan has a heart-to-heart with me because she has the intention of forgiving me, and I hope that we can let go of our old suspicions and return to our previous relationship.

"I'm sorry, I can't convince myself to forgive you, but I don't hate you in my heart so strongly, you helped my sister clean that night, in fact, I came back again after I left, and secretly looked at you outside the villa, you curled up on a cardboard box, enduring mosquito bites, I already had no hatred for you when I saw you like that. Tang Wan looked at me.

"But I still can't overcome the obstacles in my heart to walk with you, let's continue to maintain this relationship, maybe one day I can figure it out, I can no longer be jealous of Tong Wangjun, and I can let go of the scene when you left me to find Tong Wangjun when you were in a car accident. ”

I sighed and didn't say anything, the initiative in this matter was on Tang Wan, and I could only passively accept her forgiveness or not.

"Boss Hu is a person, you have less contact with him, let alone easily break out into conflict, think about the video and photo matter carefully, the life you have been pursuing is a comfortable life, if you are so impulsive in this matter, the comfortable life you originally pursued may change. Tang Wan glanced at the voice recorder in her hand, "I won't give the recorder to Boss Wu, but you still have to be careful, some people just can't be reasonable, even if he doesn't have evidence to prove that those videos and photos were put on the Internet by you, but once he suspects you, he may come to you." ”

Tang Wan walked out, and when she got to the door, she looked back at me again: "You also think about the college entrance examination, I'm really sorry that day, but I really want to take revenge on you at that time, I really want you to feel the same pain as me." ”

Tang Wan glanced at me, pushed open the door and left.

I don't know what the relationship between me and her has become, the two of us seem to be in a state of conflict, obviously we care about each other, but we can't really be together, in a delicate atmosphere that is almost separated.

I didn't go to the Internet café again, I didn't post the videos and photos I had online, but I didn't log in to my account to clarify what had happened.

I was actually very conflicted, I didn't know what to do next, when Tang Wan was there, I swore that I would take revenge on Boss Wu, thinking that I would hang the videos and pictures in my hand on the Internet, so that Boss Wu could taste the bitter fruit.

But when Tang Wan left, I calmed down and thought about it, but I didn't do it.

Maybe Tang Wan has actually convinced me, but I have a hard mouth and refuse to admit it, in fact, I am still afraid of people like Boss Wu in my heart, and I don't want to get angry.

I'm thinking, just let things develop so calmly, if the photos and videos I posted before can't damage Boss Wu, it doesn't matter, I won't have the next step, if I can let him eat the bitter fruit, it will naturally be the best.

Everything went naturally, let this thing slowly get out of my life, and I had to go back to the normal trajectory of life.

I went back to my parents when the injuries on my body didn't seem so serious, Chen Le was in the house, sitting on the ground playing with toys, I entered the house, she just looked up at me, didn't say anything else, lowered her head and grabbed the dinosaur and slapped it on the ground.

"Shout Daddy. I walked over and picked up an Ultraman toy from her, and flew sideways in the air towards the dinosaur in Chen Le's hand, "Woo, destroy the little monster." ”

Ultraman crashes into the dinosaur.

Not to be outdone, Chen Le grabbed the dinosaur and fought with Ultraman in my hand.

"You can't let go, you dinosaur has no wings, you can only walk on the ground, you can't fly. "I guided Chen Le and corrected her mistakes.

Chen Le didn't care about it at all, grabbed a dinosaur and fought Ultraman in the sky, I used some force in my hands to knock her dinosaur away: "The monster is destroyed, surrender, you beg me for mercy, I will let you go." ”

Chen Lemao grabbed the Transformers on the side and threw them at me, I hurriedly let go of Ultraman in my hand: "Play for you, play for you, don't throw things, if you smash it, you won't have to play." ”

Chen Le picked up the dinosaur that flew out and stuffed Ultraman's head into the dinosaur's mouth.

This girl really holds a grudge.

My mom was cooking in the kitchen, and I walked over: "Mom, Xiaole still doesn't talk much? ”

"I was in a hurry, but I still didn't talk much, other people's children are called grandparents at such an old age, and my parents shouted smoothly. My mom looked back at me, "What's the matter with you, your face seems to be blue." ”

"I accidentally bumped it, and I have already applied the medicine, and it's okay. I said, "Mom, let's change houses with my dad." ”

"Okay, what are you doing with a different house?" my mom asked me.

"The area of this house is too small, you two will change to a bigger house, I will pay the rent, and you can have fun looking for it nearby." I said.

"You don't need to change it, it's troublesome to change it, this house is very good, your father and I live enough, you don't come back often, even if you get married, you must go outside to buy a house, by the way, I haven't asked you yet, how was the college entrance examination?"

"It's okay. I mumbled and didn't elaborate.

"A college diploma is still somewhat useful. My mother said without further questioning, "Come and bring the food out and eat." After eating, I originally wanted to take Chen Le away, but my mother didn't agree: "Just let her play here, the child is very well-behaved, there are toys and no trouble, it is very convenient to bring up, I am bored at home alone, and I have found a recipe in the past two days, just give it a try." The child is so good, so beautiful, with her mother, she can't speak, and she feels distressed when she looks at it. ”