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For the first time, I realized that the way to say goodbye is not only to say goodbye to each other, but also to forgive and tolerate sometimes. Sinan left me in a form of extreme indulgence, because after saying that, he withdrew the hand I was holding, turned around and left, and never came back to the teahouse.

Aside from the gesture of holding his hand, I didn't try to keep him. I admit that my choice has hit me hard, but I also know that it is indeed an illusion to hope that Sinan can stay and help me. Not to mention that he already has a mustard in his heart, just because of his identity and status, he is destined not to help me.

I know Sinan, and I know a lot more than he thought. Although he had been standing in front of me in a condescending manner, trying to avoid my knowledge of him, in fact he was simply putting all his shortcomings in front of my eyes for me to browse.

In my cognition, Sinan is an indifferent and stubborn person, and at the same time very principled. Although he was indulgent and tolerant of me and seemed to be very pampered, I was able to get this treatment not only because he gave me a human form, but more importantly, I knew where his bottom line was, and I never tried to challenge his bottom line.

It's the perfect way for us, but it's not perfect. When he and I didn't hesitate to tear each other's bottom line apart, the disadvantages of this model were clear, and the consequences were obvious.

I felt very uncomfortable, this kind of pain that was not caused by illness, it could be specific to a certain organ or a certain part, it could not find the root cause at all, it seemed to be carried along the blood, transported to all parts of the body, and then all the organs were united, and they were twisted together in a brutal way, and then my pain was magnified countless times.

I climbed into bed, curled myself up in a ball, and hid under the covers, trying to keep myself awake and thinking about who was going to blame the stone for all these things. I thought about a series of recent events over and over again, until night approached when I was interrupted by a sudden knock on the door.

"Sister, Miss Gui Yuan is awake and hopes to see you. ”

Ah Shu's voice outside the door carried a hint of caution and a hint of complaint. He has always hoped that I and Sinan will achieve positive results, and now that Sinan is leaving like this, he will naturally complain to me. I don't mind his complaining at all, on the contrary, I'm glad that he is still with me so that I don't have to be alone.

Ah Shu's arrival made me feel a little better, rubbed my eyes, sat up from the bed, and replied, "I'll be right away." In response, Ah Shu left immediately, and I followed the sound of his footsteps gradually moving away, briefly cleaned myself up, and opened the door and went downstairs.

I was thinking about how Gui Yuan and He Ran were snuggling up together and waiting for me, and I walked downstairs quickly. But I didn't expect that by the time I got to the hall, the two of them were sitting in opposite positions.

What's going on? I've gone through so many twists and turns, shouldn't the script be a reunion and then an end, why do I think these two people seem to have some kind of enmity now?

I stood in the hall and looked at the two of them with a confused expression, and subconsciously wanted to ask Chenbei, who loved gossip the most, about the situation. As a result, after I looked around for a week and didn't find Chenbei's figure, I suddenly realized that Chenbei was no longer here. I swallowed the name back into my stomach, coughed dryly, and then walked between the two of them and sat down next to Guiyuan.