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I could clearly feel that when I was talking to Chenbei, Sinan's body holding my hand became more and more stiff. I knew that he had guessed the man's name as well, and I knew that at this moment, the relationship I had so built with him was as fragile as the ice floating on the river in winter.
I was sad, sad that the relationship between me and Sinan, which had been changed so hard, could only last for such a short time. But I can't give up my persistence, I must, and I must firmly believe in my cognition, because if I give up, then I don't know who else will want to believe in that person, believe in his original intention, and believe in the fact that he has always been alive. I'm afraid that as soon as I give up, he will really die, in that catastrophe that destroyed the world, and died in those myths that the heavens forged in order to influence the world.
That was not the end he should have, it was not in the past, and it will never be in the future.
I withdrew my hand from Sinan's hand, got up, and stood in front of Chenbei.
"I'm very glad you admit that he's still alive, and although I don't know where he is now, I know that he wasn't the one who did it. ”
"Why are you so sure? Su Qing wonders if you can stop going crazy, how stupid are you going to be for him?"
I could see that Chenbei was really angry, not only because of his almost roaring voice, not only because of the green tendons on his neck that were exposed because he spoke too hard, but more importantly, because his eyes were full of anger that I had never seen before. The temperature of the flame seemed to burn me, but I knew that I would not die in that fury, only in the same way that he had tolerated me.
I thought I was on the verge of a breakdown, and I even thought I would go crazy at any moment as soon as they mentioned that person's name. But in fact I was not as I thought I was, on the contrary, I was so calm, so calm that I didn't even know I was crying. I took another step closer to Chenbei, and said in a hoarse, desperate tone, word by word:
"I'm not crazy, I'm not messing around, I believe in him, just as you believe in me. ”
"Okay, very good, Su Qingfu, sooner or later you will regret it. You'd better pray every day and don't let me find him. As long as I prove that he did all these things, then I will definitely pay him back tenfold, a hundredfold. ”
Chenbei gave me a response in an extremely harsh tone, and after he finished speaking, he turned around and walked away without making any stops. Seeing that the form was wrong, Feng Xiao and Ah Pu had already left here with Ah Shu, and in an instant, there were only two people left in the room, me and Sinan.
The air suddenly became solidified, and I couldn't breathe, so I just stood stiffly in place, with my back to Sinan. I heard him sigh deeply, and then, without warning, my tears burst into my eyes.
"You're crying. ”
Sinan's voice was like a cloud far away in the sky, soft and ethereal. I've always loved it, but at this moment, I'd rather he didn't say a word.
Because I knew he was leaving, and I didn't want to say goodbye to him.
I tried to restrain my tears and tried to keep him, but as soon as I called him "Little Master," he interrupted me:
"That's it, so be it. ”