(4)
I have known Sinan and Chenbei for many years, and the two of them have helped me solve countless problems and troubles, but I have never found this feeling of being able to rely on them like today. Maybe it's because deep down I'm still afraid of the people behind them, so I can't fully trust them, or maybe it's because Lige is a real, flesh-and-blood person, and only people can deeply understand the meaning of the word emotion.
But whatever the reason, I am glad that the result is ultimately satisfying. At least from now on, I have something on my mind, and some people are willing to listen.
Although I also went back to Fengxiao to talk about some things before, but with Ah Hide here, I can't say anything, and he won't let me say anything. Well, now that I have a performance like Lige, it can be regarded as a matter of concern for me.
I thought it was something to be happy about, so I jumped out of my rocking chair and sat down next to Lige. Seeing me like this, Lige smiled and rubbed my hair, then lent me a shoulder. Originally, I was hesitant to talk to Lige, but now, I leaned on his shoulder like this, and calmly repeated Aye's matter to him.
"Lige, why do you say that people like Lu Yu will be respected by countless people in later generations, but Ah Ye has to endure so much torture, and even end ......up with a scattered spirit?
Although the tone was unwavering, in my heart, I still felt sad and self-reproachful for Ah Ye's death. So after telling the whole story, I couldn't help but start complaining about the song. Lige listened to my words, sighed, and said in a somewhat low tone:
Lu Yu is respected by the world, not because of who he is, but because the "Book of Tea" he created has indeed had a very significant impact on later generations. This effect will not last for ten or twenty years, but for hundreds or even thousands of years. This kind of achievement in itself is worthy of admiration, not to mention that history itself is one-sided, missing, and incomplete for us. You think he's sorry for Ah Ye, I'm sorry for Li Jilan, that's just what you think, because you went through it, and we didn't, so we didn't know that he was such an irresponsible man emotionally. What we can see is that he does not admire the powerful and the rich, and he does not envy money, and such a valuable quality is naturally worthy of admiration. As for Ah Ye, I don't know what to say. If I had to judge, I could only say that she was too persistent and stupid. ”
This is the first time that Lige has answered my question so seriously, and the logic of his rhetoric is so rigorous that one can't help but wonder if he has prepared in advance. This is really too different from his usual image, and I can't believe it for a while, the person next to me is really Lige himself.
I looked up in amazement and stared at Lige in disbelief. Lige, who originally had a very complicated expression, was a little stunned when he saw that I suddenly turned my gaze to him. When he reacted, he immediately rubbed his face and returned to the same state. It's just that at this moment, there are inexplicably two more blush on his face.
"You kid, tell a good story, what are you doing with me. ”
"No, I just think you're right, and I agree with it. It's just that what I want to know more is, do you feel ...... What am I doing wrong?"