Tang Wan's expression was like being angry, I seemed to see her in high school, I knew that as long as I let her go to sleep, she would never say anything, she would definitely run directly to another bed, and then ignore me and sleep under the quilt.

"I'm not wearing anything. I said to Tang Wan euphemistically, and didn't directly say that she should go to another bed.

I was never willing to turn her down.

"What are you afraid of with a quilt, besides, I have seen everything I should have seen just now, is it necessary for you to hide it now?" Tang Wan said, she didn't care at all, and what she said also had some ambiguity that only couples have.

"I've slept for so long, from noon to early morning?" I didn't dare to say to her, so I diverted the subject.

"Hmm. Tang Wan nodded, fiddled with the pillow, seemed still dissatisfied, and then looked up at me, "You lend me your hand and let me lean on it." ”

I put my hand on the back of Tang Wan's head and let her pill my arm like a hug.

"Have you been in the room and haven't gone out?" I asked her, my posture a little awkward, but I didn't dare to turn around completely, for fear of touching something.

"No, I've been with you in the room, and it took me a lot of effort to get you to bed, don't drink so much in the future, it's too dangerous. Tang Wan said, "I was afraid that you would vomit, so I stayed by your side and didn't dare to leave." ”

"It's okay, I didn't drink too much, just get some sleep. I said.

Tang Wan should have been afraid that I would hold my breath if I vomited, so she stayed by my side.

She finally came out for a trip, but most of the time was spent in the room with me, the wine is indeed good wine, after waking up, my head does not hurt, and the quality of sleep is very good, I don't feel sleepy at all at this time: "Tang Wan, do you want to get up, let's go out for a walk together?"

"If you don't want to get up, just lie down like this. Tang Wan said, "It's very comfortable." ”

I smiled a little awkwardly, and actually asked Tang Wan to get up, I just wanted to avoid the embarrassment of sleeping on the same bed with her, and wanted to get out of this situation, but I didn't expect Tang Wan to actually not want to get up, she seemed to miss sleeping in the same bed with me?

Tang Wan didn't get up, and I didn't have to say anything, so I could only continue to lie down silently.

After a while, just when I thought Tang Wan was asleep, she suddenly asked me, "Aren't you going to do something to me?"

"Huh?" I looked at her strangely, not knowing if that was what Tang Wan meant in her words.

"When I took a shower, the bathroom door was deliberately open, you wouldn't have seen it, right?" Tang Wan flipped through the old accounts.

"Noticed. "Tang Wan's determined appearance, I dare not admit it.

"Then why don't you come in?" Tang Wan said.

"What are you doing in there, do you want to take a shower? That's not good. "I didn't expect Tang Wan to be so direct, I originally wanted to avoid talking about this with her as much as possible, but she seemed to be in a bit of a hurry.

"Don't pretend, you know. Tang Wan said, she seemed to have made up her mind to explain to me, "Chen Jin, I deliberately changed my room, it's not that I can't bear to sleep in the same room with others, after all, I have persevered in high school for so many years, and the reason why I came to you is because I want to give it to you." ”

Without any shyness, after Tang Wan said these words, she looked at me and waited for my answer.

I was a little incredible, I felt that happiness came so suddenly, and it was unimaginable that such an encounter could suddenly happen to me.

"What do you mean by giving it to me?" I was still a little unsure, afraid that I had misunderstood what Tang Wan meant.

"Give you your body. Tang Wan said bluntly.

That's true, I didn't get it wrong, but I still didn't understand: "Why, why did you do this all of a sudden?"

"No reason, I want to give you my body, don't you want it a long time ago? When you were in high school, you bought a telescope to look at me, looking at my picture like that, and now I'll give it to you, don't you want it?" Tang Wan's eyes burned.

"No, I just don't understand it a little, you didn't even let you hold hands in high school, why are you suddenly thinking about giving me your body now, is something happening to you?" For a moment, I thought of a possibility, was Tang Wan sick, so I thought about it.

"Do you know why I didn't let you hold hands in high school?" Tang Yan seemed to remember something, and she was a little resentful.

"Is it because I've gone too far, you treat me as a friend and a male girlfriend, but I want to you. "I was joking, hiding my frustration than rejection.

Tang Wan's face suddenly turned around, and she looked at me with resentment: "Don't be smart there, I don't let you hold my hand because you didn't confess to me, you didn't say you liked me, you didn't say you loved me, you didn't say you wanted me to be your girlfriend but you wanted to hold my hand, so I didn't let you hold my hand." ”

I was stunned, my IQ seemed to be on the line, I thought of a possibility, and asked Tang Wan with a state of mind that wanted to know the truth and was afraid to know the truth: "If I let you be my girlfriend at that time, will you agree?"

"Yes. Tang Wan didn't hesitate at all, and said immediately.

My heart was pricked: "I thought you wouldn't let me hold hands, you just didn't want to be my girlfriend." ”

"I'm not your girlfriend yet, how can I let you hold hands? Love is a sacred thing, I like to watch you silently when I am in class with you, and deliberately rub there after school, and I also get up after seeing you go, go downstairs with you, go to the cafeteria and sit at a table to eat, put the dishes I don't like to eat in your bowl, and order food from your bowl, just to see you spoil me. ”

"I don't want to go back to the dormitory after the evening self-study, I just want to take a walk around the campus with you, or go to the supermarket to buy some snacks. Chen Jin, do you know, I was originally afraid of the dark, but you made me like the night, because there were fewer people around at night, as if there were only me and you, and no one could disturb us, so I didn't even want to go back to the dormitory, I just wanted to walk silently with you, and I didn't stop all night. ”

Tang Wan's words eroded my heart little by little, making me recall the bits and pieces of high school, recalling the scenes with her, a strong sense of regret filled my chest, and I couldn't wait to give myself a few big slaps.

That time Tang Wan refused to hold my hand, I thought she didn't want to be my girlfriend, I decided before holding her hand, if she agreed, I would ask her to be my girlfriend.

But Tang Wan refused, and she was still very angry, so I didn't say what I said later.

But I seem to have gotten things wrong and made things go in the opposite direction, missing something.

It's all my fault, I think I'm really a big fool, think about it, it's really like Tang Wan said, she's not my girlfriend yet, how can I owe her hand indiscriminately?

When I think about it, there are a lot of regrets that could have been avoided. But there is no if in life, if you miss it, you miss it, even if you feel uncomfortable, you can't change or redeem those regrets if you want to stab yourself a few times to vent it.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. "I feel uncomfortable in my heart, but I know that Tang Wan is also uncomfortable in my heart.

Two people who like each other should be able to be together, but because of some trivial things, they finally planted regrets in their lives.

"I'm deliberately angry, I want you to understand, let you figure out the reason why I'm angry, I want you to understand that you haven't confessed yet. But since that time, you will be scared when you see me, avoid my eyes, although you will still sit at the same table when eating, but there is no longer the same familiarity as before, when I go to the supermarket, I say I want to buy spicy noodles, you used to refuse, but then you blindly accommodated me, did not object to me, which made me feel unfamiliar. Tang Wan continued, her voice was a little choked, and she suddenly slapped my fist hard, "Why are you so stupid? Why can't you understand why I'm angry? Why don't you confess to me?"