Chapter 83: It's Good to Be Alive
"It's useless, coupons are just a small means, not as a way to support business, it's okay to use it every once in a while, it's useless to use it all the time, wasting time and wasting energy. I shook my head.
With an income of five or six thousand a month, I am already quite satisfied.
"Do you two have anything to do in the afternoon?" I asked Chen Chen and Chen Wenjing.
"I don't have class, Brother Chen, if you have anything, go and get busy first, I can do the steaming at night." "Chen Wenjing is very smart and knows that something is wrong with me.
"I also have time. Chen Chen also nodded, he was more familiar with me, and asked me directly, "Brother Chen, do you have something to do in the afternoon?"
"Well, the teacher who jumped off the building yesterday taught me before, and I'm going to go see her. I nodded, not concealing, "In the afternoon, you two are in the store, and Chen Wenjing will cook the steamed vegetables in the evening, and Chen Chen will give her a hand." ”
Chen Wenjing doesn't look like a cook, but the speed of getting started is much faster than Chen Chen.
With her in the store, I dare to go out.
After staying in the store for more than ten minutes and helping to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, I said hello to the two of them and left the store.
Liu Yuan didn't die, she was rescued.
I learned the news from the students who ate in the store, and I even figured out the place where Liu Yuan was hospitalized.
Bought some fruit and I went to the hospital.
I have been to Union Hospital a few times, and I am already familiar with it.
When I went upstairs, I happened to meet a group of students coming downstairs, who should have come to see Liu Yuan.
I was a little hesitant, condolences can bring warmth to people, but frequent condolences can bring complexity to patients.
I don't know what Liu Yuan's state is.
"Chen Jin?" Just as I was hesitating whether to go up or come back in a few days, someone called out to me.
Turning around, I saw Tang Wan: "Why are you here?"
Here, I actually met Tang Wan.
I was a little nervous, and looked Tang Wan up and down a few times, wondering if there was something wrong with her.
"I'm here to see Teacher Liu. Tang Wan saw my strangeness.
"How do you know about this?" Tang Wan shouldn't have much contact with Liu Yuan, otherwise when she met Liu Yuan, she wouldn't have said that, and talked about Chen Jin and Tang Wan with a look of memory.
"Didn't you come here after reading the news in the group?" Tang Wan looked at me in surprise, "Teacher Liu is such a peaceful person, I didn't expect such a thing to happen." ”
It turned out to be a swarm.
I've been shielded a long time ago.
There are only a few people who speak, and my current situation makes me have no courage to dive in the group.
"A group of people came out just now, they should be going to see Teacher Liu, we go over now, will it disturb her?" I asked Tang Wan's opinion.
Tang Wan also seemed to be a little worried, and muttered for a while: "Let's take a look at the door first, if Teacher Liu needs to rest, we will wait for two days and come over." ”
It's a good idea, I nodded, and walked up with Tang Wan.
"You have always been in contact with Teacher Liu?" Tang Wan asked me.
"I happened to meet it. "I'm in general terms.
Tang Wan made a gesture of listening.
"A few days ago, I went to the cafeteria to eat, and I happened to meet Mr. Liu, some of the tables and chairs in the store were left to me by the previous boss. "I didn't mention Su Ran.
"What a coincidence. Tang Wan sighed, and finally didn't ask again.
"yes, what a coincidence. I answered.
But I didn't give a clue, and I saw that Liu Yuan's expression was wrong and her mood was not high, but she didn't take action in time.
This kind of self-blame expanded dramatically through the window on the door of the ward, when he saw Liu Yuan.
People who are often in the hospital will not be afraid of life, only indifference and reason, because they are used to seeing it, and they will see through it.
I don't come often.
Liu Yuan on the hospital bed didn't sleep, leaning on the pillow, her eyes were a little blank, staring at the wall, hollow, her hair was gone, her face was very pale, and her breath was very weak.
Like a dying man.
She was only in her thirties.
Liu Yuan was not the only one in the room, there was another patient, an old man, with a furrow face, wearing a woolen hat and a dark cotton coat, curled up in the sheets, his eyes cloudy.
Compared to the vivid scenery outside, this place is lifeless, and any longer stay will make you feel like you are one step closer to the grave.
"Come back in two days, right?" I whispered to Tang Wan.
Liu Yuan's complexion is not very good.
"Hmm. Tang Wan nodded.
"Who are you looking for?" said a nurse pushing the cart.
"Is it Chen Jin?" Before I could speak, Liu Yuan's voice came out inside, "Come in." ”
I had no choice but to push open the door and Tang Wan walked in, and the nurse also pushed the car over and stopped next to Liu Yuan's bed: "I'll change your dressing." ”
The sheets were lifted, and Liu Yuan's legs were covered with gauze, and some places were covered with plaster and blood.
"Teacher Liu. I couldn't bear to look any longer, my eyes looked away, and it fell on Liu Yuan's face.
My heart hurt even more.
People who know each other will not feel good in their hearts if they become like this.
"Teacher Liu. Tang Wan also shouted, and put the things in her hand on the ground next to the bed.
The cupboard was already full of things for visiting the sick, and there were many on the floor.
There are so many things, and there is no one to clean up.
"Are you...... Tang Wan?" Liu Yuan looked at Tang Wan for a while, and confirmed, "It's really getting more and more beautiful, you and Chen Jin are still together, it's fine, sit, sit, just sit on the edge of the bed." ”
I didn't dare to sit on the bed, for fear of bumping into Liu Yuan, so I moved a stool and put it next to Tang Wan: "You sit, I'll stand." ”
There is a round stool next to the bedside table.
I didn't have anything to say for a while, and I didn't know what to say.
There are also people on the side, if you ask Liu Yuan directly about her feelings, it will definitely not be good.
"How's your steamed restaurant?" Liu Yuan broke the momentary silence.
"It's open. I answered, "Business is okay, I wanted to tell the teacher about you, but I didn't expect it...... Teacher, you ......"
Some words are hard to say, and I vaguely past.
Liu Yuan understood, her expression was a little gloomy, and she seemed to laugh at herself: "The teacher can't go to your place." ”
"It's okay, you can go when you're well, teacher. "I tried to ease the dull atmosphere.
"It's no better, my leg is useless, and I will have to use a wheelchair in the future. Liu Yuan's tone was self-deprecating.
The atmosphere has aggravated a few points.
"It's good to be alive, I can bring you steamed vegetables to eat. "I think as long as people live, there is hope.
"Is it really that good to be alive?" Liu Yuan shook her head, her eyes were empty, she was silent for a while, then she suddenly smiled and looked at me, "You must follow your heart, don't be rash, the teacher is too willful, which will lead to such an ending." ”
"You don't want to learn from the teacher, Tang Wan, you too, it's all good, it's good. ”
Liu Yuan survived, but her heart was not alive and was still dead.
"Teacher, if your marriage is not happy, it's good to divorce, there's no need to push yourself to such a point. "Liu Yuan is like this, I finally said it.
It's not appropriate to be together, it's good to be separated.
Tong Wangjun and I are like this, although it may not be the best, but it is much better than torturing each other and barely being together.
Marriage should not be a woman's grave, nor should it be a man's.
"There are some things that I can't do all over again, and what I've done is what I've done, and I can't forgive myself. Liu Yuan said.
I listened, and she seemed to have something to say.
"My former boyfriend was very good to me, and we had reached the point where we were talking about marriage, but because when choosing a wedding dress, he said that any wedding dress would be fine, and I quarreled with her. Liu Yuan's voice was full of pain, word by word, as if drawn out of flesh and blood.
"He went to another province, and I agreed to the blind date arranged by the family because of my anger, and I don't know if I really saw it right, or if I wanted to be angry, and I got married a month later. ”
Liu Yuan's eyes were full of sadness: "But I didn't expect that the hasty marriage was exchanged for what I am now." ”
Liu Yuan, who has a peaceful personality, actually got angry, agreed to the blind date at home, and got married in a hurry.
"Teacher, didn't that boyfriend from before you show up?" asked Tang Wan.
"I sent him a message and a picture, and he just said respect for my choice and wish me happiness. Liu Yuan's words seemed to carry a bit of resentment, "If he says something, I may not be like this." ”
"However, he can't be blamed for this, everything I have today is caused by myself. ”