Liu Yuan has a grudge against her ex-boyfriend, but she hates herself, the kind that breaks the jar and breaks it.

"Does he know you're like this?" Tang Wan asked.

Liu Yuan shook her head, and after saying such a thing, she seemed to be tired: "I don't know, I don't know if he knows, but how do I know, what if I don't know? ”

A grain of mouse feces can spoil a pot of porridge, and the porridge is still good, not poisonous, but disgusting to look at, and there is no desire to eat it.

Liu Yuan's situation should be similar to this, after getting married, she felt that her life had been set, and she had no expectations for the future, so she would solve the problem by jumping off the building.

"Teacher, your life is still very long, only a third of the way has passed, if you can't get by, divorce, it's good to live alone. "I speak my mind.

There are too many things that shackle people's minds and make people follow a fixed route through life.

If you deviate, you will be labeled as unfilial piety, an alternative word, which makes people mentally tortured.

Liu Yuan didn't speak, her head rested on the pillow, and her eyes closed.

In the corners of the eyes, there are tears.

I waved at Tang Wan and walked out of the ward.

"Teacher Liu is alive, but his heart is still dead. Tang Wan whispered, very depressed.

When you come to a place like a hospital, not many people can get their emotions high.

"I didn't expect such a peaceful person to be angry with my boyfriend, agree to the blind date arrangement at home, and get married in a flash. I sighed, feeling sorry for Liu Yuan, "If she wasn't so impulsive and not so willful, life would definitely be different." ”

Tang Wan looked sideways at me.

"What's wrong?" Tang Wan's eyes made me wonder, as if I was talking about her.

"Nothing. Tang Wan shook her head, silent, emotionally affected, and walked with her head down and didn't say much all the way.

Outside the hospital, I stopped: "I'm going to the store." ”

Tang Wan wants to go back, it must be a different way, and I am saying goodbye to her.

"Do you think it's whose fault is this?" Tang Wan suddenly spoke, "Is it Teacher Liu's fault alone?"

"It's all wrong, but Teacher Liu's fault is more, if she gives herself more time to calm down, doesn't force her boyfriend to do things she doesn't like, and gives his boyfriend some time, the result will not be like this. "I know Tang Wan is talking about Liu Yuan.

"Don't you think that her boyfriend is not responsible, so it will lead to such a result?" Tang Wan stood by Liu Yuan's side.

It's no wonder that they are all women, and naturally they all have the common characteristics of women.

"The two of them are living together, not comparing and showing off, saying that the wedding dress is casual does not mean anything, this thing is like worshipping the Buddha, kneeling there and bowing can you really live a safe life and make a lot of money?" ”

"A woman has only one marriage, who doesn't want to dress up beautifully?" Tang Wan said.

"Are there two marriages for men?" I asked.

Tang Wan was silent for a while: "Two people are happy together, but they may not come together." ”

I think there is something in Tang Wan's words, and she seems to be reflecting.

"There are a lot of helplessness and misunderstandings in life, and the situation you said does exist, and Mr. Liu is like this. "I said, the situation that Tang Wan said does exist.

"What about you, are you married to Tong Wangjun because you are happy?" Tang Wan asked me suddenly, her head lowered and looked at me.

I kind of wanted to smoke with my hands in my pockets and my cigarette case pinched.

Being with Tong Wangjun definitely won't be because of happiness, because I didn't have any impression of her before high school, and my memory of the eight years after high school is blank, but I can also judge from Tong Wangjun's attitude that she has a different outlook on life from me, and happiness is naturally impossible to talk about.

I'm thinking about something else.

"If you want to smoke, smoke it. Tang Wan said.

I pulled out a cigarette, lit it and took two puffs, and finally thought it through: "I'm divorced." ”

Tang Wan's pupils seemed to be dilated a little, and she stroked the broken hair in her ears: "When did it happen?"

"It's been more than half a year. "It's been more than half a year since I got divorced, but I've only known about it for more than a month, and I didn't want to talk about it, but this kind of thing will eventually be known.

Moreover, I now have my own business, and divorce is not unacceptable.

I don't want people to feel pathetic.

Women and money...... This statement is too vulgar, love and career, after all, must be the same.

"Why have I never heard you say that?" Tang Wan said, with a slight complaint, I wasn't sure if it was or not.

"What's there to say about divorce?" I laughed, laughing at myself, "Is it possible to have a party to celebrate?"

Tang Wan was silent: "You really don't need to tell me. ”

"Wu Dong, Yu Lu, Zhou Kai don't know either, don't think about it. I glanced at Tang Wan, "Okay, don't talk about it, I still have to go to the store, you can go back too." ”

"Chen Jin, why did you get married for responsibility?" Tang Wan didn't leave.

I paused, and Tang Wan seemed to know the reason why I married Tong Wangjun: "I got married with Tong Wangjun because of responsibility?"

"It's difficult, isn't it?" Tang Wan looked at me.

"I don't know. I said, "There are some things I don't remember very well. ”

Finally said it, the lost memory, I hope Tang Wan can help me make up for it.

"You're running away. Tang Wan dropped a sentence and left.

I was angry when I walked.

I sighed, I really wanted to shout at Tang Wan, I wasn't running away, I lost my memory, I didn't know anything about the previous events, even I didn't know how to deal with Datong Wangjun's stomach, how did I become an escape?

On the way back to the store, the more I thought about it, the more I thought that Tang Wan might know something, otherwise she would not be so sure that Tong Wangjun and I got married because of responsibility, not love.

Liability?

Could it be that I did something sorry for Tong Wangjun and wanted to compensate her in the form of marriage?

What could it be?

"Brother Chen, can I keep two plates of steamed vegetables and take them back to Xiao Lun to eat? "The peak of dinner has passed, Chen Chen asked me.

"Won't it be cold to bring it back so far?" I asked, suddenly remembering that Chen Chen had rented a house, "Take it, it'll be hot when it's cold." ”

I didn't respond to the deduction of wages, it's just two dishes, the cost is not much, I don't plan to ask for money, but if I don't want to, Chen Chen will definitely be embarrassed to take it.

"Thank you, Brother Chen. "I think Chen Chen is thanking me for Ge Xiaolun.

Leaving the work of cleaning up to Chen Chen and Chen Wenjing, I went downstairs to buy a thermos box.

After washing it with hot water, I wiped off the water stains, filled it with rice, put three steamed vegetables, and handed over the rest of the work to Chen Chen and Chen Wenjing, and I went to the hospital again.

"Teacher Liu, I brought you some steamed vegetables. Pushing open the door, I said to Liu Yuan on the hospital bed.

I swept my eyes to the lunch box on the bedside table, was it difficult for Liu Yuan's family to come?

But the fruits and flowers that could be placed next to the bed were not collected.

It's impossible not to pack up the food when you bring the food, right?

was stunned, and someone came in outside the door, holding a night pot in his hand: "Yuanyuan, there are too many fruits next to your bed, they occupy a lot of space, and they are blocking the way, shall I clean it up?"

The man said as he placed the night pot under Liu Yuan's bed.

"Don't worry about it, you can go. Liu Yuan ignored the man at all and looked at me, "Chen Jin, come and sit, don't stand there stupidly." ”

The man was originally sitting on a stool, but after hearing Liu Yuan's words, he immediately got up and gave me the stool: "Sit, sit." ”

I stood there a little awkwardly, as if I had come at the wrong time.

"You go out, take your food away, and don't have to come over later. Liu Yuan was very unkind to the man.

"Yuanyuan, don't be like this, okay?" the man seemed to plead, "You need someone to take care of you like this." ”

"I don't need your care. Liu Yuan was very angry, "You go out, get out quickly." ”

"Okay, I'll go out, don't be angry, I'll go out. The man raised his hand, compromised, sighed helplessly, and walked out of the ward.

I followed the man out, guessing his identity.

"Don't worry about him, Chen Jin, you sit. Liu Yuan bent down to help me move the stool.

I hurriedly sat up, moved the stool, and sat on the edge of Liu Yuan's bed.