Chapter 132: The Year and the Year (Part II)
Li Yue said: "First, in your band, apart from you, although Zhang Tianyao is more popular, I am actually more optimistic about Xu Xunsheng. ”
Cen Ye gave a thumbs up: "Have vision, waist?" heh...... How to compare with Xu Xunsheng. ”
Li Yue's smile remained unchanged: "Yes, I believe that you, as the core of the band, are actually very aware of the difference in strength between each of them." Xu Xunsheng, her appearance and temperament are good, and her singing skills are actually very good, I have also seen some of your songs, many passages, and she has participated in the creation. That's pretty hard to come by. If she debuts as a pop and folk singer, her future will at least be good. I just don't know her character...... Would you like to?"
Cen Ye smiled: "Even you know that her personality is like a piece of wood?"
Li Yue said, "How could I not know? Maybe I knew her before all of you, but looking at her appearance, she didn't seem to recognize me." There was some emotion in his tone, but Cen Ye was stunned, and then remembered the experience of forming a band that Li Yue had just said, and suddenly seemed to understand something.
Li Yue didn't seem to notice his distraction, sighed and said, "This is the second reason why I want to tell you why I want to sign Xu Xunsheng." I don't know if she mentioned that person to you, but it doesn't matter if I tell you - she used to have a very good boyfriend named Xu Zhi, and she and I were in the same band. It turned out that there was a car accident, he passed away, and I was seriously injured, so the band broke up. I've called her brother and sister before.
Don't be upset when I say this, Xu Zhi is the musical genius I have ever seen that is not inferior to you at all, not only the soul of the band, but almost a god. If you don't die now, the future is only immeasurable. Xu Xunsheng can be said to be the love of that person's life, and now that I am reunited with her old friend, of course I want to help her. ”
Cen Ye didn't speak, Li Yue looked at the young man's fingers, held the edge of the teacup and rubbed it repeatedly. Then Cen Ye raised his head and smiled, laughing with two points of ridicule: "It was hundreds of years ago, and you are still obsessed with the old love for Xu?"
Li Yue sighed, but he was not angry, and said, "Heh...... It's all about lost youth. If you had seen the relationship between those two people when they were together, and Xu Xunsheng looked like at that time, you would feel sorry for them just like me. ”
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Li Yue, who is now in a high position, really remembers the first time he saw Xu Xunsheng in the house that Xu Zhi rented.
At that time, Li Yue was too thin, he also had rebellious long hair, and he was tanned, so it was no wonder that Xu Xunsheng didn't seem to recognize him when he glanced at him from a distance on the stage many years later.
At that time, among the brothers, Xu Zhi's family had money and rented a big house, and everyone simply lived with him shamelessly. One day Xu Xunsheng came, it was a very green and good-looking face, it looked like he was eighteen or nineteen years old, with long hair, long skirts, and so tender eyebrows and eyes that they were about to drip water, which was in line with the appearance of every literary and artistic young man's dream lover.
"At that time, a group of us played cards...... Li Yue's eyes became distant, "how envious of the lead singer, he has a beloved girl, sitting in his arms, and he has to make love in front of us, ha...... And he is so young and obedient, he is still in college, and for the sake of Xu Zhi, he skipped class and ran out of school in three days. Can't you imagine that Xu Xunsheng will be so crazy about love?
Cen Ye didn't speak. He felt that he was probably crazy today, and he actually sat here and listened to people recall the love history of Xu Zhi and Xu Xunsheng back then. The relationship between himself and Xu Xunsheng is hidden from the organizers, and Li Yue is in a high position, so it is not surprising that he does not know.
Cen Ye clearly didn't want to hear it at all, the old man Xu Xunsheng liked when he fell in love for the first time is now dead, what is there to hear? What is there to be jealous of? But some things, some obscure and embarrassing feelings, have taken root in his heart a long time ago, and at this time he was turned up again, so he seduced him and listened to it without saying a word.
He remembered that he first ran to her studio full of joy, thinking that he was the man she secretly liked, but she said unconsciously and categorically: The only person I have ever loved in my life is Xu Zhi.
also remembered the time when the two of them were good, most of the time, she was calm and breezy, and her emotions never seemed to have too many ups and downs for him. Even when he is angry, he is silent and avoids. He was terrified of her silence, and if she had made a fuss about him, perhaps he would have felt better...... There was the last step between the two, and she still refused to let go, and only a few days ago did she reluctantly promise to honor it in the future. But she and Xu Zhi ...... back then And now, he had to choose between his brother and his future, and she didn't understand it at all, and she didn't consider his feelings at all.
All the way, he is trying to prove that he is no worse than the old man, proving that Xu Xunsheng's current vision is absolutely fine, and he also wants to continue to verify and be sure that she really loves herself. It is not the legendary love that is the real love of her life.
But it turned out that back then, even others saw that they loved each other to death. She can run to the band for Xu Zhi's sake, regardless of her studies, how much does this have to be liked to be able to do it? What about him? How many times did he beg her to join the band and be by his side?
Still is...... I don't like it enough. As soon as this thought arose, I felt an awl of pain in my heart.
Xun Sheng, is your love for me a little bit hurt now, can you compare it with Xu Zhi? Cen Ye found that he didn't dare to compare, in fact, he didn't dare to compare. This thought made him feel even more chills in his heart.
Thinking about it further, Li Yue's sentence - Xu Zhi is a musical genius who does not lose to you Cen Ye at all. is also the lead singer, the same singer-songwriter, and also plays a good guitar, and that guitar is now used by Xu Xunsheng. Cen Ye knew that he shouldn't, but even his stomach was already hurting and uncomfortable.
Li Yue seemed to be talking, completely ignoring Cen Ye's silent face, and said: "If Xu Zhi is alive, the band should not be bad, maybe there will be people like me to persuade him to fly alone." But Xu Zhi is not as good as you in this regard, he is a particularly idealistic and arrogant person, Xu Xunsheng is very similar to him, admitting death, he may not agree to fly solo. So I guess Xu Xunsheng won't understand your business as a band member. But it doesn't matter, her back road, don't I pave it for her now? ”
After a pause, Li Yue said gloomily: "Xu Zhi told me that they originally planned to wait for Xu Xunsheng to get married as soon as he graduated, and both of them said that she is Xu Zhi's heart." And it turned out right away. If he were still alive, he might have children. ”
Cen Ye had already stood up, as if he didn't want Li Yue to see his face, and walked to the stairs with his back to him: "Brother Yue, I'm rested, go down." ”
Li Yue also stood up and said with a smile: "Okay, I heard me nag a lot of past events, annoying, right?
Cen Ye lowered his head, his hair covering his eyes, suddenly smiled, and said, "Sign." I'm not idealistic, I'm not the same as Xu Zhi. I knew exactly what I wanted, and I had to get it. ”
Li Yue was stunned and smiled.
Later, Cen Ye muttered to himself again, but Li Yue didn't hear it.
At that time, Cen Ye was standing on the roof of the city, the sun was a little dazzling, the wind was blowing in his ears, and he whispered: "His heart? Who is not anyone's heart?"